Gu Nianxi listened quietly, lowered her head and wrote "Borderline Personality Disorder" in her notebook, and also put a question mark at the end, because at the moment she only suspected that he had this tendency, but she had not yet made a complete conclusion.
"Are you mentally manipulating her?"
Su Yuheng was silent for a few seconds and shook his head, "No, I don't like the word control. I think I can change the word to confinement. I was playing the confinement game at the time."
Confinement game?
Hearing him say this in an understatement, Gu Nianxi's back felt cold. The relaxed smile on his face made her suddenly feel that there was another side to the man in front of her.
"Did she do it voluntarily?" she asked cautiously.
All feelings or behaviors must be voluntary. If the woman is imprisoned by him involuntarily, then this is an act of mind control.
"I don't know. I haven't asked her. She often breaks up with her and always says she wants me to let her go. But in action, she never leaves me. Every time I hear her say she doesn't care about me anymore.
, I would be a little nervous, I was afraid that she would really disappear, but she didn't."
Su Yuheng showed a warm smile on his face and continued: "Even if she is angry again, she will still wait for me at home. Seeing her when I enter the house makes me feel very at ease. This is the sense of security she gives me. I miss her."
She tolerated and accommodated me time and time again, probably because she couldn't bear to leave me and couldn't leave me, just like I couldn't leave her."
Su Yuheng paused for a moment, lowered his head and smiled. When he looked up again, a trace of love flashed in his eyes when he looked at Gu Nianxi, "She is really good. I can't find any faults in her. If I have to say one thing, it is
She is too kind, and because of her kindness, she will be taken advantage of by bad people. I have told her many times not to abuse kindness, but she just can't listen, so I can only protect her secretly without her knowledge. I'm afraid of her.
She was too innocent and was deceived, and she was afraid that her kindness would be taken advantage of."
"..." Gu Nianxi seemed to understand what he meant and asked without thinking, "How do you protect her at all times? Are you following her all the time?"
"No, I'm usually very busy at work, so someone will keep an eye on her for me."
"..." Gu Nianxi was speechless. Was he asking someone to monitor her?
"Then how do you know whether she can't leave you or can't escape your control?"
Hearing the word "control", he seemed a little dissatisfied and his eyebrows knitted into knots.
"It feels like she knows that what I do is good for her. Just like when I was a child, some of the things my father arranged for me were not of my own free will, but I don't doubt that he was doing it for my own good and that he loved me, even though it was sometimes very...
I hate his way, but without him I wouldn’t be the outstanding person I am now.”
"..."
What the hell logic!
The more Gu Nianxi listened, the more she felt that something was wrong. His mentality when he said these things just now was very different from the love story he described before. She carefully observed his expression. At this moment, he was not in a sad mood, and the aura exuding from his body was strong and evil.
Charm and decadence.
Is this his demonic side?
If he really used his mind to control that girl, then her refusal to leave was probably due to Stockholm Syndrome. In the process of being hurt by him, she aroused sympathy for him.
"How did you confine her?" Gu Nianxi continued to ask.
Su Yuheng glanced at her, a smile flashed in his eyes, "Do you want to know?"
"..."
Gu Nianxi looked into his eyes quietly, feeling suddenly timid. They stared at each other, and the air around them gradually became a little weird.
"If... you are willing to speak, I can listen." Her tone revealed timidity.
"good."
Su Yuheng suddenly stood up from the sofa and approached her. He held the handle of the chair with both hands and slowly squatted in front of her.
His sudden approach made Gu Nianxi's body stiffen with nervousness. She was circled on the chair by him, her chest rising and falling with her breathing. His body was getting closer and closer. Gu Nianxi looked at him without squinting, his gray
The pupils were like a vast abyss, as if she would be sucked into it in the next second.
"You just asked me how I know whether she can't leave me or escape my control? I'll tell you now."
His voice was sultry and dazzling, like a paw tickling her a few times, making her feel itchy and numb.
