Ali, a grown man, hated seeing a girl cry. He frowned, not knowing what to say. When the car was at a traffic light, he turned around and handed Gu Nianxi a pack of tissues.
"Paper."
As the car continued to drive, Gu Nianxi scolded Su Yuheng all the way. Sometimes she called Su Yuheng Chen Shimei, and sometimes she called him Li Jia. Ali's scalp went numb when he heard it. It was the first time he saw little girl Gu's ability to curse.
"Ali, go back and tell him that I don't want to see him again. By the way, tell him that I already have a boyfriend and I'm getting married soon."
Before Gu Nianxi got off the car, she told Ali that she didn't know why she added at the end that she was getting married soon. Did she expect him to regret it or did she want to get rid of him?
She didn't know the answer either, because when she looked at him today, her heart was confused again.
…………
When Su Yuheng came out of the police station, it was already one o'clock in the night. Ali returned and waited for him outside the police station. Su Yuheng walked tiredly to the car and got into the car.
"Has she gone back?" Su Yuheng asked Ali, who had just gotten into the car, while rubbing his temples.
"Well, I watched her enter the house."
"good."
Su Yuheng stopped talking and turned to look at the street scene in S City with a slightly lonely expression.
"What did she say?" After thinking for a long time, Su Yuheng couldn't help but ask about her situation, "Did she cry?"
Ali was stunned and glanced at Su Yuheng through the rearview mirror, "Well, Miss Gu kept crying until she got out of the car."
Hearing what Ali said, Su Yuheng frowned and his heart clenched together. He looked up at the roof of the car, his deep eyes covered with sadness.
"What did she say?"
"Forgot."
"Ali, you field soldiers' memory must have been strictly trained."
Ali knew that Su Yuheng, like Su Yi, was best left alone if he spoke calmly, so he repeated what Gu Nianxi had scolded him word for word.
"Miss Gu asked me to tell you that she is getting married."
The word "marriage" dealt a fatal blow to Su Yuheng. He opened his eyes suddenly, his expression stagnant, and it took him a while before he replied with a trembling voice.
"knew."
After saying this, Su Yuheng was very quiet along the way, and the air in the car suddenly became sad.
Ali felt the oppressive atmosphere in the back seat, and looked at Su Yuheng with concern from time to time. He looked out the window expressionlessly, his eyes empty and unable to focus. Su Yuheng looked like this, which made people feel particularly distressed. For a moment,
Ali's eyes were red.
He is aware of the suffering he has suffered over the years, and it is really not easy for him.
The car stopped in front of the villa in Jinshan Villa. Ali wanted to get out of the car early and open the door for Su Yuheng, but he had already opened the door himself.
Su Yuheng had just stepped out of the car door with one leg, and the other leg had not yet stabilized. He staggered and almost fell to his knees on the ground. Ali stood up quickly and stretched half of his body from the front seat to pull Su Yuheng.
"Master!"
Su Yuheng lowered his head, weakly shook off Ali's hand, and muttered, "Ali, I'm fine, I'm fine." He dragged his heavy steps towards the door.
Ali got out of the car and stood at the front of the car looking at Su Yuheng's back, tears flowing silently.
God, please be kind to Master Aheng.
Ali thought to himself, and suddenly saw Su Yuheng walking to the door of his house and turning back.
Su Yuheng walked up to Ali and said with a complicated expression.
"Go check the other person's information and make sure you find out what kind of person he is."
"good."
Ali immediately agreed. In fact, he wanted to ask him why he wanted to investigate, but he felt that Su Yuheng's intention was not difficult to guess. The person he couldn't let go of, whether he was living well or not was his most persistent thought.
Looking at Su Yuheng's thin back, Ali stood there, looking up and crying.
If they hadn't met Gu Nianxi, they would have been on the plane back to France at this moment.
Due to his own arrangement, when Su Yuheng left Zhao's house, he discovered that the car parked next to them belonged to Gu Nianxi. He asked him to park the car in a dark place. He didn't notice until Gu Nianxi drove by that road.
Let him drive.
He didn't ask him to follow her, but Ali knew that he must want to do this, so Ali made the decision to follow Gu Nianxi without authorization. As expected, Su Yuheng didn't stop him.
Ali returned to the car, called Su Yi and reported the situation to him. Su Yi heard that he and Gu Nianxi had met again, and sighed deeply on the other end of the phone. He did not blame or complain, just
Said very helplessly.
"Let him be."
"Okay." Ali hung up the phone and looked at the dark bungalow with a heavy heart.
He turned off the car and lay down in the car. He decided to watch over the person upstairs tonight to make sure he was fine before leaving.
Su Yuheng carried his suit and walked into the bedroom on the second floor in a panic. He threw his coat on the ground and fell heavily on the bed.
He covered his face with his tired hands. The big stone in his heart made his chest feel tight. At this time, every cell in his body was about to be surrounded by depression.
She cried.
He was most afraid of her being sad.
If he didn't show up, she would have no reason to cry.
As he thought about it, Su Yuheng's emotions were like a trapped beast that was trapped and broke out of its shackles in an instant.
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
Sad cries echoed in the empty room. At this moment, it seemed as if the whole world had abandoned him.
