Chapter 1168: Suzaku confesses his last words (1 more)
Seeing Du Qingchen's expression, Zhuque became even more anxious and frowned: "What happened?"
"It's a good thing and a bad thing."
Du Qingchen sighed, took out the calligraphy without unfolding it, and said: "Here is a calligraphy that can help you successfully break through to the realm of gods, but there is also a great possibility that you will die. I was not prepared.
It’s given to you, but I feel that this is what Senior Zhao asked me to give to you. He wants to give you a blessing. Now you have the right to choose whether you want to accept it or not.”
Suzaku's expression changed and he hesitated.
Either die or break through.
It is a difficult choice for anyone.
Is it worth the risk?
Du Qingchen added: "And, according to my guess, the probability of failure should be much greater than the probability of success. You have to think carefully. If you give up, you still have a chance to break through. It just takes a little more time. Maybe you can do it yourself tomorrow."
Breakthrough."
It was obvious that Du Qingchen didn't want Suzaku to accept it.
Suzaku didn't speak. She was silent, having the most intense ideological struggle in her heart.
Du Qingchen did not disturb her.
After a while, he thought Suzaku was about to give up.
Suzaku took a breath: "I want to see it."
Du Qingchen's brows furrowed even more tightly: "You have to think carefully, you can break through yourself, you don't need to take this risk at all."
"I have thought about it, whether I can break through, who knows, maybe you are right, I can break through on my own, but how long will it take? One month, one year, ten years, or maybe I won't be able to break through in a lifetime? Unknown things
There is not much hope. Besides, you said last time that the world has changed and Tongxuan Realm is really too weak. Over the past year or so, the world has changed too much. If I don’t break through, I will hardly be able to keep up with you.
pace."
Suzaku said seriously.
Du Qingchen smiled bitterly and said, "But you really don't need to take such a risk, you might die."
"However, it is possible to successfully break through."
Suzaku said.
Du Qingchen had no choice but to hand the calligraphy to Suzaku.
Without opening the text immediately, Suzaku looked at Du Qingchen, her expression became a little complicated, her eyes were a little determined and a little reluctant, as if she was about to die.
Such an expression made Du Qingchen very sad.
"I have liked you for many years, do you know?"
Suzaku said suddenly.
Du Qingchen nodded: "I know, so I feel sorry for you."
"I like you and you like me are two different things. I can't blame you. I have never blamed you. If you had chosen me, others would have been sad too. You would always have to
It hurts some people, not to mention, I know very well in my heart that I am not a very good woman, my character is flawed, and I don’t know how to please men. Nangong Wan’er, Wang Lingying, and even Qing Yi are worse than
I am more suitable for you, so I really have never blamed you. If I die, don't be sad. I just hope you will always remember that there was a woman who loved you very much and has never changed!"
Suzaku said quietly that at this moment, she no longer had her usual perseverance.
She had never had such a straightforward conversation with Du Qingchen.
But after today, there may be no chance. She seemed to be giving her last words.
Du Qingchen was very sad: "Leave the words to me, I can help you break through."
He really couldn't bear this separation, although it might not be separation.
Suzaku shook his head, his eyes gradually became determined, and said: "You understand my character, I must become stronger, otherwise, I will have no value to you in the future, and I won't be able to help you even if I want to.
I am not even qualified to die for you. Do you know that I have always been jealous of Qing Yi? If I had not died this time, I would not be jealous of her anymore, because she is as pitiful as me. We chose
You have no regrets at all. We are all the same kind of people, and I want to remind you that before I show up, you must not take it to heart. If you always think about me, then Zheng Shuang will be hopeless.
Since you have chosen to save her, you can only win over Senior Zhao wholeheartedly. The more distracted you are, the lower the chance of success. Okay, I'm leaving. I'm going to find a safe place to break through. If
I haven't shown up in the past few days, maybe it's because I haven't left the country yet, so you can go back to the capital by yourself."
After saying that, she walked towards the door, but when she opened the door, she stopped again and said, "In the future, you have to take care of yourself."
Bang!
The door is closed.
Suzaku's eyes outside were red.
Du Qingchen at the door was full of guilt and sadness, and his eye circles were also red.
Lying on the bed blankly, Du Qingchen was not in the mood to call Wang Lingying, and just sent a message saying that he was very tired.
However, he didn't fall asleep for half the night. How could he not be worried about anything?
It wasn't until dawn that Du Qingchen fell into a deep sleep.
This time I slept until noon.
After waking up, he stared blankly at the ceiling.
If it were normal times, Suzaku would have bought food and sent it to him waiting for him.
But there is none today, and there may never be one in the future.
This made him feel a little sad.
He even regretted that maybe he shouldn't have brought that painting back last night.
But he knew very well that it was unfair to Suzaku. She should be given the opportunity to choose.
He could only blame himself for not having the ability to help Suzaku break through the realm.
At noon, he ordered a takeaway and casually dealt with it a little.
Then he started meditating and practicing.
Last night, his soul strength made great progress.
At this time, when I felt it carefully, I truly sighed that Zhao Sizhen was a divine man. Just one calligraphy and one song made him improve a lot.
This is the real master of the world.
When it comes to souls, I guess there is no one stronger than Zhao Si in this world, right?
Zhao Si said that he didn't like to practice. However, Du Qingchen felt that Zhao Si might be a master in the world of cultivation and was unwilling to learn. But if he lived long enough, he would be able to do it and become a master.
Such a master is actually good enough for him, but Zhao Si's character is very weird.
Since he has shown kindness towards him and helped him, he shouldn't harm Suzaku, right?
Thinking of this, Du Qingchen felt much better.
He comforted himself that he must be thinking too much, and there was no need to worry about this.
He wanted to stand at the window and yell outside, but Du Qingchen didn't do so for fear of scaring people.
At three o'clock in the afternoon, he appeared in front of the chess stall on time.
Moreover, his mood has been adjusted.
Zhao Si was a little surprised when he saw Du Qingchen sitting down with a smile on his face.
Three rounds are over.
Du Qingchen still lost.
However, in Zhao Si's view, Du Qingchen's chess skills have improved.
And after losing, Du Qingchen's mentality did not collapse, but he looked happy.