"Xiaolu, Xiaoling, it is my greatest blessing to have you two daughters in my life. In the blink of an eye, you all have grown up, got married, and have children. Soon, your grandchildren will all get married.
Although Xiaolu is not married yet, mother believes that you will live a very free and happy life. In the future, if you have a sweetheart in the future, if mother is gone and you are married, take him to mother's grave to toast a glass of wine to mother.
That’s fine.”
Mrs. Zhao gently stroked Su Xiaolu's hair and said softly.
Su Xiaolu's nose felt sour, she nodded, she would, she would definitely do it.
Mrs. Zhao then said to Su Xiaoling: "Weiwei and Xuanxuan are brave, beautiful and confident. They have chosen their rightful husbands themselves. They will get married soon. My mother has prepared their gifts.
Xiao Huan and Xiao Qing haven't decided yet. If Mom doesn't wait until one day, and when the opportunity comes, let them bring it to me to see. Zhuoer, he is the prince. Mom doesn't have to worry about his marriage. You all will have a good time.
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Su Xiaoling also nodded with red eyes.
Zhao yawned: "I don't know what happened today. I feel a lot of emotion when I look at you. It's getting late. You two sisters should go to bed. Mother has gone back to the room. If I don't go back, your father won't be able to sleep."
.”
Zhao said, got up and went back.
Su Xiaolu and Su Xiaoling walked her to the door.
Su Xiaolu hugged Ms. Zhao tightly and said with choked sobs: "Mom, I am very happy to be your mother's daughter in this life. Thank you, mother."
Su Xiaoling also hugged Mrs. Zhao: "Mom, I am very happy to be your daughter in this life. I never feel bitter. It was very sweet before. Thank you, Mom and Dad."
When she was a child, she received many beatings, but those beatings and scoldings were all healed by Zhao's gentle caress. She remembered the suffering, but she also remembered her gentle parents, and the two silly ones.
Silly brother who is very well-behaved.
Mrs. Zhao looked at her two daughters and her eyes were red inexplicably. She smiled helplessly and said: "Look at me, I am really lamenting what I did in the past to make you cry. I will be your mother in this life. God knows how capable I am."
Happiness, okay, okay, it’s time to go to bed.”
Mrs. Zhao smiled and comforted Su Xiaolu and Su Xiaoling.
Mrs. Zhao returned to her room and everything was as usual.
Su Xiaoling felt unspeakably empty. When she looked at Su Xiaolu, she found that Su Xiaolu was in tears. Su Xiaoling felt a little flustered for a moment: "Xiaolu..."
Su Xiaolu smiled with tears in her eyes: "Sister, it's okay, go to sleep."
Su Xiaoling pursed her lips, knowing everything clearly. She didn't ask any more questions and just cried silently.
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Mrs. Zhao returned to the room and found that Su Sanlang was not asleep yet.
Mrs. Zhao smiled and said, "Dad, I know you can't sleep."
Su Sanlang smiled gently and said: "The person who knows me best in this world is my mother-in-law. Come and sleep quickly. It's warm under the quilt."
Su Sanlang slept on the outside, and he had already warmed the inside where Zhao was sleeping.
Mrs. Zhao came to bed and smiled. Su Sanlang subconsciously stretched out his arms to hug Mrs. Zhao. Before the two of them fell asleep, he was always used to hugging Mrs. Zhao like this.
Ms. Zhao leaned on Su Sanlang's chest and said: "My dear father, I don't know what's wrong with me today. I think of many past events. My dear father, do you still remember that when I was pregnant with my brother, you secretly beat me?"
Come and give me something to eat, but my second sister-in-law saw it and laughed at you."
Mrs. Li, Mrs. Zhou and Mrs. Su Xiaozhi, Mrs. Zhao had not thought of them for a long time. Perhaps she was inspired to think of the past frequently today.
Su Sanlang smiled and said, "Why don't you remember?"
At that time, he was young and had feelings for Mrs. Zhao. He deeply understood that this was his wife and he must be good to her. Even if his parents were mean, he would do his best.
Mrs. Zhao was very happy and wanted to eat something sweet, but there were no fruits or candies.
Some delicious things in the mountains had been taken away long ago. He finally found them, so he naturally followed Zhao.
When Mr. Zhou saw it, he mocked her in a strange way, but he turned a deaf ear to it.
"Daddy, I am lucky to have met you. I am so happy to have you by my side in this life."
Mrs. Zhao approached Su Sanlang and said.
Su Sanlang turned his head and kissed Zhao's forehead tenderly: "I am lucky to meet you."
Mrs. Zhao smiled shyly and talked about many things from the past intermittently.
Su Sanlang listened and occasionally responded with a few words.
When they talked about sadness, they felt depressed for a while, but when they talked about happiness, the two of them laughed again.
Su Sanlang hugged Zhao tightly and couldn't help but kiss her forehead many times. The past events emerged in Zhao's memories one after another.
Before I knew it, it was already midnight.
"Dad, did you ever regret leaving home that year?"
Ms. Zhao asked softly, after so many years, they had no news about the Su family, and they didn't know whether they were still alive or dead.
All these grievances and grudges were put aside with the death of Mr. Wang and Mr. Su. They were like strangers and had no contact with them anymore.
But has Su Sanlang ever regretted it?
As people get older, they can forgive more and more things. Do you ever regret it?
Su Sanlang answered firmly without any hesitation: "No, I never regret making that decision. I only regret that I made it too late and made you suffer so much. If I had given up earlier, we would have
It will be better."
He has never regretted it, even now, he can make the Su family live very well if he only shows a little bit from between his fingers. After all, he is now a royal relative, his two sons are officials, and his two daughters are also famous.
There is great power.
Even so, he had no regrets. If he had regrets, it was because he had woken up too late. He should not have fantasized again and again. He should have given up earlier, earlier, and Zhao's birth would not have been in danger.
Even Su Hua didn't need to burn out his brain because of the high fever. If he had any regrets, these were the things he regretted. As a father, he failed to be a good father.
Those are things that he can't make up for in any case, and he can't go back to the past.
"This way, I feel relieved."
Ms. Zhao felt completely relaxed.
"My dear, there are many things I have done to you in this life, and I will definitely make it up to you in the next life."
Su Sanlang held Zhao's hand and said gently.
"No, no, you have never done anything sorry for me in this life. You have done very well. But if there is another life, I still want to be with you."
Mrs. Zhao smiled and leaned gently against Su Sanlang. She felt that her eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and she spoke softly: "Daddy, I'm sleepy..."
"Okay, then it's settled. Go to sleep if you want. I'm sleepy too. Baby, I'll see you in my dream." Su Sanlang gently kissed Zhao's forehead again, and his eyelids were also very heavy.
What did her father say? She really wanted to hear it more clearly, but she couldn't. She was so sleepy. Then go to sleep. It didn't matter if she couldn't hear clearly. Then she could listen again tomorrow. If it didn't work, they would still be there.
They have already agreed on the next life.
Su Sanlang also fell asleep with a smile on his face. They were just like a couple. They couldn't fall asleep even if they didn't want to. But when they wanted to sleep, they fell asleep together.