Gu Nianxi's nervous heartbeat accelerated, and just as she was about to push him away, a sudden explosion interrupted her movement, and the room suddenly became dark.
"ah!"
A scream rang out in the consulting room. Gu Nianxi was so frightened that she covered her ears and closed her eyes tightly.
A few minutes passed, and Gu Nianxi identified his location with the sound of his breathing. He was still in front of her, not moving.
The sound just now should be the sound of the floor lamp bulb exploding.
Why is this light bulb so ignorant?
If you don’t explode early, you won’t explode later. If you don’t explode it, explode now! It’s not good at creating atmosphere, but it’s first at creating terror!
Gu Nianxi cursed secretly in her heart, her heart beating wildly. Suddenly, she felt a trace of warm breath on her cheek, and his body was almost pressed against hers.
"Don't be afraid..."
His deep voice rang in her ears and touched her heart gently. Gu Nianxi clutched the pen tightly, her knuckles turning white. Suddenly, a pair of hands held her wrist. She was so frightened that her hand softened and the notebook slipped.
On the ground, a discordant sound was made.
"Mr. Su..." Gu Nianxi wanted to wake him up, but she was on the verge of collapse.
There was no extra sound in the room except for each other's heavy breathing. He held her wrist tightly, as if he wanted to imprison her.
Confinement!
Gu Nianxi's mind was in confusion and her whole body was hot. Did he want to imprison her?
He was too close to her, so close that she could smell the faint fragrance on his body. She was too nervous to move, for fear that he would do something more extreme.
The smell on his body is so familiar. Where have you smelled it before?
She remembered that there was such a scent on his clothes. The scent was very special and it was not the scent of a certain men's perfume.
Gu Nianxi thought for a long time, and suddenly remembered something, and her heart trembled violently!
The man on the subway also smelled like this!
"You..." Gu Nianxi's lips trembled, and he felt him release his hand and slide it to the back of her neck, "Oh——"
Gu Nianxi took a breath, broke away a hand and wanted to push him, but as soon as she raised her hand, it touched his smooth Adam's apple.
He grabbed her hand fiercely and chuckled, "Don't touch a man's Adam's apple casually." When he stopped talking, his fingers picked up the hair rope on the back of her head and gently pulled it off.
Gu Nianxi's hair fell down, and she sat there blankly, at a loss for a moment.
What is he going to do? He won't do anything to her.
His character can't be that bad!
Gu Nianxi's mind was filled with random thoughts. Just as she was planning a countermeasure, she suddenly felt her cheeks feel wet and hot.
She wasn't crying, these were not her tears.
Could it be...that it belongs to him?
"Mr. Su?"
Gu Nianxi couldn't believe it, how could he cry when he was so good...
"Mr. Su."
"Doctor Gu, my disease...cannot be cured."
His vicissitudes of voice hit Gu Nianxi's heart, and her fear turned into sadness in an instant.
Is he ready to give up again? He thinks her medical skills are not good or he doesn't trust her.
"Why did you choose me to be your psychiatrist?" Gu Nianxi asked.
If he didn't want to continue treatment, why did he choose her to be his psychiatrist!
"I just-"
A phone ringing broke the oppressive atmosphere and his words were interrupted.
"Hello." He listened to the phone quietly, and Gu Nianxi vaguely heard the person on the other side talking to him in English.
The call lasted for a minute, and I heard him reply in English, "Okay, I'll go right away." He hung up the phone and stood up quickly.
In the darkness, Gu Nianxi heard the sound of a door closing. She sat stupidly on a chair. It took her a long time to realize that he was gone.
Then she was so scared that she became paralyzed.
What just happened?
It's all like a dream.
Gu Nianxi stood up and tiptoed to the wall to turn on the light. After the room became bright again, she realized that he had left without even having time to put on his coat. She ran to the window in a few steps and saw a silhouette in the distance disappearing into the dusk.
The image of him leaving was fixed in Gu Nianxi's mind, making her unable to tell whether it was reality or a dream.
