The eight-year-old girls are not too difficult to manage, and they get along very well with Justin. Sometimes he grills steaks for them for dinner.
But when they got acquainted with Justin, they started to play the game of guess who I am. Of course, they played this game not to prank their piano teacher, but to cope with the lesson.
Anna doesn't play the piano as well as Anne, so every time it's time to return lessons, Anna always excuses herself to the bathroom and asks Anne to help him return lessons.
One rainy evening, they were still making plans like this. That day, Anna was waiting for Anne in the bathroom on the second floor, but after waiting for twenty minutes, Anne hadn't come to change her. She put on Anne's clothes and went to the piano room.
The piano room was very quiet, with no voice or piano sound. She opened the door and found that Justin and Anne were not inside.
Just when Anna was curious, she heard a faint sound coming from the attic. She heard the sound and walked up to the attic quietly.
Dark environment, unable to see or hear.
Anna turned around and looked back, but she heard another voice that sounded like Anne's, but she didn't think much about it and went back to the second floor.
When it was time to eat, she went downstairs and saw Anne sitting at the dinner table. She looked very bad, and her eyes were full of fear.
Anna sat next to her and asked her where she had been and what they had done before their identities had been changed. Her sister didn't say a word and stared at Justin who was frying steak with his back to them, her eyes full of vigilance.
At that time, her sister didn't know what Justin had done to Anne, and Anne never told anyone. Even in the later piano lessons, Justin called her name and made very intimate gestures to her.
You know, the seemingly handsome man in front of you is a devil.
"I think you don't want to share this with your sister. Do you want me to do the same to her?"
"No……"
"Then be obedient."
Two eight-year-old sisters were harmed by a demon in human skin. In order to protect each other, they fell into the devil's tricks. Neither of them dared to tell the other or their parents about the bullying.
One Wednesday evening, with the fiery red sunset hanging in the sky, many people heard a loud sound, thinking that someone's car had a flat tire, but no one guessed that it was actually the sound of a girl falling to the ground.
.
She is dead.
When she jumped from the third floor, she was only wearing a vest and underwear on a cold winter day, and her legs were covered in bruises.
Another girl saw her sister who looked exactly like her lying in a pool of blood from the second floor window.
“no!!!!!”
She screamed in agony, causing neighbors to push open the courtyard door.
…………
The consultation room was so depressing that it made people breathless. After listening to her story, Gu Nianxi felt a chill go down her back. The girl was no longer as lively as before. She had her head down, and the look on her face seemed to be a different person.
"Anne said that if we had wings, we could fly out of the attic window and escape from his clutches. That day, she flew away, and she took the devil with her, woohoo!!"
After the girl finished speaking, she covered her face and cried bitterly. Gu Nianxi pursed her lips and her eyes turned red. She didn't know how to comfort her, because she understood the harm that kind of thing would do to a girl. She had experienced it, so now she was disturbed by nightmares.
For two eight-year-old children, the psychological trauma will be even more difficult to bear.
"So...you keep trying to fly."
"I hope my wings will heal soon. I want to fly and experience what it feels like to be free." The girl looked out the window with tears in her eyes, and the smile on her face was her longing for the illusory realm.
"anna."
When Gu Nianxi called her like this, the girl was brought back to reality. Her body trembled and her eyes were full of surprise.
"It's not your fault that your sister left. You were all trying to protect each other. You were only eight years old at the time. You already did a good job. You called the police and bravely told the police everything you went through. That devil
Because of your bravery, you were brought to justice."
The girl looked at Gu Nianxi calmly, then suddenly lowered her head and smiled after a long time.
"How do you know I am Anna? They were all deceived by me."
A smile appeared at the corners of Gu Nianxi's lips. Her smile made the girl relax a little. She put her pen on the table, tilted her head to look at the girl, and touched her ears.
"I saw the mole on your ear."
In fact, Gu Nianxi lied to her. When she told the story, she realized something was wrong. When she heard the second half, she realized that the plot she described was unfolded from Anna's perspective. She
He even explained Anna's fearful emotions very clearly at that time.
"Anna, if you want to try flying, when you grow up you can choose many protected ways to fly, such as hot air balloons and skydiving. You must believe in yourself. Being alive is a lucky thing. Each of us will experience it.
Ups and downs, those bad experiences want to break us, and we have to fight them and tell them, come on, I'm not afraid of you! We have to stand up in the face of adversity and make ourselves stronger."
After the girl heard what Gu Nianxi said, she didn't answer, but just nodded. Gu Nianxi guessed that her remarks might have been said by other doctors, but they were of no use to her.
