In the next few days of banquets, Wen Jiaojiao was late most of the time, mainly because she couldn't get out of bed when the weather got cold. Anyway, she just ate and drank with her at this banquet, and there was no need for her to do anything. The queen also followed her After she went there, someone prepared a sedan chair to drive her out, and then she went to Yingqing Hall after she was almost asleep.
Wen Jiaojiao always waited until lunch time before going to the banquet. Today, as soon as she got out of the sedan chair, a figure walked up to her.
Wen Jiaojiao looked around and saw that it was Shen Zhishu.
"Sister Kisaragi..."
Shen Zhishu stood in front of Wen Jiaojiao, calling her gently, as if they were still the same as before. Wen Ruyue was still an innocent and charming little girl. Her eyes lit up when she saw him, and she followed him like his shadow. General.
Wen Jiaojiao took a step back slightly, with a faint smile on his face, "To Brother Shu."
She still called him to write to her brother, but her eyes when she looked at him were no longer so bright, and he was no longer in her eyes.
Shen Zhishu felt uncomfortable in his heart. He didn't know why the little girl who admired him suddenly stopped liking him.
"If nothing happens to my brother, I will go in first."
Wen Jiaojiao said as he was about to pass Shen Zhishu. Shen Zhishu stopped in front of Wen Jiaojiao and said in a somewhat urgent tone: "Sister Ruyue, I..."
Wen Jiaojiao looked at him, waiting for him to finish.
Shen Zhishu took a deep breath and whispered: "Don't sister Ruyue have any feelings for me?"
"emotion?"
Wen Jiaojiao smiled slightly and said, "Of course I have feelings."
Shen Zhizhi was overjoyed, but before he could be happy for too long, he heard Wen Jiaojiao say again: "I'm not made of stone. Brother Zhishu and I grew up together. Brother Zhishu has always been very good to Ruyue, and Ruyue has always treated you very well." Treat him like an older brother."
Shen Zhishu felt a little bitter in his heart: "Is it just my brother? There is nothing else...what other feelings do you have?"
Wen Jiaojiao tilted his head and asked doubtfully: "What other feelings can there be?"
"For example, liking is the liking between men and women."
Wen Jiaojiao's eyes flashed, and there was a dark color in his eyes, Shen Zhishu, Shen Zhishu, it turns out that you didn't dislike Wen Ruyue before, it was just that it was too easy to get and you never cherished it, because compared with Wen Miaoran, you think Wen Miaoran is better.
"Brother Zhi Shu turns out to like Ru Yue, right?"
Shen Zhishu immediately said: "I didn't know before that I had feelings for you, so...is it too late now?"
Wen Jiaojiao smiled and said: "It's not too late, it's never too late to like someone, but that has nothing to do with me. I just treat you as my brother, and I have no feelings for you as a man or a woman. This is not what I have said to my brother. Tell me? Besides, I made it very clear in the hall the day before yesterday that I don’t like you."
Shen Zhishu: "I thought, I thought it was just Ruyue's expedient words."
"What's the expedient for me? If you like it, you just like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it. Just say it. Why bother to hide it?"
Shen Zhishu looked at the pretty face in front of him, and felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart. He didn't understand that he could clearly feel the girl's love for him in the past.
As a man, you can best feel a woman's love for you.
"Does Ruyue have someone else you like? I could clearly feel that you, sister, are..."
"What do you think I am? Do you think I am writing to my brother?"
Wen Jiaojiao was really angry and laughed, "Since you have felt it before, why did you wait until I said I didn't like you before you expressed your feelings to me?"
Shen Zhishu: "I didn't know my own feelings before. It's only now that I..."
"It's really strange. Although I didn't know my own feelings before, I could openly enjoy my admiration for you, and then pursue another woman, greeting her with greetings and giving her gifts."
"To my brother, according to what you said, you feel the admiration for a woman, but you don't understand your own feelings. Why do you treat her so well and just treat her like a sister? How can you feel admiration for a woman? Can your woman still regard her as a sister?"
Shen Zhishu was speechless by Wen Jiaojiao. After a long while, he said: "You are still young, maybe you don't understand your own feelings."
Wen Jiaojiao: "Yes, I used to be around you when I was young. It was because you were good to me, even better than my brothers. Their attention was always on my brothers. Sister, it’s because they think I have everything. Only you are different, you will care about me sincerely, and I am really grateful to you, but later I discovered that you are not just like this to me."
Wen Jiaojiao's mind kept flashing through some of Wen Ruyue's past memories, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "You found that my second sister seemed more pitiful than me, so you began to care about her. You just pity those who look pitiful." I am a woman, but I am still very grateful for your kindness and care to me."
"To my brother, you have a bodhisattva heart and are willing to save the poor women in the world, but I am a coquettish and domineering person. You just saw my appearance in front of you. If I treat my second sister and reprimand him every day Beating and scolding, what would happen if you saw it?"
Shen Zhishu: "I...sister Ruyue, you are not such a person, you will not..."
"I can!"
Wen Jiaojiao gradually became irritable, "I am just such a woman, but you have never seen this side of me."
The former Wen Ruyue, the original Wen Ruyue, always presented the best side of herself to Shen Zhishu, but when he set his sights on another woman, he smashed her beauty into pieces. .
Wen Jiaojiao didn't want to talk to Shen Zhishu anymore. She was hungry now and didn't want to go to eat with anger again.
Shen Zhishu was still unwilling to give in. He said behind Wen Jiaojiao: "Ruyue, is it because of your second sister that you deliberately said these words? Is it because I am good to her that you..."
Wen Jiaojiao felt that Shen Zhishu was a little unreasonable. She stopped and turned around and said, "What does this have to do with my second sister? Isn't this your problem? Why should you blame it on her? It's you who wants to be nice to her. I mentioned the second sister just to say that you treat me no differently than you treat other people. There may be some differences, but they are not enough to make you like me. What you like is just my uniqueness. of love."
Wen Jiaojiao paused and continued: "Since you like my second sister, why do you still come to provoke me?"
"To my brother, I should cherish the people around me from now on, and don't regret losing them again. That's it. If I continue to do this in the future, then there will be no brother-sister relationship between us."
Shen Zhishu was shocked when he heard the words "You like my second sister". He hurriedly explained: "I'm not..."
Wen Jiaojiao smiled, walked to Yingqing Hall, and left a message: "If you say you don't like my second sister just to please me, I will look down on you."
Shen Zhishu watched Wen Jiaoyao's back disappearing from the gate, and stood outside in a daze for a long time. It was snowing heavily outside and was bone-chilling, as if his heart was freezing.
He never thought that that cute little girl could say such heart-wrenching words.
If only he had known earlier...
Shen Zhishu closed his eyes and smiled bitterly in his heart, "Shen Zhishu, Shen Zhishu, don't deceive yourself anymore, you obviously knew it a long time ago."