Su Yuheng had no idea. He didn't know what to do. He really wanted Gu Nianxi to know that he had not abandoned her.
In the past two years, he missed her day and night. During the electroshock treatment, when the doctor told him that he was likely to suffer from amnesia, he tried his best to remember everything about her in his mind.
He recorded information about her in a diary he carried with him.
Her birthday is May 10th, her shoe size is thirty-six, she likes to eat West Lake vinegar fish, drinks hazelnut latte, and likes all foods related to chocolate.
The person she likes the most is Su Yuheng, and the person she hates the most is also Su Yuheng.
Su Yuheng opened his phone and found Gu Nianxi's phone number. He mustered up the courage to call it out, but his hands were shaking uncontrollably and the phone fell heavily to the ground, making a muffled sound.
No, he can no longer disturb her life, she must hate him.
But he didn't really hate himself.
Why does he have such a disease that harms others and himself?
It is a sin for him to love her, it is a sin to leave her, and it is a sin to even live!
How could he hurt her again!
"Gu Nianxi..."
"Gu Nianxi..."
Su Yuheng lay on his side on the bed, tears flowing uncontrollably. He looked at Gu Nianxi's smile in the video, and the crack in his heart was torn open again.
He called Gu Nianxi's name over and over again, crawled to the bedside in a daze, took a few fluoxetine and a handful of sleeping pills and stuffed them into his mouth.
Su Yuheng stared at the ceiling with blank eyes, and soon Gu Nianxi's face appeared in front of him. With tears in his eyes, he reached out to caress her cheek, but missed it, and her face disappeared before his eyes.
"Nanny..."
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The Manyu Coffee Shop was filled with the strong aroma of coffee. Gu Nianxi sat at the familiar window, watching the students walking in and out of the Medical University, as if she saw herself yesterday.
Manyu Coffee Shop is directly opposite the gate of Gu Nianxi University. They were regular customers here when they were in college. The coffee here is delicious and the lady boss is nice.
During the past few years of wandering outside, although Gu Nianxi got used to the life in New York, she still could not find a sense of belonging. In that city, her heart was empty. Unlike now, the comfort was truly in her heart.
Everything here is familiar and beautiful.
After not seeing each other for many years, Sister Man would still give her a warm hug. Time has been extremely gentle to Sister Man. Five years have passed, and her face has not left any traces of time. She is still young and beautiful.
Gu Nianxi could never guess Sister Man's age. She looked like she was in her thirties, but she always called her "good boy" like a junior.
"My dear, are you still going when you come back this time?"
Sister Man put the tiramisu cake on the table and sat down opposite Gu Nianxi.
"Wow, Sister Man, you still remember that I like to eat tiramisu. Thank you, Sister Man." Gu Nianxi looked at Sister Man with grateful eyes, "Why don't you leave."
"It's better if you don't leave. By the way, are you in love with Xiao Duoduo?"
When Sister Man saw Gu Nianxi pushing the door into the coffee shop today, she didn't recognize her yet. She thought in her mind that this girl is so beautiful and it would be great to be my daughter-in-law. When she saw it was Gu Nianxi carefully, it was as if she was seeing a girl.
dawn.
"Sister Man, Lin Yiduo is already married and the mother of two children. She got married in her fifth year."
"Really? It doesn't matter. What about you? Do you have a boyfriend now?"
"Me? I'm single." Gu Nianxi said truthfully. She didn't want to hide anything in front of Sister Man.
In college, Sister Man and Gu Nianxi were very close. She also worked as a summer job at Manyu Coffee Shop during her junior year. Sister Man taught her many coffee-making skills and took good care of her.
Sister Man's eyes lit up when she heard the news that Gu Nianxi was single.
"That's great, would you like Sister Man to introduce you to someone?"
"ah?"
Sister Man stared at Gu Nianxi, her eyes shining.
"That's it. My son came back from abroad last year. I thought he could bring me someone back, but he failed to live up to expectations and brought me a cat. It really pissed me off. He's also twenty-seven this year.
He also said every day that he didn’t want to fall in love and wanted to take care of his work first. He nagged her a few words and moved out of the house to live alone."
"Sister Man, your son is twenty-seven?" Gu Nianxi stared at Sister Man's frozen face in surprise, unable to believe that her son was about the same age as her, "Sister Man, how do you stay so young?"
"Haha, I don't like annoying people, so I don't look old." Sister Man was quite satisfied with Gu Nianxi's reaction, covering her face in embarrassment and smiling happily.
"I always thought your son was at most thirteen or fourteen years old." Gu Nianxi didn't mean to compliment her. She had always known that Sister Man's son was studying abroad. Sister Man also showed her the photo in her wallet. The little boy on it was the best.
He is over ten years old and looks very similar to Sister Man. He is a very good-looking boy.
"Oh, dear, you made Sister Man so happy. Sister Man is already over forty. Oh, let's talk about the main point. How about it? Do you think about it? My boy is very good, and there are many girls chasing him.
Yeah, he is just stubborn. He only knows about work and fitness all day long. He has no other hobbies. He is handsome and has a good job. But don’t worry, his orientation is absolutely normal. He——"
"Sister Man!"
Before Sister Man could finish her words, a loud shout came from behind her. She and Gu Nianxi looked over at the same time, only to see Lin Yiduo standing there.