She looked at the girl, smiled and said to her: "Anna, you are sixteen years old, you are old enough to protect yourself, and you can also protect your sister. You have been Anne for eight years. Now, you should be allowed to use your own identity to protect yourself."
Protect the people she cares about most, yourself and your family."
"She jumped to save me. I saw her lying on the ground, and her words to me were to run, woo hoo... I thought I was the only one chosen to be the bride of the devil. If I hadn't asked her to go down for me that day
Playing the piano, I was the one who was taken to the attic by the devil. He said he chose me because I was more lively and cute. It was me who harmed Anne, and I harmed her."
No matter how much she tried to persuade her, she couldn't help the girl untie the knot in her heart. Gu Nianxi bit her lower lip tightly and watched the nurse push the girl away.
Gu Nianxi leaned against the white wall of the corridor and closed her eyes tiredly. She felt helpless and wanted to help her, but she couldn't solve the problem in a short time.
"How about it?"
Gu Nianxi opened her eyes, and Dr. John was already standing in front of her. She quickly stood up straight and apologized for her gaffe.
"Why did you call her Anne when you came in? Didn't you realize that she was your sister?"
"Everyone knows that she is the younger sister, and she also knows that she is not a dual personality. She has been playing the game of guessing who I am. The reason why we call her Anne is to observe her reaction. Didn't you feel that I walked in the door?
When we called her, was she excited because we admitted we were wrong?"
Gu Nianxi nodded, and then understood Dr. John's intention, "Do you think she can be discharged from the hospital?"
The two of them walked side by side in the corridor, and Gu Nianxi fell into deep thought.
"Through her description, I don't think she really believes she is an angel. It's just her guilt that prevents her from facing reality. I also agree with you. She has been pretending. What is she running away from? I have a guess,
Something else must have happened that day when my sister jumped off the building, but she didn't tell anyone, and the answer was only hidden in her heart."
dr John was surprised by Gu Nianxi’s suggestion. He thought about it, nodded in agreement, and immediately looked at the young doctor in front of him with admiration.
"No wonder Frankly praised you so much. Why don't you consider working in our hospital. Although the salary here is not as good as Frankly's, you will come into contact with more special patients."
"Thank you, I'll... think about it."
Gu Nianxi was embarrassed to refuse him, so she casually replied with a prevarication.
After that, Dr. John asked a nurse to take her around the entire hospital. They went to another building, where some violent or emotionally agitated patients were admitted. Compared with the quietness of the previous building, this building
It's so noisy that I can't keep my ears clean.
"Guess we nurses don't like being on duty anywhere?"
"Here?" Gu Nianxi felt that the answer was very clear. No one wanted to stay here.
"No." The little nurse looked at Gu Nianxi and said, "In fact, we don't want to go to the depression floor. There are manic people, giggly people, and even murderous people here, but they will still react, and the depression department is a little bit colder.
There is no sound, which makes us feel very depressed. It is said that depression is the most gentle mental illness. They only hurt themselves. Many celebrities have chosen to die because of this disease. Ordinary people cannot understand their pain. There are also bipolar patients.
.”
"Well, as for bipolar patients, it's like they have two selves living in their bodies, one is quiet and scary, and the other is manic and scary. They are constantly suffering in their hearts. They think they are guilty and hurt those around them because they can't control their emotions.
People will feel better only if they endure the pain and turn to hurting themselves. Because the side effects of the medicine are too great and the healing process is far away, they will become more and more desperate. Finally, they will give up and will not want to say anything.
"
Gu Nianxi followed her gaze to the window on the opposite floor. There were patients in every ward. Some of them were sitting on the bed, some were leaning against the window, and some were just standing there.
Patients with depression are always immersed in loneliness and do not disturb other people's world.
The first depression patient she came into contact with was Su Yuheng. He rarely let her see him when he was sick. The last time he was in the hospital, Gu Nianxi suspected that he was bipolar.
I wonder how he is doing now and whether he has recovered from his illness.
Gu Nianxi was thinking about it, and suddenly, the back of a man at the window opposite attracted her attention. She stared at the window blankly, panicking.
"Aheng..."
Gu Nianxi rushed downstairs and ran towards the opposite building as if she was crazy.
The little nurse followed closely and asked Gu Nianxi, "Dr gu, what's wrong with you?"
She ran up to the second floor in panic, looking for the man she had just seen in each ward. When she opened the door, she realized that she had recognized the wrong person.
In an instant, Gu Nianxi's hot tears rolled down her face. She hurriedly closed the door and ran away crying.