"A woman like her who loves Qin Muchu is not worthy of you at all. What kind of ecstasy did she use on you to make you so devoted to him?"
Ning Chengxu still lowered his head and wiped her fingers seriously, remaining silent.
The eldest princess knew how determined he would be about what he wanted, so she could only sigh: "Either you marry another woman, or let her abort the child."
"Mother, you can't!" Ning Chengxu immediately raised his head, "I will never marry anyone but her in my life!"
Thinking of the child in Shengge's belly, he dodged his eyes and softened his tone: "Abortion will harm her body. This child... I want her to give birth. If I really can't bear it after marriage, I will give birth to the child."
Send him back to China to be raised by his father."
The eldest princess was in disbelief, "You actually want her to be born? Do you want this shame to last a lifetime? Will you not feel alienated when you see this child in the future? What is there about a woman like her that is worth your nostalgia?"
These words stung the sensitivity deep in Ning Chengxu's heart that had been suppressed for many years.
He laughed at himself and raised his eyes questioningly, "Mother, aren't I such a shameful existence? Isn't that what you did in the first place? So, you are also the 'woman like her' in your mouth?"
"You! Bastard!"
The eldest princess stared at him in shock, raised her hand and slapped him angrily.
After the beating, the eldest princess looked at her most guilty and distressed son, felt regretful, and helped him rub his face.
"I'm sorry, it was my mother who did something wrong and caused you suffering all these years!"
Ning Chengxu held her hand and smiled reassuringly, "It's okay, I don't feel any pain."
The days when I felt painful and unfair are long gone.
With tears in her eyes, the eldest princess continued: "Axu, since you know that your mother has gone through this, you should know that this is unfair to the child in her belly. Do you hope that her child will be like you in the future?
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Ning Chengxu didn't answer, but that was what he was thinking.
What's wrong with this?
That was her and Ji Yuting's child.
Wouldn't it be interesting if I became as struggling and miserable as him in the future, and would despair because I was an illegitimate child?
"I just know that I love her and I will marry her."
"But......"
The eldest princess felt sorry for him even more, "But A Xu, she doesn't love you! Just like my mother, I will never love Guy Harold in my life. Will you really feel happy if you live with such a woman for your whole life?
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...
After walking out of the eldest princess's palace, Ning Chengxu's mind was always filled with the last few words his mother said to him.
There are also words like Nian and Shengge...
Everyone reminded him over and over again that Shengge would not love him and would never love him.
If he really loves Shengge, he should let her go and help her!
However, love is inherently selfish and possessive. He just wants to get her by doing this. He can also give her happiness!
Why does everyone say that he was wrong?
He is really unwilling!
When he thought that the child Shengge was born after falling in love with Ji Yuting, and when he thought about the scene of them kissing and lingering, his sanity no longer existed.
Jealousy and unwillingness were like poisonous snakes, tightly wrapped around his heart, making him almost unable to breathe.
He has an impulse to destroy everything!
If he can't get it, then everyone will die together!
Jamie saw that he didn't look right and asked cautiously: "Master, do you want to go back to Alze Palace?"
Ning Chengxu rubbed his eyebrows, his head was about to explode in pain, "Forget it, leave the palace and go to the bar."
...
Late at night, Shengge had already fallen asleep.
Drowsily, she heard the roar of cars coming from the road below, but she ignored it and continued to sleep.
Not long after, there was a rapid knock on the door, accompanied by Jamie's anxious voice.
"Miss Lu! Wake up, the master is drunk and keeps chanting your name. Come out and see him!"