He still remembered that when he first met her, she was gentle and shy, and there was a heart-wrenching melancholy between her eyebrows and in her eyes.
At that time, he thought that if he married her, he would definitely make her laugh.
He made her smile all her life, just like those ancient people he admired and fell in love with, who only married one person in his life and gave her all the joy.
He wrote everything he saw and heard to her, and he promised that he would take her to read it together.
But all expectations cannot match God's will.
Sun Yangxin sat alone all night. The next morning, he called for water to bathe and freshen up.
After tidying up, he went out.
Sun Yangxin found the address Zhou Wenjing mentioned. He stood outside the door, raising his hand several times and then putting it down. He had mixed feelings in his heart. He wanted to see her urgently, but he also felt that he did not have the courage.
Su Xiaolu was sitting on the eaves, worried about him.
Should I knock or not?
Sun Yangxin mustered up the courage to raise his hand countless times, and finally put it down again. Su Xiaolu couldn't stand it anymore, so she shouted: "Uncle, what are you doing?"
Sun Yangxin was stunned when he heard the voice. He subconsciously took a few steps back and looked up. When he saw Su Xiaolu sitting on the eaves, he was stunned for a moment.
Su Xiaolu got lucky and flew down.
Sun Yangxin looked at Su Xiaolu, and he guessed Su Xiaolu's identity in an instant.
Zhou Wenjing said that Yan Mian now has four children, two sons and two daughters.
"I, I just..."
Sun Yangxin spoke with difficulty, but for a moment he didn't know how to say it.
Su Xiaolu smiled and said, "Do you want to see my mother?"
Sun Yangxin was a little surprised: "You..."
Su Xiaolu waved her hands indifferently: "I'm not a three-year-old child. I know it's normal. You just met my mother, right?"
Sun Yangxin nodded, and it was hard to take his eyes away from Su Xiaolu. Su Xiaolu was lively and quirky, and Sun Yangxin's eyes couldn't help but soften.
"Then let's go."
Su Xiaolu opened the door and invited Sun Yangxin in.
Sun Yangxin stopped moving forward. He smiled helplessly: "Let's forget it."
When we meet, what should we say when we meet? We fell in love when we were young, but due to the tricks of fate, when we meet again, we have already grown old. Talking about the past things will only increase the sentimentality.
"Uncle, my mother has recovered her memory. I think you should meet her."
Su Xiaolu said seriously that only by completely letting go can we feel relieved.
Zhao needs to feel relieved, and so does Sun Yangxin.
Sun Yangxin looked at Su Xiaolu, unable to hide the sadness in his eyes. He stood still with countless pictures in his mind.
If he and Yan Mian get married safely, then the child they have will be this big. If it is a daughter, she should be as smart and lively as Su Xiaolu. Her eyes are so beautiful, as if she can talk.
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"Let's go."
Su Xiaolu tugged on Sun Yangxin's sleeve, and Sun Yangxin followed him like a zombie.
He looked at everything in Su's house. There were green vegetables growing in the yard and they were full of life.
There are not many servants.
Sun Yang's new mind gradually returned, and Su Xiaolu also let go of his hand.
When he arrived at the main courtyard, Sun Yangxin saw Mrs. Zhao at the first sight. He stopped in his tracks and couldn't take a step forward, nor could he look away.
He didn't even notice Su Sanlang next to Zhao, as if he could only see her in this world.
Su Sanlang turned his ear to Mrs. Zhao and said, "Haierniang, let's talk to him. Xiaolu and I are going out first."
Su Sanlang took Su Xiaolu out, and there were only Sun Yangxin and Zhao in the yard.
Looking at Sun Yangxin, Mrs. Zhao felt calm in her heart, and she walked towards him.
Sun Yangxin was nervous and at a loss: "Mianmian."
Mrs. Zhao smiled lightly and said, "Mr. Sun, long time no see."
At that time, no one thought that after parting, everything would be completely different when we meet again.
Mrs. Zhao walked up to Sun Yangxin.
Sun Yangxin hugged Ms. Zhao subconsciously. Before Ms. Zhao could speak, Sun Yangxin had already let go of her. He choked slightly and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't protect you."
He hugged me this time because he couldn't control his emotions, but letting go immediately was a etiquette he adhered to.
"How are you doing now?"
Sun Yangxin asked softly. He smiled gently and said, "I heard that you are doing well, but I still want to hear it from your own mouth."
Has anyone done what he didn't do?
Mrs. Zhao nodded: "I lived a good life. I was killed by my stepmother back then, and I suffered a lot from being homeless all the way. Fortunately, God favored me and allowed me to contract a serious illness to save myself. I met Saburo. Although my life was ordinary, it was considered ordinary.
Warmth, although there are ups and downs along the way, everything ends well."
Her journey has been difficult, but it has a good result.
She shortened her more than twenty years into two short sentences.
Sun Yangxin smiled gently and nodded: "That's good, that's good, just be happy."
"That way, I feel at ease."
Sun Yangxin smiled, but Zhao saw tears shining in his eyes.
She couldn't help but blush: "Master Sun, you and I are not destined to be together, so don't think about it."
Stop worrying about her and live his life well.
Sun Yangxin nodded: "I know."
He looked at Mrs. Zhao and smiled. He didn't need Mrs. Zhao to say much before he understood her.
He smiled gently, then bowed and saluted: "Mianmian, I'm leaving."
He didn't say goodbye, but he left.
Zhao's eyes turned red, and she choked and said, "Mr. Sun, thank you."
Because he was the one who got engaged to her, she lived very happily in those years.
Sun Yangxin smiled and said nothing. He turned around and walked out step by step.
Mrs. Zhao looked at Sun Yangxin's back quietly.
Sun Yangxin came out and saw Su Sanlang not far outside the yard. The two looked at each other. Sun Yangxin walked slowly, and Su Sanlang looked at him with a complicated mood.
He thought Sun Yangxin would say something, but Sun Yangxin said nothing.
Sun Yangxin also thought that Su Sanlang would want to talk, but Su Sanlang didn't say anything either.
Sun Yangxin left, Su Sanlang didn't waste any time, turned around and went back to the yard.
Su Xiaolu didn't expect Sun Yangxin to come out so soon.
When Sun Yangxin saw Su Xiaolu, his expression was gentle, and he asked softly: "Girl, how old are you?"
"This year is twelve."
Su Xiaolu answered generously.
Sun Yangxin smiled at Su Xiaolu: "Thank you today, uncle is going home."
If it hadn't been for Su Xiaolu today, he probably wouldn't have had the courage to knock on the door and finally leave.
After meeting Mrs. Zhao and hearing her say that she was living a good life, he let go of her at that moment, let go of her, no longer worried about her, and he was about to start his life.
Su Xiaolu waved his hand: "Goodbye, uncle."
Sun Yangxin smiled and waved without saying goodbye. He walked out of the gate of Su's house and quickly disappeared around the corner.
Su Xiaolu breathed out, then turned around and went home.