"I heard you master and apprentice arguing in the corridor. What's going on? Don't you think it's embarrassing..."
Meng Kenan was walking in the stairwell while joking about the master and the apprentice.
"boom…"
Meng Kenan lowered his body subconsciously, guarding against possible danger, and slowly approached the balcony door little by little. He saw Xiao Wu lying in a pool of blood, and Lu Sheng was holding a gun in his hand, stunned.
He was stunned there.
Meng Kenan looked at what was happening in front of him in surprise. Human instinct told him that for the sake of safety, he should keep quiet for the time being, but professional instinct immediately reminded him that he should calm down now and that he needed to do something at this time.
Meng Kenan quickly dialed 120 and then called the police station for support.
The loud noise made Lu Sheng wake up instantly. He looked at Xiao Wu who was lying on the ground, with blood flowing out. He quickly got up and picked up Xiao Wu, just like he had done when he picked up Xiaoqing.
Under such strong stimulation, countless scenes flashed back quickly in Lu Sheng's mind. Although they were not coherent, they probably interspersed some things.
Lu Sheng stood in the lecture hall of Jiaotong University and met Xiaoqing in Meizhou at midnight. He went to the hospital alone because of frequent drowsiness...
"It turns out that I am a university teacher. Xiaoqing died in my arms. I learned about the crimes they did."
Lu Sheng remembered that he drove the white car into the man and then set the white car on fire. He also remembered that he personally set fire to the clothing factory and the people in the factory.
"I did it all. I really did it all." Although he still didn't fully understand the ins and outs of the matter, intermittent fragments frequently appeared in his mind. Lu Sheng was now sure that everything was his fault.
Dry.
Lu Sheng thought of what happened ten years ago. He also thought of the Beautiful Home Hotel three years ago, Xingfu Road, and everything about the car scrapping plant.
He is a teacher, definitely not a policeman, but what is going on with everything in front of him? Xiao Wu exists, and so does Meng Kenan behind the door, who is still calling him loudly at this time.
"Lao Lu, put down the gun first. How is Xiao Wu doing now?" Meng Kenan hid in the door and shouted at Lu Sheng.
Meng Kenan's shout brought Lu Sheng back to his senses. He turned back and glanced in the direction of the door, ignoring Meng Kenan.
"It's gone, nothing is gone. My father is gone, Xiaoqing is gone, and there is this damn disease. The uncle who cares about me upstairs doesn't even exist. And I actually killed two people. Now Xiao Wu also
He died because of me, no, I killed him!"
Lu Sheng looked at his sinful hands and remembered the crime he committed, "They deserved their crimes and deserved death, but Xiao Wu, you..."
He glanced at the gun in his hand again, and his eyes suddenly flashed with happiness.
"Forget it, it turns out that everything is over, and those who made mistakes have been punished. I should also bear the consequences. There is no one in the world who deserves to miss me anymore. Xiaoqing, I will go find you now."
"Master is wrong, Xiao Wu, I'm sorry for you!" Lu Sheng gently put Xiao Wu on the ground, said to Xiao Wu, and raised the gun at the same time.
Meng Kenan saw something was wrong and shouted at Lu Sheng, "Brother, don't mess around! You can talk about anything! Put down the gun quickly."
"Lao Meng, don't come over here. I have remembered everything. I will admit that I did it and I killed the person. Bai Longqiang, Zhao Shi, and Xiao Wu were all killed by me."
After Lu Sheng said to Meng Kenan, he turned his head back, faced Xiao Wu lying on the ground, and continued to say softly, "I will give you an explanation."
Lu Sheng was kneeling on the ground at this moment, kneeling next to Xiao Wu. He pointed the gun at his temple, hesitated briefly, and then put the muzzle of the gun into his mouth. The gun was not very regular.
The sleeve was holding Lu Sheng's mouth, and the mouth was filled with metal foreign matter. It felt very uncomfortable.
Lu Sheng was eager to end it all, so he used his thumb to pull the trigger of the pistol hard.
"Bang..." Accompanied by a huge gunshot, the bullet came out of the barrel, passed through the mouth, and penetrated Lu Sheng's head.
He felt that his body was out of control again, and he fell down weakly. Lu Sheng had experienced similar falls many times, and it was only after the fall that Lu Sheng felt that his body had been shot.
After being shot, he did not lose consciousness immediately. Lu Sheng felt the gushing plasma filling his mouth, as if he was drowning. The choking was very uncomfortable. Before he completely lost his sense of smell and taste, he felt
There was a complex smell, like that emanating from the muzzle of a gun, mixed with the smell of iron and copper.
One thing is certain, it is the smell of metal, the smell of blood, the smell of blood, just like the fish ball noodles I once had.
Lu Sheng suddenly thought of the old man's words, and began to feel more and more reluctant to let go of the world. What he was reluctant to let go of? He couldn't tell clearly.
"No matter how stubborn you are, you still hope to live and live well. Only by living can you see, bad and good, everything can be seen."
The light of happiness was gradually replaced by fear, and Lu Sheng's eyes were now filled with uneasiness, panic, and regret.
At critical moments of crisis, or in the face of major issues of right and wrong, some people, and the physical instinct of most people, will subconsciously make some actions that make their humanity shine.
However, as human beings, selfishness comes first. If you give them enough time to think, consider the consequences of doing so, and weigh the pros and cons, there may be many people who will do the opposite.
Choose.
Just like being on the roof of a high-rise building, jumping off, in the few seconds before landing, will you regret making such a stupid move? The actual situation is that those short few seconds will affect your life in such a special situation.
It is slowly stretched by the brain's recognition, and even slows down many times. It is stretched out with all its strength, causing you pain and destroying your nerves.
Although Lu Sheng did not choose to end his life by jumping off a building, he was facing the same torture at this moment. He did not die immediately, but the world in front of him was about to disappear, and he regretted it.
Even if he is accompanied by sleep all day long, he still doesn't want to lose the few hours of wakefulness every day; even if he faces decades of imprisonment or even being sentenced to death, as long as he can continue to live, he wants it now.
Fight for.
The haze in the sky gradually dissipated, revealing a bright white sky. Of course there is no moon at this time, but this bright white light source is not even emitted by the sun, it is like many small round lights put together.
It forms a big light, emitting powerful light.
The light slowly began to dim, until it disappeared, and finally turned completely into nothingness. Lu Sheng's eyes finally closed.