That's what he said, but even if he did the right thing, it deeply hurt Bai Yayun.
Nothing is absolute, everything has two sides.
"It's really cruel to let Yayun witness the death of her grandfather and father at your hands," Mr. Bai said, his cloudy pupils shimmering with tears.
What else could Lu Xuan say?
He could only feel that his heart was as painful as a knife--
Lu Xuan said: "Old man, didn't you persuade Yayun to return to secular life?"
"I have been to Mount Emei several times. No matter how much I try to persuade her, she is still unwilling to listen to me. She is so young and can't even think about it," Mr. Bai sighed.
Mr. Bai added: "Fortunately, Master Jingxin, the head of the Emei Sect, did not allow her to cut off her hair and practice. She only practiced with her hair. She also said that she can return to secular life at any time, but she must be willing to do so."
But will Bai Yayun be willing? There is no greater sorrow than death in the heart. She simply cannot let go of the fact that Lu Xuan killed Zhu Zhengqing and Zhu Zerui with his own hands!
Now, Mr. Bai can only accept this ending.
But Mr. Bai found it hard to accept that his precious granddaughter Bai Yayun was still so young and had to be accompanied by Qingdeng. This was simply a human tragedy.
"As long as she doesn't shave her hair, I believe there will be a turn for the better. I will always wait for her. Even if she doesn't want to be with me, I hope she has a better life than anyone else!"
Hearing Lu Xuan's words, Mr. Bai nodded happily. Lu Xuan is really a good man who values love and justice.
But fate has tortured them both so much, why can't they be together well?
Why did the Zhu family treat Lu Xuan like this and force Lu Xuan to kill Zhu Zhengqing and Zhu Zerui?
Mr. Bai didn't want Lu Xuan to be too sad. Talking about it would only add to the sadness.
Therefore, Mr. Bai changed the topic and asked: "Lu Xuan, are you coming to see Yayun this time?"
Lu Xuan nodded and said, "Well, I will take a flight back to Jiangning tomorrow morning, so I want to come and see her before leaving."
"Leaving tomorrow?" Mr. Bai asked in surprise.
"Well!" Lu Xuan said: "After all, Jiangning is my home!"
"That's right," Mr. Bai said with a smile: "Ya Yun is fetching water and washing clothes in the backyard. Go and see her. If she doesn't want to talk to you, don't force her."
In the backyard?
No wonder you can't see her in the temple.
Lu Xuan said seriously: "Thank you, old man. I'll be there right away."
"Um!"
After Mr. Bai nodded, Lu Xuan walked around the courtyard wall and walked towards the back door of the nunnery.
Mr. Bai looked at Lu Xuan's tall figure and sighed deeply. Lu Xuan and Bai Yayun were originally a talented and beautiful couple, but they were teased by God like this!
"God, don't torture them two anymore, let them be together well, can't you!" Mr. Bai looked up to the sky and said angrily.tkp4
After saying this, Mr. Bai left with a sense of loss——
At this moment, Lu Xuan had already approached the back of the nunnery and entered the backyard.
The backyard of the nunnery is where the nuns live. It is surrounded by wing rooms on three sides and has a small courtyard in the center.
And a nun wearing a monk's robe was sitting on a small bench washing clothes.
Even though the little nun was wearing a monk's robe, her graceful curves could not be blocked. Lu Xuan recognized her at a glance. It was Bai Yayun.
Here, there are no electrical equipment such as TVs or computers, and of course there are no washing machines. There are only green lights, and you have to wash clothes by hand.
Looking at Bai Yayun who was working hard to wash the clothes, Lu Xuan felt uncomfortable. He slowly approached. When he was one meter behind Bai Yayun, Lu Xuan stopped.
Lu Xuan's lips were moving, and he wanted to call out Bai Yayun's name, but he couldn't for a long time.
However, Bai Yayun felt someone standing behind her. She turned around as she spoke: "Grandpa, why haven't you left yet-"
When she saw Lu Xuan's handsome face, Bai Yayun was shocked, the clothes in her hands fell into the basin, and her words stopped abruptly.
Bai Yayun never expected that Lu Xuan would suddenly appear.
"Ya Yun——" Lu Xuan's throat squirmed and he said softly.
Bai Yayun, however, didn't dare to look into his eyes, and immediately turned around again, facing away from him.
Even though Lu Xuan called her name, she ignored it and continued washing clothes——
But Bai Yayun's fragrant shoulders were trembling slightly from time to time. Lu Xuan's appearance touched her heartstrings, but she still didn't completely give up her thoughts.
How come it is so easy to completely let go of the seven emotions and six desires?
The relationship between you and Lu Xuan is even more like this. In this world, the most precious and unforgettable thing is love.
Seeing Bai Yayun's unwillingness to pay attention to him, a wry smile appeared on Lu Xuan's lips. He shook his head and said, "Yayun, I know you don't want to see me, but I still can't help but want to see you."
"I don't know why, since you are leaving me, why do you want to miss me? I really want to know why!"
What Lu Xuan was talking about was of course referring to the beautiful night they spent together on the night before Bai Yayun became a monk.
Bai Yayun gave Lu Xuan the first time she had treasured for more than 20 years, making Lu Xuan her first man. This made Lu Xuan owe her even more and make it even more difficult to forget her.
"Donor Lu, I have forgotten my name. The name Bai Yayun is just my worldly name. I have forgotten it." Bai Yayun finally spoke and murmured: "I am already a monk. There are no more connections in the world.
I can’t answer Donor Lu’s questions, which have nothing to do with me.”
"——"
Being unable to answer a word made Lu Xuan's body feel as if it had been hollowed out, filled with a feeling of powerlessness.
Wang Xin, does she want to forget everything?
Bai Yayun didn't want to face him head-on, so what could he do?
"I understand," Lu Xuan said with a pale face: "Even if you are married and have forgotten your name, in my heart, you are still Yayun, that kind-hearted little medical fairy. I will wait for you."
After saying this, Lu Xuan strode away and walked out of the backyard of the nunnery.
When Lu Xuan was about to walk out of the backyard, Bai Yayun finally turned her head and glanced at him. The familiar tall back made Bai Yayun's tears fall. In the sun, it looked so crystal clear.
"Lu Xuan, I'm sorry, I can't let go of what happened. I really can't forget it-"
Bai Yayun swallowed harder and said: "Do you know why I have to give it to you for the first time? Because I am betting, betting with God."