Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Four: A Letter of Faith (Fanwai)
Hi, dear Brother Sang, when you read this letter, I should no longer be in this world.
However, please don't feel sad for me, and don't hate me.
I really have no choice but to leave this world. I have no choice. There is always a thought in my heart that fills me with disgust when I see this world.
Maybe it’s caused by the environment in which I grew up.
So, you will definitely understand me, right? I am free, and you should be happy for me.
There’s more!
You idiot, Sanling! You must never think that I am thinking about it because of that scumbag! If you think so, I will come back and hit you on the head even if I belch!
Let's just say, let's just say one word.
Is he worthy?
Of course it’s not worthy, hahaha!
My death has nothing to do with him, not even the size of a fingernail!
Ah! Having said that, you won’t have to think more about it, right?
I'm not talking for him! In front of him, I just pretended to care about him and deceived him. The scumbag will probably be in pain whenever he thinks of me in the future. Haha, I feel happy just thinking about it!
He is no longer in my heart!
Make me think smarter! Besides, I have an invincible, super handsome guy like you, a rich second-generation good brother by my side! I have to be blind to still like that scumbag who lied to me!!
October 25th.
This is a date that I like very much. As for the reason why I chose this rooftop... you may not know...
My family is quite complicated!
My father was a gambler, and my mother was so bullied by him that she couldn't survive, and finally jumped from this building.
Let me think about it, I should have been...well, only twelve years old?
It seems to be so big, I can’t remember clearly.
My mother jumped off this building in front of me and told a hellish joke. As her daughter, of course I have to "sing and follow"!
Hahaha, just kidding!
I guess you must be rolling your eyes and scolding me in your heart! Humph, for the sake of your unhappiness, I won’t argue with you this time!
That’s the reason anyway!
In fact, I couldn't let it go, so I simply went to find my mother.
She loved me very much when she was alive, and I believe that if I could see her here, she would still love me very much.
So don't worry about me, don't cry for me, even...even if you can, I don't need you to remember me...
One last time, you don’t need to take revenge for me. Really, I’m not being polite to you! Good brother! I won’t be polite to you if I’m polite to anyone. But after thinking about it for a long time, I still think you should go to a brighter place.
life.
I decided to leave. I have nothing to do with any of you. It’s just that I don’t want to play anymore. This world is not fun at all. I’m going to leave first, haha.
Just think of it as finding a way for you. When I get there, I will try my best to buy a big house, so that in a few decades you will be tired of sleeping on the bridge and on the main road (＾v＾).
You should make good money and live a good life here. If you can, do more good deeds and accumulate some merit. Maybe a few decades later, when you come here, the ghost government will allocate a house to you.
As a cadre or something, I will have to rely on you to protect me when the time comes!
Finally, let me say another nonsense! (=^▽^=)
I just want you to live a good life, and the days to come will be brighter, sunnier, and more brilliant!