Long Qian walked in small steps, looking relaxed and leisurely. Every time he went to a deserted place, he would twist and jump.
The fifth brother, Long Qi, was talented in both civil and military arts. He was intimidated by his strong martial arts skills, and his speed in learning writing made him jealous.
None of the brothers who were older than the fifth brother could compare with Long Qi. In the eyes of Wu Ziliang, Long Qi was definitely ranked number one.
Even among these many princes, most of them agreed with this.
Fighting for the throne with such a ruthless person? Can that be an easy task?
Originally, Long Qian was still a little dissatisfied in his heart and felt that he was no worse than others.
But whenever he thought of his mother and the nagging fight for the throne every time they met, he felt a wave of annoyance deep in his heart.
Should he compete for the throne in the future? Shouldn't it be his own business? What if he does? What if he doesn't?
The more his mother asked him to fight, the more unhappy he became deep down in his heart.
Even the slightest thought that occasionally arose was completely extinguished by himself.
Over time, he now has some disgust with competing for the throne.
In order to avoid physical pain, his true thoughts in his heart must not be known to his mother.
Long Qian went through a lot of hardships when it came to studying. Thinking about it, he felt miserable.
Others can recite the content quickly, but when it comes to him, even lighting candles and staying up late has little effect.
Many times, when he woke up the next day, he had completely forgotten what he had tried so hard to remember.
If he didn't have to, he would definitely not torture himself like that. This hatred could only be recorded on her mother's head first.
You want me to compete for the throne? I don’t want to!
Long Qian prefers practicing martial arts to studying.
Every time he saw the brave and strong figure of Fifth Brother, he felt a sense of worship and worship, wishing that he could also possess that powerful martial arts right away.
For the martial arts he loved, Long Qian squeezed out a lot of time to follow his fifth brother and learn various martial arts.
In his heart, Long Qian admired Long Qi very much. He felt that this brother was impeccable in all aspects and treated him very well.
But deep down in his heart, he liked his sixth brother Long Lin even more.
Every time he saw Long Lin, he couldn't help but think of himself as Long Lin, who could live so carefree and happily.
Unlike him, life is so difficult and painful, and I don't feel comfortable at all.
But this Long Lin happened to be the person his mother looked down upon the most. It seemed that not only his mother, but also many people looked down on Long Lin.
Every time he opened his mouth, he would make excuses for Long Lin, making him determined not to live like such a useless person.
After hearing this, he was even more angry in his heart, but on the surface, he shared the same hatred as his mother.
Long Qian felt that this was his biggest gain after being beaten by his mother.
Even if you are filled with hatred in your heart, it can still be invisible to you on the surface.
He had no choice but to do it, and he didn't want to, but facing his mother, he felt that this method was the best.
It's going to be soon. In another six years, maybe even less than six years, he will be able to leave here and have his own house, and he will be able to get ahead.
At this time, all the princes were heading towards the Study Hall, and Long Qian also quickened his pace.
*..*
Long Lin was eating breakfast alone in the house, slowly and unhurriedly.
The breakfast is barely okay, with eggs and rice porridge.
Ever since he left that small courtyard, Long Lin had been eating alone.
The maid and the three kings will eat in their respective houses.
All these changes are due to the nanny's words when she was leaving.
In my mind, I couldn't help but think of the scene of parting with my nanny.
That day, the news suddenly came. Everything was as expected by the nanny, but it was unexpected by Long Lin.
He originally thought that the wet nurse would always be by his side, but he did not expect that this was not the case in reality.
When the wet nurse told him, he realized that the wet nurse was leaving.
"Your Highness, the nanny is leaving here and returning to her own home. Although I can't bear to be separated from you, this is the rule."
"Nanny is a human being, so you must abide by human rules and adhere to the principles of being a human being. You have grown up and you must know how to take care of yourself. The maids will also serve you with all their heart."
Upon hearing this, Long Lin was completely stunned.
In an instant, he understood why the nanny had to say these words to him alone when the maids were leaving.
But he didn't expect that the wet nurse would leave him.
From the nanny's words, he already understood that this was the rule of the palace.
But in Long Lin's view, the nanny is his relative, it can even be said that she is his only relative here.
Thinking of the wet nurse leaving, his heart felt twisted and painful.
"Nanny, I understand what you mean. I will take good care of myself."
Long Lin tried hard to control his smile, but deep down in his heart, there were bursts of sadness and he couldn't help but want to cry.
Although it has the word "milk", Long Lin still regards the nanny as "mother".
Every time he shouted out, Long Lin's heart seemed to have a place to rest on.
The tears she was holding back could not escape the nanny's eyes.
The nanny stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes, and gave him a very beautiful smile.
"Your Highness, a man won't shed tears easily. You are a prince. Can you promise the nanny a few things?"
Long Lin nodded vigorously, his eyes very firm.
Having lost a relative once, he understood the preciousness of his relatives even more. Recalling his mother's teachings in his previous life, his heart felt like a needle pricking him.
"I promise, wet nurse, no matter what you say, I will promise."
"From now on, I promise my nanny that I will never cry, no matter how sad I am, no matter how hard to accept what happened."
"Okay, wet nurse, I agree."
Long Lin raised his hand and wiped away the tears in his eyes thoroughly.
He took a deep breath and gritted his teeth tightly. Although he felt sad inside, he no longer felt like crying.
Seeing the stubborn look on Long Lin's face, the nanny showed a friendly smile.
"Very well, Your Highness, the nanny has something to tell you. You should keep it in mind and don't mention it to anyone."
Long Lin nodded firmly again and tried his best to control himself so that his cheeks could show a nice smile.
"Nanny, please tell me. I will remember it and won't let anyone know."
"Your Highness, everything has two sides, both a good side and a bad side. You must learn to distinguish between them."
Long Lin thought for a while, he understood this sentence, and nodded firmly.
But in order to make him understand, the nanny still gave a small example.
"It's like, as a prince, you have the glory and high status of a prince, but you also have to endure a life that is different from others."
"You have to understand that the palace is a very cold place, so you must be strong, never cry, and learn to give yourself warmth in your heart."
