She raised her watery starry eyes and stared at Ji Yuting in disbelief, "Brother Yu, did I inflict these injuries? Did I hurt you like this?"
Seeing her discomfort, Ji Yuting's eyes turned red and he said, "Shengsheng, don't be sad first. I can explain this matter."
To explain is to make excuses.
There is no refutation, which means it is true.
She chuckled like a self-mockery. Apart from her, Ji Yuting would never let a second person touch his finger.
These injuries were actually caused by her...
"sorry."
She reached for the deep purple scars on his chest with trembling hands, but because every inch of his skin was scarred, she stopped with her hands and was unable to do anything.
"How could I hurt you like this? How could I..."
Tears fell uncontrollably, and she stared at his injury in frustration and shock.
Ji Yuting's generous palm touched her cheek and gently wiped away her tears, "It's none of Shengsheng's business. Shengsheng is just like this when she is sick. I really don't feel any pain. It's just a little skin injury. Look at it.
It’s just scary, it’s actually harmless, really.”
"Stop coaxing me, I have eyes and I can see." She inhaled the water vapor and asked again: "What disease do I have?"
"Mania."
Shengge lowered his head sadly, thinking about this disease.
Ji Yuting grabbed her hand and explained seriously: "In the final analysis, it is still my fault. If it weren't for my inadequate measures, you would not be pregnant with the baby, let alone go all the way to Europe and Africa for my illness.
Guo Qu, the reason why you got this disease is basically related to me, so Shengsheng, I voluntarily let you vent and beat me as a human sandbag, you don't need to feel guilty."
It's a lie to say that she doesn't feel guilty. How could Shengge not know that these words were meant to comfort her.
Ji Yuting spoke softly and kept wiping her tears, "My good wife, please stop crying, okay? Seeing you sad makes my heart almost break."
Shengge suppressed her grief, restrained her sadness, and said seriously: "This injury is not serious. I need to take medicine every day to get better quickly. Have you applied the medicine today?"
Ji Yuting shook his head.
"Then go get the ointment and I'll help you apply it."
Ji Yuting: "No, it's really nothing serious. It's too troublesome."
Shengge explained sternly: "I have to make up for it after injuring you like this. Please let me help you with the medicine, otherwise I will feel panicked."
Seeing that she accepted it quite well and didn't have any extreme ideas, Ji Yuting breathed a sigh of relief and compromised.
"Okay, then Shengsheng drinks porridge first, and I'll get the ointment. I'll be here soon."
Shengge nodded silently.
While waiting for Ji Yuting to come back, she held the porridge bowl and took a few bites to cope with it, but she didn't have much appetite.
When Ji Yuting entered the room again and saw her eating, he quickly breathed a sigh of relief, "Shengsheng eats first. After finishing the whole bowl of vegetable and shrimp porridge, can you help me apply the medicine?"
"good."
As a patient who is aware of her condition, she does need to supplement her food so that she can have enough strength to fight against the disease.
However, she felt depressed and couldn't eat more, so she managed to eat half a bowl.
Ji Yuting didn't have any strict requirements. Seeing that she really couldn't eat, he obediently took off her clothes.
Shengge looked at him and added: "Take off everything."
You have to be naked for inspection.
Ji Yuting was stunned and obeyed. After taking off his suit and shirt, he immediately started to unbutton the gold buckle of his belt.
After Shengge learned about his illness, his mood was relatively stable, which was his greatest relief.
This small requirement shouldn't be a big problem.
However, he ignored the horrific injuries on his body.
Shengge originally thought she was mentally prepared, but when she saw the old and new wounds on his back, she couldn't help but have red circles under her eyes again.
Because she was not good at applying medicine, her back was the most seriously injured, and it healed slowly. Those wounds that were deep red, purple, swollen, and even broken and bleeding burned her eyes severely.
She asked Ji Yuting to lie on the bed obediently, holding back her tears, and helped him apply the medicine.
During a manic episode, she loses consciousness and cannot remember anything at all.
If the injuries on Ji Yuting's body weren't so shocking, he probably wouldn't be able to recall a few scenes.
She is too threatening, I don't know when she will get sick, and I don't know what she will do to vent her symptoms.
If she is so sick and stays with Ji Yuting, she will only continue to hurt him.
After hesitating and thinking for a long time, she finally plucked up the courage and said, "Ji Yuting, otherwise... we'll get a divorce."