The warm-hearted driver aunt couldn't help but feel a little distressed when she saw Gu Nianxi crying as soon as she got in the car.
"Don't blame Auntie for being talkative. You look about the same age as my daughter. My daughter is currently studying in country M. When I see you like this, it reminds me of my daughter."
Through the rearview mirror, Gu Nianxi saw a pair of wrinkled eyes. She suddenly thought of her parents and cried even more sadly.
"Auntie... I want to go home, I miss home so much... Wuwu..."
"Nanny, don't cry. Tell Auntie where your home is. Auntie will take you back. Tell Auntie what's wrong? Auntie will help you find a solution."
Perhaps because she was suddenly cared for, she felt a warmth in her heart, and Gu Nianxi wanted to tell her thoughts to this stranger.
"When I was nineteen years old, I met a man. I fell in love with him at first sight, but he didn't choose me. He chose another girl to be his girlfriend..."
In fact, this is just the beginning of their story, but Gu Nianxi is clinging to this past event for some reason, maybe because Zhao Ziti is so aggressive today, maybe because she regrets more and more that she was involved in this chaotic fate.
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On the morning when Su Yuheng left without saying goodbye three years ago, Gu Nianxi heard a knock on the door. When she opened the door and saw Zhao Ziti standing outside, both of their eyes were full of surprise.
To be precise, Zhao Ziti was the first and only person who knew that she and Su Yuheng were together that night.
"Nian Nian, forget it, A Heng and you are not from the same world."
This was what Zhao Ziti said to Gu Nianxi that day. Gu Nianxi thought at the time that she was comforting her from the bottom of her heart, but later she realized that Zhao Ziti just wanted to persuade her love rival to leave.
After that, Gu Nianxi would always think of that night, and she advised herself not to take it too seriously and just treat it as an affair, but Su Yuheng was not the kind of man who would easily forget a woman's affair.
Later, she made an important decision: she wanted to find him, she wanted to go to the city where he was, and she wanted to fight for the person she liked. She wanted to fulfill her promise and be his psychiatrist.
She fantasized that they could meet again and that a beautiful love story could happen, but the reality was crueler than expected. She spent half a year preparing to go to the United States, but suffered unimaginable trauma before leaving. Her dream was shattered by Zhao Ziti
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Before leaving, Zhao Ziti treated her to a meal. She asked Gu Nianxi if she went to New York because of Su Yuheng, and asked her to give up her thoughts about Su Yuheng as soon as possible.
Gu Nianxi was full of doubts about her advice, but she didn't know what she meant. It wasn't until Lin Yiduo called that she suddenly understood.
Zhao Ziti quietly went to Country M to catch Su Yuheng.
Gu Nianxi still remembers her proud expression when she told her that Su Yuheng wanted to return to China for her to develop. At that time, Gu Nianxi felt that she was a joke.
Her train to love hit the south wall before it even started.
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It was still a bit chilly in S City in early spring. Gu Nianxi was sitting on the stone steps of the square, shivering from the cold.
"Here, put it on."
The driver's aunt brought a blanket from the car to wrap Gu Nianxi in, and stuffed a cup of hot milk into her hand.
"Drink something hot and you won't be cold."
"Thank you, auntie."
"It's okay. I look at you just like my own child. You continue to tell me your story. I like to hear it." Auntie continued to sit on the stone steps next to Gu Nianxi.
Gu Nianxi nodded at her and turned her eyes to the young couple walking on the river embankment not far away. She looked at them with a faint smile on her face, but there was a trace of sadness in her eyes.
"What happened next? He was with that girl?"
Aunt Nuanxin became Gu Nianxi's tree hole tonight. She kindly stopped working and sat here with her, listening to her talk about her worries for a long time.
Gu Nianxi took a sip of warm milk and continued.
"The day I went to New York, it was him who picked me up at the airport. I was so nervous that I didn't dare to say a word to him, and he didn't talk to me either. Along the way, I felt his hostility. He seemed to hate me.
