Various emotions of guilt, self-blame, and distress flooded into her heart.
That's all, let him do it.
She sighed deeply and gently patted his arm around her waist, carefully comforting him.
"I'm not going anywhere, I won't leave you, never."
She turned around, Ji Yuting got into her arms, buried his face in her waist, and said in a very soft voice, "Then...can you sleep with me tonight? Don't separate..."
"Okay, let's not separate. From tonight on, I will sleep with you and coax you to sleep, okay?" She rubbed his short, touchable hair.
Ji Yuting nodded slightly.
Shengge took out the nightgown he had hidden under the pillow and helped him put it on, "It's winter, you're feeling better, so don't sleep naked, be careful of catching a cold."
Ji Yuting retracted into her arms contentedly and smelled the delicious body fragrance on her neck. The impetuousness and uneasiness in his heart were gradually dissipated.
Shengge turned off the desk lamp and hugged him to sleep for the first time in a long time.
Not long after falling asleep, Shengge felt sleepy.
As she fell into a dazed sleep, she was woken up by the very light and shallow sobbing next to her.
At this time, her sleepy eyes had adapted to the dim light, and she could vaguely see Ji Yuting sleeping on her arm with his head lowered.
She was a little strange, so she touched Ji Yuting's face, and her fingertips unexpectedly touched the water droplets on his long eyelashes.
"Brother Yu? You're so good, why are you starting to feel sad again?"
Ji Yuting hugged her tighter and whispered with a thick nasal voice: "Shengsheng, I don't know what's going on with those lip marks on my body, and I feel like I deserve to die, but don't let me go.
....."
That's what I was thinking about.
After discovering his vulnerability, Shengge felt a little guilty.
I want to tell him the truth, but I don't know how to speak.
If he knew he was being persecuted, he would be furious, right?
After some thought, she gently patted his back with her palm to calm his depressed mood.
"How could it be? Of course I want you. Apart from you, I, Lu Shengge, will never want another man in my life."
"You will be my only preference."
Shengge kissed his eyes gently.
Just like what he did before, patiently kiss away the tears stained on his eyelashes.
Ji Yuting felt her love quietly, still feeling a little uneasy inside.
"If what happened tonight makes you feel uncomfortable, you can hit me or scold me. I accept the punishment, but you can't keep fighting with me anymore. Cold violence is really uncomfortable."
Shengge stopped moving for an instant, twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and his tone gradually became darker:
"Are you embarrassed to say that? Who made a fuss about breaking off the engagement with me last time, saying that they didn't love me anymore and got tired of it, so they started to engage in cold violence with me? Who is it this time, who immediately started a cold war with me for two days after being injected with the blue potion?
?”
Ji Yuting: "..."
This time, he was in the wrong.
He whispered aggrievedly: "Didn't you agree before that you wouldn't settle old scores?"
Shengge chuckled, and the softness in her heart was quickly replaced by the depression of the past few days.
Preference is preference, but it does not prevent her from checking her account books every day.
"You must have just settled an old score with me and got emotional, so you're not allowed to bring it up? You don't have to mention the last time you wanted to break off the engagement, but the cold war in the past two days is an old score? What's new?"
"..."
Someone buried his head under the quilt, unable to argue.
The more Shengge thought about it, the angrier she became. He had been sick some time ago, and she had never dared to think about the things that made her very frustrated. Now that he was in better health, was it time to settle the score?
If I don't take care of him, I'm afraid I won't be able to survive tonight.
She sat up, turned on the desk lamp, and looked at him: "Did you just say that you should accept the punishment?"