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Chapter 1 Jing Yin and Xiao Yuan

When did I start doing this?

When did my life start to look like this?

Did it start when I was a trainee for 6 years?

Or did it start from the unspoken rules you encountered when you first debuted?

Did it start when the sisters started spreading the scandal?

Or did it start when we were attacked on a large scale by anti?

Did it start when all the sisters quit "Fruit Baby"?

Or did it start when I was the least popular after the reorganization of "Fruit Baby"?

Did it start when I was pregnant with his child?

Or did it start when I was ruthlessly abandoned by him?

Did it start a whole year after I was kidnapped?

Or did it start when I was finally rescued and found that I was truly alone?

Did it start when I realized that "he" had become her "him"?

Or did it start when most of his fans and even his former fans turned against him, causing him to completely quit the entertainment industry?

Did it start when you found out you were infertile?

Or did it start when unscrupulous medical staff broke the news and made myself "popular" again?

Was it when he was scolded by his adopted son who he had carefully cared for for fifteen years?

Or did it start when he discovered that he had been looking for his biological parents a long time ago?

Did it start when he really found his biological parents?

Or did it start from the fact that he hasn’t taken the initiative to see me for so many years?

Did it start when you were diagnosed with terminal cancer?

Or did it start when I was hospitalized for cancer and none of my former friends came to visit me?

65-year-old Park Jingyin was lying on her big bed, her eyes constantly looking at the TV opposite. On the TV were five young and lively girls. They were all praying with their eyes closed, as if hoping that their future would be better and brighter.

The better.

"Meila, what were you praying for just now?" a voiceover asked on the TV.

"Nan America, what were you praying for just now?"

"Zhaoyuan, you..."

"Xiuxian..."

"Jingyin, what were you praying for just now?" the voice-over finally asked her. The delicate-looking Jingyin involuntarily clasped her hands together, with some hope in her big shining eyes.

"I hope that my sisters and I can keep going after we debut, and we will never be separated until we all get married and have children!"

"o(n_n)o Hahaha~ You are indeed our maknae!!!" The four sisters rushed up and messed up her long black hair!!!

"I am app1e Meira!"

"bsp; "I am mango Soyeon!"

"I am grape Soo Hyun!"

"I am me1on Jingyin!"

"Hello everyone, we are fruit babies!!!"

"o(n_n)ohahaha~"

……………………

Park Jingyin sat on the bed and watched several young and beautiful girls playing with each other on the TV. Although there was a smile on her lips, tears kept pouring out of her cloudy eyes.

"Hello everyone, we are fruit babies!!!"

【Yes, all this started from my dream of becoming a star!】

【but……】

The old man had turned off the TV, crossed his hands on his chest, and fell asleep peacefully with a smile on his lips!

…………

【But I don’t regret it!!!】

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In July 2003, at the entrance of No. 521 S., Apgujeong 2-dong, Gangnam District, Seoul City, South Korea, a girl carrying a canvas shoulder bag came in quickly, as if by surprise, without being blocked by anyone.

It's no wonder that when Shinhwa announced that he was leaving S.M two months ago, it was unimaginable in front of S.M. Especially when Shinhwa's leader Eric came to talk to S.M about the right to use the name "Shinhwa", the fan organization "Shinhwa Creation (**

On the day when the company started the "official organization of Shinhwa fans" and the rights to use songs (rights of use are different from copyrights), as well as the trademark rights of Shinhwa, the streets were filled with people. People all around the small yellow building of S.M Company came to give Eric

The place was crowded with impressive Shinhwa creations. Anyone who wanted to join the company had to be baptized by the eyes of thousands of people~~~The feeling was truly beyond words.

A cranky girl with colorful shoulder-length waves, a fashionable summer outfit and a slightly Westernized familiar face, this is our Hyoyeon Ah~~~

If it weren't for the serious dark circles under the eyes, everyone who knew the girl would be surprised and sincerely praise "a-yo, Hyoyeon has become more beautiful~~"

Two months ago, Hyoyeon formed the dance group Litt1einners with her classmate Lee Min Young in the dance class, but they disbanded because Lee Min Young signed a contract with Jpy. Hyoyeon was a little disappointed at that time, and she was also a little worried about Lee Min Young. After all, Lee Min Young was too young at that time.

He is only a week older than Xiao Joo Hyun. But thinking about Soo Young who went to Japan alone - well, his name should be Soo Young now - Hyoyeon is relieved.

What did Jingyin say? Don't underestimate any girl who wants to debut, well, of course there are boys.

Well, according to Jingyin's habit, she should have a clear plan now. In the future, I want to survive slowly and become a star with light and heat, instead of being a fleeting meteor, or even a meteor.

An asteroid that doesn't even shine. There is a fire of fighting spirit in Hyoyeon's eyes. Well, this is just a second grade statement. Hyoyeon just has a wish to fight for it, and even fight for it for the rest of his life.

!(How can this not count???)

In the past two months, Hyoyuan has been troubled by nightmares. Of course, this is not a nightmare, but it has been playing the life of an actress from a first-person perspective, just like the memory of an actress has been stored in her mind.

In a dream, a day is a year.

However, this kind of "playing" every day made Hyoyeon suffer from bouts of neurasthenia.

It was the memory of an actress who lived in another parallel world. It was a world that was almost exactly the same as the world where Hyoyeon lived, but the protagonists of all the historical events in that memory, the presidents and presidents of various countries, were still famous.

