It has been seven years since the last meeting with Shen Yilan.
At that time, Shen Yilan was approaching the college entrance examination, and she was about to enter her senior year of high school.
There is also evening self-study on Sunday. After the self-study, some people run on the playground and some relax.
She knew that his first choice was Kyoto University and that he was capable enough to get into it, but after the pre-graduation party, she still wanted to give him her blessing alone.
At that time, their relationship was neither far nor close. When she arrived at school in the afternoon, she ran to his classroom window and handed a note to him sitting by the window.
"Senior, can you go to the playground after your evening self-study? Brother Han's birthday is coming soon, and Wanwan asked me to discuss with you what gift to give him."
Lin Wan and Lin Han were obviously siblings who fought each other as soon as they met. At that time, she felt that her reasons were very good.
As expected, Shen Yilan came.
The weather was not hot at that time. He was wearing long-sleeved and long-trousers sportswear. His hair was even more fluffy under the light. When he looked at you, his eyes were clear, as if he would close his eyes in enjoyment when you smoothed his hair.
Song Yizhi often wondered how she could resist moving his head back then.
The two of them walked most of the playground, and the topic really focused on Lin Han and Lin Wan.
It seemed that apart from talking about the two brothers and sisters, they had no more interactions.
But in fact, he knows a lot about her. He has seen her dark side, knows her dirty thoughts, and understands her seemingly harmless but actually scheming actions.
But if she didn't say anything, he wouldn't reveal it.
Her good behavior may be a joke to him!
The boring walk was finally broken by the sound of mobile phone messages.
Song Yizhi saw the message Song Jianwei gave her.
She successfully became the child neither her parents wanted. Li Yunxia wanted to keep her, but Song Jianwei didn't want to pay child support, even though she was only two years away from reaching adulthood.
So Song Jianwei tried his best to keep her in name, but he used various connections to increase her age and took advantage of different loopholes so that she could neither follow Li Yunxia nor follow Song Jianwei.
Song Jianwei was purified and came to show off the wonderful results he had achieved after everything he had done.
Her daughter really existed like his enemy.
So why wouldn't his enemies hope that he would die soon?
Song Yizhi, who was hemming and hawing a second ago, smiled brightly after seeing the news about Song Jianwei, and looked at Shen Yilan with a playful tone.
"Senior, if I now have an independent household registration and want you to take me far away, would you be willing?"
She just wanted to use such a joke to express her true feelings. As for the fact of being abandoned, she did not hide it, and was even very happy. After all, she contributed to many things.
But she didn't expect that Shen Yilan was silent for a few seconds, and she felt that the joke might have scared him. She was about to change the subject, but she saw him reaching out to her, "I will take you far away, do you want to come with me now?" "
His tone was a little serious, and she was a little scared.
Because it is unclear.
Her love for him was accumulated and she never expected to get a response.
At that moment, she felt that he was joking, that he was deliberately teasing her, and maybe he even knew her current situation, so he sympathized with her.
She had too much distrust of him, so she missed the opportunity to answer him.
If I had reached out and held him at that time, maybe many things would have been different!
However, she really couldn't reach out at that time.
Because when she was struggling with the truth or falsehood of his words, another piece of news came to her.
Li Yunxia was in a car accident.
She looked at the message from her aunt and immediately called back. Looking up, Shen Yilan stretched out her hands and asked her how to answer.
But her pink lips were slightly open, feeling sad and regretful whether she refused or not. After hearing the aunt's voice on the other end, she turned around and ran away.
She didn't know whether he pursued her or not, and she didn't know how he would have guessed her behavior at that time.
She took a taxi to the hospital, thinking that there would be at least one body being rescued, but she only saw a body with blurred flesh and blood under a white cloth.
The aunt had a dull look on her face. When she saw Song Jianwei running over, she went up and grabbed Song Jianwei's collar. Hot tears fell, but she still shouted angrily, "Song Jianwei, give me back my sister, damn it." It's you, you've done all the evil things, why should you let her suffer, give her back to me..."
At that time, my uncle was still arguing with his aunt. When Song Jianwei was about to pull back his tie, he pushed his aunt, and his uncle kicked Song Jianwei away.
The nurse came over and asked them to go out for a fight, and only a few of them took care of their face.
From beginning to end, Song Yizhi was like an outsider. She only looked at the corpse and said nothing.
The aunt asked for leave from the head teacher and took Song Yizhi back to her hometown to make arrangements for Li Yunxia's funeral.
By the time Song Yizhi gathered her emotions and returned to school, the college entrance examination was over.
Shen Yilan also disappeared from her life.
She and Lin Wan learned about the situation. Lin Wan only knew from her brother that Shen Yilan had gone to join the army. She might not be able to contact her for a short time, and then there would be no more news.
Song Yizhi seemed to have had her blood drained out, and she wandered around the school in a daze all day long. Her aunt couldn't stand it any longer, so she took her to another school.
Her contact with Lin Wan has become less and less, and she knows even less about Shen Yilan's situation.
In the past few years, I used QQ frequently, and many people added friends. But later I switched to WeChat, and my friends were like sleeping mummies. They bounced around from time to time, and they were just birthday reminders from the system.
But special days that are truly remembered with all your heart don’t need reminders at all.
Shen Yilan's birthday is April 14th, but QQ reminds her that it is May 11th.
It's all bullshit.
When he returned to Nancheng two years ago, Song Yizhi and Lin Wan met in a shopping mall, and then they started to contact each other again.
Fortunately, not contacting each other often does not prevent this relationship from continuing. When we get to know each other again, we find that all the good things are still there.
Song Yizhi cherished her very much, so he only cared about Lin Wan and never regarded her as a tool to find Shen Yilan.
After all, it seems now that her fate with Shen Yilan, no matter whether there is a tool or not, they will eventually meet.
But whether it was fate or whether it would start and end well, she wasn't sure.
He reached out to her just now, but quickly took it back.
Is he afraid that she will let him off again and turn around and run away?
Song Yizhi was sitting in the passenger seat and looked sideways at his hand holding the steering wheel.
He is slender and has even joints. When the light is red, he will tap his index finger on the steering wheel for a few seconds, and then slightly upward, you can see his well-defined lower jaw.
The lines swayed, and thin lips pursed into a line appeared.
"Song Yizhi, your eyes are very dangerous."
She regained consciousness and looked up at his eyes. They were still those dog eyes, but there was an added warning in them.
Looking at the hair that could not be distinguished as fluffy now, she frowned. She could hold it back then, but not now.
I raised my hand and smoothed it upwards towards his stamina. The hair was short but not prickly. It was like this when touching a humanoid dog.
But how could such a desire to touch his head be discovered so easily? Song Yizhi said without changing her expression, "I'm driving, watch the road carefully."