…………
Early the next morning, Gu Nianxi was awakened by the chirping of birds. She opened her eyes in a daze, looked at the white gauze on the curtains, and remembered her dream last night.
Recently, she kept dreaming about that balcony. Every time it was the same scene and the same person, but the plot of the dream would change every time.
In her dream last night, she and that man embraced each other affectionately. She took the initiative to kiss his Adam's apple in his arms, and he chuckled and spoke in a charming voice in her ear.
"Don't touch a man's Adam's apple at will."
She smiled and touched his Adam's apple with her fingertips, stood up on her tiptoes and took a bite, "If I touch it, what will happen?"
"I just...want to sleep."
His lips swept across her neck, tickling her, and her giggles echoed on the balcony...
Gu Nianxi stood in front of the sink, brushing her teeth and looking at herself in the mirror. She gave herself a hard blow, and she actually put the words of the financial owner into her dream!
"What do you want to do? You are actually in love with another man in your dream. Is it because I want to get married soon?" Gu Nianxi pointed at herself in the mirror and cursed, "He Jianchen warned you to stay away from suspicious people! Refuse to do it immediately.
His psychiatrist! Immediately!”
Thinking of what happened the night before, Gu Nianxi shivered. Without that phone call, it was hard to imagine what would have happened next.
Gu Nianxi changed her clothes and walked downstairs, sending a text message to her colleague Sister Fang.
——Sister Fang, help bring breakfast, the clinic is out of ammunition and food, thank you.
——No problem. Steamed rice wrapped with fried dough sticks. Can soy milk be used?
——That’s great!
After walking all the way to the consultation room, Gu Nianxi stood at the door and looked at the coat on the hanger, her head blank.
Last night, what unexpected incident happened that made him run away without saying hello? Not only did he not wear a coat, he didn't even bother to take his glasses.
Gu Nianxi was sitting on the sofa, her mind filled with the scene after yesterday's lights went out. She lay on her side on the sofa and curled up into a ball.
Is he really going to give up? Will he come to her again?
It seems that he still lacks experience, so returning him to Lin Wei may be the best decision.
After noon, Gu Nianxi and Lin Wei took leave, and congratulated Jianchen on the five o'clock flight to New York in the afternoon. She didn't tell him that she would see him off, she wanted to give him a surprise.
When Gu Nianxi knocked on the door of He Jianchen's house, he deliberately hid aside. He Jianchen saw through the peephole that no one was outside. He opened the door curiously and was startled by Gu Nianxi who suddenly jumped out.
"Why are you here?" He Jianchen was very excited when he saw her.
"I want to see you." Gu Nianxi stepped forward and wrapped her arms around He Jianchen's waist, "I must send you off."
He Jianchen pulled her in. Throughout the afternoon, He Jianchen kept telling her some things. Gu Nianxi listened to several questions in a row: "Don't get off work too late, don't walk alone at night, don't get too close to other men."
, don't worry about the girls in the market.
Gu Nianxi's ears grew calloused as she lay in his arms, just like a child left at home by her parents. She could only keep answering.
Went to the airport in the afternoon. When the two of them separated, Gu Nianxi cried. She didn't know why, but she was very reluctant to let him leave.
"Don't cry. It's not like I won't come back. One month will pass soon. I will call you every day." He Jianchen held her in his arms and comforted her. In fact, he felt very reluctant to leave her and felt a lot worried.
"Well, you go over there and take care of yourself. I'll wait for you to come back."
"Wait until I come back to marry you."
"good."
He Jianchen wiped away Gu Nianxi's tears and kissed her forehead, "Call me and send a video. If I don't pick up, I'm busy. Don't think too much. I'll tell you that I'm safe every day. I'm leaving. Take care of yourself."
goodbye."
"Well, no matter how late it is, you have to call me. I will wait for your call. See you again, and you have to take good care of yourself."
"good."
Gu Nianxi said goodbye to He Jianchen who was entering the security check. He waved to her from a distance while wearing a mask, and his handsome figure disappeared from sight.