Hyoyeon doesn’t know any of the world’s stars. In fact, Hyoyeon has never heard of any of the music played in Hyoyuan’s dreams. Whether it’s elegant classical music, beautiful piano music, or explosive hip-hop,

Hyoyeon has never heard of reggae.

The first half of the month was fine. The little girl gradually grew up and matured little by little. She joined an economic company as a trainee at the age of 12. At the age of 13, her first love made Hyo-yeon blush. At the age of 14, Hyo-yeon had a sad breakup. At the age of 15, she...

Hyoyeon admired his diligent practice, shocked Hyoyeon as a "vocal witch" at the age of 16, was about to debut when he was 17 years old and made Hyoyeon excited, and successfully debuted when he was 18 years old and made Hyoyeon laugh. All these made Hyoyeon happy.

Yuan was fascinated by it.

However, life after the age of 18 frightened Hyo-yeon. Each incident made Hyo-yeon frightened. For a period of time, Hyo-yeon had been practicing and drinking a lot of coffee, just to escape from the original reality.

Wonderful dreamland. But as long as Xiaoyuan is still a human being, it is impossible not to sleep. After 52 hours of not sleeping, Xiaoyuan finally couldn't stand the inspiration of Zhou Gong and fell into a deep sleep, even sleeping for 18 days.

When he was young, he directly experienced three years of Jingyin's life, leaving Hyoyeon in a daze when he woke up.

Seeing this, Xiaoyuan's mother decisively asked for a month's leave from Xiaoyuan. But it just so happened that Jingyin, who had quit the showbiz in her dream, gradually calmed down, and she just opened two snack bars and became the owner.

, usually had nothing to do but trade stocks and invest, and her life was quite peaceful. At the age of 35, Jingyin adopted a child who was abducted just after birth and could not find his parents. The greatness of motherhood moved Xiaoyuan very much, and also made her

Hyoyeon's mother was baffled by her daughter's attentiveness during that period.

The adopted child treated Jingyin badly when he grew up, which made Hyo-yeon yell at that "Park Moon-seung" in his dreams!!! Hyo-yeon had watched him grow up, but he never noticed that he was a wolf.

potential. And he’s still a big white-eyed wolf!!!

All kinds of anger, resentment, and unwillingness seemed to spread from Jingyin's heart to Hyoyuan's. Unable to reconcile these feelings, Hyoyuan could only relieve them through dancing. Until Jingyin's death, she said "But I don't

Regret!!!" before gradually fading away.

The path of stardom is chosen by oneself, and Jingyin must also know the possible situations. Although she may not know it so clearly. Hyoyuan is sure that even if Jingyin is given another chance to come back, Jingyin will learn from this path.

The road will go on. But no one can guarantee whether it will be a truly prosperous road.

Xiaoyuan just "watched" Jingyin's death, but could do nothing. It wasn't until he had no dreams that day that Xiaoyuan had to admit that Jingyin's life was really over.

After crying silently for a day, Hyoyeon made a simple plan for his future.

To be a female star who can survive for a long time, you must first have a large-scale economic company and a conscientious president. Because this can withstand the vast majority of hidden things, well, just hidden things.

Not to mention the potential physical impact on the female star, the psychological impact on the female star is already a huge blow. A big reason for Jingyin's failure is this. (Don't you see Korean female stars committing suicide?

Did they get together?) Of course, female stars must strive for their own success and not be tempted by the slightest thing, otherwise it will be useless what others do. Hyoyeon is very satisfied with his company. No matter what, s·m is also

One of the most famous economic companies in South Korea, Director Lee Soo Man was also an artist before. If he can't protect the artists under his company, he will die as soon as possible and the company will be burned down.

Secondly, there should be less scandals. No matter how passionate you are in love in private, as long as you don’t show it to the public, no one can control you. Of course, the man’s character must also be good, or not like Bai Zhiying’s previous boyfriend who cheated

After defrauding money and sex, and then uploading the video of what he did to the Internet, who can bear it??? (Baek Ji-young is lucky, she finally turned around after a series of songs, otherwise she might really end up alone.) Hyo-hyo

Yuan expressed no pressure on this. He wanted to get married early, but he didn’t want a bunch of boyfriends. His personality, attitude towards family, attitude towards friends, attitude towards women, and attitude towards ordinary people, these will all be decided in the future.

The criteria for finding a boyfriend or even a husband. As for appearance, after Jingyin’s "teaching", it is no longer the most important thing. Of course it is also very important, Xiaoyuan added with a blush.

Then, the skills must be average. At least those who can only sing may keep singing, but if they can only dance, how old can they be? Other things such as musical instruments, composition, hosting, and other artistic skills, if you know more, you won’t have any.

Disadvantages. And these may be some important sources of money, because the share of artists in large economic companies must be very low. As long as you are not popular or have a strong background, the share ratio will generally not change. Hyoyeon said

The pressure is really high!!!

In the end, it’s luck. Regardless of whether you have ability or not, as long as you don’t show it, it’s just like you don’t have it. You may become famous because of a random song, or you may be inactive all your life. The most indispensable thing in the 21st century is talent.

, it’s impossible for you to know it, and others certainly won’t. The most important thing for a person is to have the ability to present and seize opportunities, because you are not sure whether the next opportunity will come to you again!!!


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