"It's not uncomfortable, let the child eat human milk." Ruan Bai said in a low voice, human milk is good for the child's health.
Seeing that she was so determined, Aler didn't say anything. She looked at the time and saw that it was already noon. She said, "Miss, I'll go to the kitchen to bring the food. You can rest for a while."
"Okay." Ruan Bai closed his eyes.
On the other side, City A.
Mu Shaoling stood in the corridor, frowning tightly as he listened to the hysterical roars inside.
Feeling irritable and depressed, he took out a pack of cigarettes and lit one.
The person inside who was screaming like crazy was Ruan Bai. The day after he found her, he made arrangements to take her back to City A.
After diagnosis, Ruan Bai had serious psychological problems, which seemed to be caused by a lot of trauma.
As for her body...
Mu Shaoling's mood became even more manic and he took a long puff of cigarette.
Si Yao asked a female doctor to examine Ruan Bai and found that there were many traces of abuse on her body. Judging from the degree of wound healing, the longest time was three months ago.
Ruan Bai was treated inhumanely.
The moment Ruan Manwei saw Mu Shaoling, he hurried up and said with concern: "Shaoling, we heard that Xiaobai is back, right?"
"Yes." Mu Shaoling listened to the hysterical voice. Ruan Bai was in a very bad situation now and basically refused to get close to strangers. Especially when he saw a man, he became even more crazy.
"How is she?" Ruan Manwei took Old Ruan back to her hometown to worship her ancestors some time ago. After living there for a while, she hurried back to City A after knowing that Mu Shaoling had brought Ruan Bai back.
She didn't realize at all that the woman screaming crazily inside was Ruan Bai.
"Aunt, she..." Mu Shaoling put out his cigarette, took a deep breath, and then said, "She's not very good."
"What is, not good?" Ruan Manwei's heart skipped a beat and she asked nervously.
Mu Shaoling looked at the ward door and said, "The doctor is treating her."
Ruan Man's eyes widened slightly, with disbelief written all over his face, "She was injured? Is this voice hers?"
"Yeah." Mu Shaoling felt bitter and nodded.
Ruan Manwei shook her head in disbelief, "It's impossible, Xiaobai's voice is not like this, even when she breaks down emotionally, it's not like this."
She is Ruan Bai's aunt. She has watched her grow up since she was a child and knows her voice very well.
"Auntie, Xiaobai experienced some bad things, and her vocal cords were stimulated, so her voice changed." Mu Shaoling said, the wound on Ruan Bai's neck happened to touch her vocal cords, so her voice changed.
Ruan Manwei felt his vision go dark and immediately held onto the wall, "How could it be... is Xiaobai crazy?"
Mu Shaoling didn't say anything. Is Ruan Bai crazy? He didn't know, and Si Yao couldn't give an accurate answer because Ruan Bai was still very normal sometimes.
She would only act like this when he or other men appeared in front of her.
"How could Xiaobai go crazy? She is such a strong girl..." Ruan Manwei still couldn't believe it.
"Auntie, don't worry, Xiaobai will be fine." Mu Shaoling comforted her.
"I still don't believe that the person inside is Xiaobai, Shaoling, please let me go in and take a look, okay?" Ruan Manwei said.
"Let's wait a moment." Mu Shaoling said, "Xiaobai's mood is unstable right now, and the nurse is inside to stabilize her."
When she is crazy, she will do some extreme things, or take off her clothes, or hurt herself or others.
"Okay." Ruan Man nodded slightly, holding his hands together, as cold as her heart.
The voices in the ward became calmer. The tranquilizer the nurse gave Ruan Bai had an effect. Mu Shaoling led her to the door of the ward and said, "Auntie, go in."
"Aren't you going in?" Ruan Man looked at him slightly.
"Xiao Bai hasn't calmed down yet. She is very afraid of men. I won't go in and stimulate her first." Mu Shaoling explained that Ruan Bai no longer recognized him.
Ruan Man pursed his lips slightly and walked in.
There was a woman lying on the hospital bed. Looking from a distance, she could still see her fingers moving. It seemed that the Valium was not fully effective.
"Xiao Bai?" Ruan Manwei's lips trembled and she called out.
The person on the hospital bed showed no reaction.
"Xiao Bai, is it really you?" Ruan Manwei walked over slowly and looked at the person on the hospital bed, who had a face exactly like Ruan Bai's.
It is indeed Ruan Bai.
Ruan Manwei watched as her expression gradually became numb. She couldn't believe that this was Ruan Bai. Seeing that her body was covered with bandages, tears welled up in her eyes.
"Xiaobai, what's wrong with you?"
The woman on the hospital bed didn't react at all and slowly closed her eyes.
It was the stability that worked.
The nurse on the side replied: "She is very repulsive to the outside world now. She will ignore anyone who talks to her."
Ruan Manwei couldn't believe it, covering her mouth and crying softly, "Will she be okay?"
"The patient is extremely uncooperative now, and the attending doctor has not given an accurate answer, so we don't know, but don't worry, we will take good care of the patient." The nurse promised that Ruan Bai's condition is very bad now, and he will take care of himself.
Huddled in a safe place, she never participated in their conversations, as if she was the only one in the world.
The doctor said that this was severe post-traumatic syndrome, because only in this way could she feel safe.
Ruan Manwei looked at Ruan Bai becoming like this, shook his head and said: "This is not my little Bai."
The nurse was not surprised by her reaction and comforted her: "Give her some time, she will recover."
Ruan Man shook her head slightly, looking at the person in front of her, she couldn't feel the intimacy.
It's not that she feels this way because she's crazy, but she always feels an inexplicable sense of intimacy when she's been with Ruan Bai, but facing the person in front of her, she feels completely unfamiliar.
Except that she has the same face as Ruan Bai, all the previous feelings are gone, like a stranger.
Ruan Man shook his head slightly and walked out.
Mu Shaoling was still standing in the corridor. She walked over and asked, "Are you sure this is Xiaobai?"
"Aunt?" Mu Shaoling asked in confusion, "Why do you ask that?"
"She doesn't feel like a noob to me, just like a woman with a noob's face, but she is not a noob," Ruan Manwei said.
Mu Shaoling's heart was a little shocked. He also felt this way. He had always felt this way from the time he discovered Ruan Bai to now.
He thought it was because Ruan Bai was crazy that he felt this way, so he felt very guilty and guilty.
But now, Ruan Manwei also feels this way.
"Shaoling, believe me, I am Xiaobai's aunt. This person feels like a stranger to me now. Are you really sure that this is Ruan Bai?" she said.