Several people got on the same carriage, and the place that originally belonged to Fengyue had been taken by Qin Susu. She followed them and really became their maid.
Feng Yue pinched the handkerchief in her hand, so strong that she could crush it into pieces.
Her heart was so painful that it was numb. The relationship she had had for more than ten years could not compare to a new woman. Fengyue felt chilled for herself. What had she been happy about all these years? It was all fantasy.
Zhao Qi didn't regard her as his beloved at all. He and she were just dispensable playthings. With a new person, her old person deserved to be thrown aside.
Feng Yue looked at the two people kissing each other passionately on the seat, lowered her eyes slightly and just disappeared.
Fortunately, her heart still belongs to her. Since others don't want it, she can just take it back.
Zhao Qi squeezed Qin Susu's hand, raised her head and glanced at Feng Yue, feeling that her maid was too quiet today.
He withdrew his hand from Qin Susu and asked Fengyue with concern.
"Is there something wrong with Yue'er? If you feel uncomfortable, I won't go to the temple today. I'll ask the doctor to take a look at you."
After all, she was the woman who had been with him for ten years, and Zhao Qi was not so cold-blooded.
Feng Yue's heart gradually warmed up, she raised her head, with a gentle smile on her lips, "Don't worry about Yue'er, I guess I didn't sleep well last night, and I'm a little lackluster now."
"Oh? Didn't you sleep well? Yue'er used to be able to fall asleep very quickly. Could it be that I'm gone and you miss me?"
Zhao Qi saw that she was indeed fine and even made a joke.
However, his words just stabbed Feng Yue in the heart. She clenched her clothes tightly with her hands, trying to ease the pain in her heart.
"Don't make fun of Yue'er."
"Pfft!"
Qin Susu leaned on Zhao Qi and watched the master and servant flirting. She licked her delicate nails but felt sour in her heart.
Qin Susu poked Zhao Qi's chest with her nails. Zhao Qi was not annoyed by this pampered look and reached out to grab her finger.
"Why are Susu laughing? Tell me."
"Huh! I only have sister Fengyue in my eyes now, how can I see Susu."
She couldn't take her hand back, so she let Zhao Qi hold her, but turned her head away from him, acting like a little daughter.
However, Zhao Qi likes her like this, coaxing her like a sweetheart. This is the first time Fengyue has seen him look so gentle. Even in bed, Zhao Qi is aloof, and the only one who is humble is always herself. She is jealous of Qin Susu, and at the same time
I envy her again.
This woman's ability to seduce so many men and make them all fall in love with her is considered a skill.
Now Zhao Qi has become her subordinate.
Feng Yue lowered her head slightly, with a hint of bitterness at the corner of her mouth. Even if it was jealousy, she couldn't learn Qin Susu's pampering, and she didn't have the confidence to do so.
Her life belongs to Zhao Qi, and all she has learned since childhood is obedience.
As the carriage drove towards the outskirts of the city, Feng Yue took back her heart. Today she just wanted to pray for incense and pray to the Bodhisattva to bless her master to live long and achieve great things. Maybe she can leave then.
Feng Yue was bound to Zhao Qi for the first half of her life. She used to regard Zhao Qi as her god, but now she found that this god was not willing to bless her, so Feng Yue had the idea of escape.
She suddenly yearned for what the outside world was like.
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"Aunt Wu Yue, how long until we arrive?"
At this time, the Shen family's carriage had just left Xicheng. It had been snowing the past few days. Yingying originally wanted to come over early to offer incense, but the snow on the road made it difficult to walk, so Jiang Miao was naturally unwilling to let her go.
Now that the weather has finally improved, Yingying can't stay at home anymore.
She hasn't been sleeping well these days. She always dreams about her father and Han Yu being injured. In her dreams, there is red blood, and the blood seeps onto the ground, dyeing the snow red.
Yingying was awakened by nightmares many times, and the panic in her heart lingered for a long time.
She didn't dare to tell Jiang Miao about the nightmare, so she had to endure it by herself. In the end, she became exhausted and looked bad.
Jiang Miao thought that Yingying had a wild temper and was bored at home, so she asked Wu Yue to go out with her because the weather was just right.
"It's still early. Madam, please sleep a little longer."
Wu Yue opened the car curtain and took a look outside. She had not reached the city gate yet, and was at least two hours away from the outskirts of the city.
They went to offer incense today and would not be able to come back in the evening, so they had to stay in the temple for one night.
However, Jiang Miao and Shen Yanqing often provide incense to Wanfo Temple. Wanfo Temple has a wing of the Shen family, so Jiang Miao can feel at ease staying there for one night.
"All right."
Yingying nodded sadly and yawned by the way.
It was still early, so she didn't have to worry. There was no point in being anxious anyway.
The carriage of the Zhao family and the carriage of the Shen family passed by. Just when Wu Yue opened the curtain, the carriage opposite was also blown by the wind. Zhao Qi looked out and saw half of Yingying's profile.
The young lady inherited the advantages of Jiang Miao and Shen Yanqing, her appearance was delicate and girlish, and her whole person had the nobility bred by wealth and wealth. Zhao Qi couldn't move her eyes away at once.
He originally thought that Qin Susu was pretty enough, but he never thought that there really were fairy-like characters in this world.
As expected of a capital city, you can meet beautiful ladies wherever you go.
Zhao Qi's heart was filled with excitement. He stared at the direction of the Shen family's carriage. Seeing that it was going the same way as him, he felt even more wanton.
Judging from the carriage and the carriage and the demeanor of the traveler, this young lady must have an extraordinary life experience. Although he has many women, none of them can be his wife. Zhao Qi prides himself on being a relative of the emperor. Even though he is now in despair, as a The royal dignity cannot be lost, and his princess must be a proud daughter of heaven.
The young lady in the carriage just now was pretty good.
Yingying didn't know that Zhao Qi was already thinking about her. She was nestled in Wu Yue's arms and slept soundly. However, as soon as she fell asleep, the scene of Shen Yanqing and Han Yu's death appeared in her dream again.
The cries and screams were as if they were immersed in the scene. They were haunted by nightmares, their eyes were filled with tears, and their bodies were shaking with chills.
Wu Yue didn't pay attention at first, but when she saw the tears on Yingying's face, she was so frightened that she woke him up quickly.
"Madam, wake up!"
Even the maid and mother-in-law around her didn't know about Yingying's nightmare, otherwise the news would have reached Jiang Miao's ears.
She was pushed awake by Wu Yue, and when she saw she was on the carriage, she subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, and then wiped the tears from her face.
"My wife, are you having a nightmare?"
Wu Yue wiped her clean with a handkerchief, worry on her face.
She watched Yingying grow up. She had no children, but in her heart Yingying was her daughter.
Yingying's expression paused, then nodded.
"I dreamed that I was chased by bad guys, but fortunately Aunt Wu Yue saved me."
She didn't tell the scene in her dream. Those dreams were too real, and she was really afraid that they would really happen. But when she saw Wu Yue's worried face, she still swallowed the truth.
Forget it, Mom is already worried about Dad enough, she better not say it out loud to make them both worried.
