Yan Zhiyuan didn't say another word until he arrived at Yan's mansion.
Invite the calf in respectfully.
He didn't have the courage to face the consequences of what he had done being made public, nor did he have the courage to face the consequences of Yan Qingyun continuing to live without despair. No matter what it was, it would be hell for him.
At this time, Yan Zhiyuan finally understood that what Niu Zai said to him that day was already dangerous without realizing it, and he was walking on thin ice... What was behind it, he didn't hear the whole thing that day.
Yan Zhiyuan glanced at the cow beside him. He was smiling all the time, as warm as the sun. Yan Zhiyuan asked sadly: "Xiaodao, can you still tell me what you haven't finished saying to me that day?"
Niu Zai smiled and said gently: "What happens after that day is that there is an abyss under the ice, and the day the ice breaks is the day it will never turn over."
Yan Zhiyuan was hit hard in the heart, he, he had come this far? After falling into the abyss, he would never be able to stand up again.
Yan Zhiyuan looked gloomy and devastated.
The weather has been nice recently, and the warmth spreading over my body feels very comfortable, but the warm sun cannot dispel the coldness in Yan Zhiyuan's heart.
After leading the calf into the main courtyard, Yan Zhiyuan ordered with a calm face: "Call Yu Ran and Yuan An, and no one else is allowed to approach the main courtyard."
The Yan family is about to fall. Everything is his fault. What he did may not be unknown to his two sons.
The two grandsons were young and could still be taught. At this moment, Yan Zhiyuan suddenly understood Yan Qingyun's painstaking efforts. He couldn't help but look at Niu Zai with hope. Can the Yan family still have a future?
Is this the thing that has kept my father breathless?
Yan Zhiyuan longed for Niu Zai to answer, but Niu Zai couldn't see him. He was smiling but his eyes were empty. He looked very warm, but it made Yan Zhiyuan clearly understand that Niu Zai was not here for him, and he had no destiny. Niu Zai
I can't help him.
After giving the instructions, Yan Zhiyuan took the cow into the inner room and went to Yan Qingyun's bed.
Looking at the skinny Yan Qingyun, Yan Zhiyuan lowered his head and shed tears of regret while kowtowing and admitting his mistake: "Dad, everything is the fault of this rebellious son like me. It's a pity that I understood it too late."
After three bangs, Yan Zhiyuan got up and took off the dazzling bronze mirrors.
Yan Qingyun looked at the calf and then saw Yan Zhiyuan. He was puzzled as to why Yan Zhiyuan seemed to be a different person in just one night.
What's up with him?
Niu Zai saluted in the direction of the bed, and then said: "I know that my destiny is still a puzzle in my heart, so my obsession will never go away. Now I am guided to solve my destiny. In return, my destiny
The last tear in this world will be taken away by me. If the person agrees, just blink your eyes."
Yan Qingyun's widened eyes remained motionless, he was still thinking.
He remembered the cow he saw next to Su Xiaolu on New Year's Day.
Su Xiaolu is very protective of him. This is a child of the same age as Su Xiaolu. Does he know what his obsession is?
Yan Qingyun felt melancholy for a moment. During these days, he had actually figured out a lot of things. He knew that his repeated attempts to survive were weird. Like Yan Zhiyuan, he had thought that he might turn into some kind of blood-drinking monster.
But as his body changed day by day, he knew it wasn't the case. He felt that he was the soul attached to the corpse that refused to leave. His body was becoming more and more dilapidated. Although it was not rotten yet, it seemed like it was dry.
It was like an old branch. Even if the servants gave him some water, he wouldn't be able to swallow it.
He is actually dead.
Now that Niu Zai said it, he felt that what Niu Zai said was more appropriate. The reason why he couldn't swallow it was because of his obsession.
He is obsessed with the Yan family, and he is obsessed with an answer.
But can this child really give him the answer?
Yan Qingyun's thoughts were surging in his heart, and they were amplifying bit by bit in his mind.
Niu Zai did not rush him, his face was gentle and his eyes were always looking in the direction of Yan Qingyun.
After Yan Zhiyuan put away the mirrors, he knelt in front of Yan Qingyun's bed. He lowered his head and cried and confessed to Yan Qingyun: "Dad, please hit me or scold me. I was wrong. It has always been my fault."
Now, I shouldn’t hate you, I have disgraced my ancestors, I have harmed the entire Yan family, please hit me.”
It was not easy for Yan Qingyun to bring the entire Yan family to where it is today, but it only took thirteen days for him to destroy it.
He was sorry for Yan Qingyun's training and his love and care.
Things that he didn't look at or think about before were now constantly playing out in his mind, including what happened to his mother Qi Xinyue.
Is my father really cold and heartless? Has he really never loved my mother?
He didn't, he actually loved her, otherwise why would he condone his mother and not allow concubines and concubines to appear? Accepting his mother is love.
In fact, he and his sister Yan Zhenzhen are not outstanding. Ministers of the same rank as Yan Qingyun, as well as sons and daughters in the family, are much better than them. The only thing they are proud of is their status.
Yan Zhiyuan was in pain, and he understood it too late.
Yan Zhiyuan continued to talk about things that he could not understand. He told Yan Qingyun that he understood now, he understood.
Yan Qingyun looked at Yan Zhiyuan, with mixed feelings in his heart. He understood that it was too late, too late.
Yan Yuran and Yan Yuanan also came. When they saw Yan Zhiyuan crying, they were really shocked. When they saw Yan Qingyun's skinny and ghostly appearance, they didn't dare to look at it again and knelt down in panic.
Listening to what Yan Zhiyuan said, they were also at a loss.
Yan Qingyun finally turned his attention back to Niu Zai. He blinked hard. He thought Niu Zai should not be able to see it, but Niu Zai seemed to sense it. Niu Zai said gently: "Yuanren agreed, then this
Let’s clear up any doubts about destiny.”
Yan Qingyun was stunned for a moment, and then he felt as if he was sinking into a strange place. The surroundings were as dark as ink, and he couldn't see anything. He looked at himself in surprise, frightened, and murmured to himself: "I,
Can I move?"
He looked at his hands and then at his feet. He could suddenly move, but where was this place?
"I've been waiting for you for a long time."
There was an ethereal voice.
Yan Qingyun looked around and saw that the thick ink dispersed, and a figure walked out of the thick ink. It was a cow.
He had a slight smile on his face, which made people feel very friendly and kind. Yan Qingyun took two steps back and said in confusion: "You, what did you do to me?"
Niu Zai said gently: "I didn't do anything to you. This is your place, the place in your heart."
Yan Qingyun was stunned. He looked at the place like thick ink, wondering what would come out of the thick ink. Is such a terrifying place in his heart?
Knowing that it was in his heart, even though it was terrifying, Yan Qingyun gradually calmed down. He looked at Niu Zai and said: "You said you can solve my confusion, but really, how can you solve it?"