I didn’t know why at the time, but later I found out it was because of something that happened when I was young.”
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Gu Nianxi vaguely remembered that Su Yuheng sent him to the hotel and turned around and left without looking back. She looked at his retreating figure in the corridor and instantly began to regret her decision to come to New York.
Later, she could only hide this love secretly in her heart and no longer disturb his life.
One day, Gu Nianxi suddenly received a call from Zhao Ziti. Although her attitude seemed to be concerned, she was reminded not to get close to Su Yuheng.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Nianxi felt that she needed to explain something to Su Yuheng, so she called him.
On the day they met, she waited for him for a full hour. She thought he wouldn't come, so she bought a marshmallow and sat on the swing to eat it. The candy had a bitter taste in her mouth.
When Su Yuheng, who was wearing a white shirt, walked towards her, Gu Nianxi stood there dumbly holding a marshmallow.
For a moment, she forgot time and everything, and only saw him.
"What do you want from me?"
Su Yuheng's tone was particularly cold, and Gu Nianxi felt like she was asking for trouble.
"I'm here for—" Before she could finish her words, he stopped her.
"Stop looking for me, Gu Nianxi, stop messing around. A girl has to be measured and reserved. I really didn't expect you to be so crazy and chase me all the way to New York." He raised his chin, looking aloof.
, "Please don't use any tricks to get close to me, and don't call me again. It's impossible for the two of us."
"..." Gu Nianxi was insulted like this without saying a word. She looked at him quietly, and her heart broke.
"You and I are both adults. Don't take what happened that night too seriously. If you are pestering me because of what happened that night, then there is no need. This kind of affair is not the first time for me, and it will not be the last time.
, to me, there is no difference between you and them."
These words dealt a fatal blow to Gu Nianxi. She felt as if her heart was being torn apart. She looked at Su Yuheng in disappointment, her whole body trembling with anger and sadness.
"So, you also told them that you want them to be your psychiatrist?" Gu Nianxi asked him with trembling lips.
After Su Yuheng was silent for a moment, he said in his throat, "Yeah."
His indifferent attitude chilled Gu Nianxi's heart, and she couldn't help but blame herself in her heart.
Gu Nianxi, how much do you know about this man? You are so foolish as to set up your own bright future for such a person.
Gu Nianxi, impulsive and brainless, if you rank second, I'm afraid no one will dare to compete with you for first place.
Gu Nianxi lowered her head and smiled. She raised her eyes to meet his, feeling that she needed to defend the dignity that had just been shattered by him.
"Su Yuheng, can you please be clear-headed and stop being sentimental? Who took that night seriously? I came here today to tell you that we are all adults, and this is not the first time we have had an affair. If you can't do it yourself, you can't do it.
, is it necessary to say ridiculously in front of me because you don't like me? I don't know if you will do anything to me, but I suggest you go to the men's department. If you don't know the doctor, I can help you introduce him.
"
"What do you mean?" Su Yuheng asked with a gloomy face.
"Okay, let me put it bluntly, I think there is a problem with your male function. It's because you are not good enough. If you don't like me, you can't do it! If you have low self-esteem, you have low self-esteem! What nonsense are you talking about here? I'm here today
I want to make things clear to you! Don’t think that I like you, and don’t talk nonsense outside! I am only twenty years old! I am in my prime! How could I fall in love with you, an old man who is five years older than me?
, please don’t ruin my reputation or delay me!”
As Gu Nianxi spoke, she poked his chest with her finger. Su Yuheng was dumbfounded by her machine gun-like words. Then Gu Nianxi boldly did a terrible thing. She stood on tiptoes, pinched Su Yuheng's chin and kissed him.
Su Yuheng was so frightened by her that he opened his arms and froze in place. Gu Nianxi pushed him away with a contemptuous smile on her face.
"Sure enough, kissing you is no different than bumping into a wooden stake. It's boring! Extremely boring!"
After Gu Nianxi finished speaking, she turned and left. Su Yuheng looked at her stubborn back, and his mind was filled with the words "extremely boring."