After the wedding, Gu Nianxi, who drank too much, slept in the hotel room arranged for her by Lin Yiduo. She lay on the bed, her mind filled with thoughts of Su Yuheng.
When she knew that the man he fell in love with at first sight was Su Yuheng, her enthusiasm was extinguished instantly. She knew that there would never be such a thing as love between them, because in his memory she was the liar who caused him to be slapped.
Gu Nianxi tried hard to control herself not to think about him, but she couldn't do anything.
"Go to bed quickly, go to bed quickly."
Gu Nianxi buried her head in the quilt and just wanted to fall asleep quickly. She wanted to drive the man named Su out of her mind. She closed her eyes and counted the sheep. She didn't feel sleepy until she reached three hundred and sixty-three sheep.
When she was finally about to fall asleep, there was a thumping sound from the next room.
"Ah! Crazy!"
Gu Nianxi sat up from the bed and lost her mind with anger.
Is the sound insulation effect of this five-star hotel so bad?
"You're not letting anyone sleep!"
Gu Nianxi drank a lot that day, so she took advantage of the wine and came to the next room aggressively.
Her fist hit the door. Gu Nianxi knocked on the door several times, but there was no response. She raised her fist and was about to continue hitting the door when the door was opened.
"Please, can you do it so late at night-"
Gu Nianxi looked at the person standing at the door and raised her fist in surprise.
Su Yuheng!
Gu Nianxi could never imagine that Zhao Zimu would place her and Su Yuheng in the next room. Is this guy out of his mind? Gu Nianxi cursed Zhao Zimu a thousand times in her heart. She was now in a dilemma.
Su Yuheng was leaning against the door in a bathrobe and looking at her impatiently. When he saw that it was Gu Nianxi, his expression became a little complicated.
The sweat on his face and the sound of the impact reminded Gu Nianxi of some erotic scenes. She took a few steps back with a blushing face, "Yes, I'm sorry, please continue."
Gu Nianxi was so frightened that she turned around and ran away. Before she could reach the door, she heard a muffled thud behind her. She looked back and saw Su Yuheng falling to the ground.
"Su Yuheng?" Gu Nianxi cautiously leaned forward, "Are you okay?"
Did he drink too much? Or was he feeling unwell?
Seeing that he didn't respond, Gu Nianxi quickly went over to check on him.
He has no fever and doesn't look like epilepsy. What's wrong with him?
"Su Yuheng!"
Gu Nianxi hugged him and shook him a few times. Suddenly she heard something fall on the carpet. She looked under him and saw a fruit knife lying on the carpet. There was a shocking blood stain on his arm.
"Su Yuheng!"
Gu Nianxi took a breath and used all her strength to drag him to the bed.
"Su Yuheng!" She called his name again and again, but he didn't respond to her.
Gu Nianxi anxiously searched the room for something that could help him stop the bleeding. Suddenly she saw a mountain of cigarette butts in the ashtray beside the bed, and she panicked.
Gu Nianxi approached him at a loss, "Su Yuheng, are you okay?"
Su Yuheng opened his eyes and looked at Gu Nianxi with a painful expression, "Go away." He just wanted her to leave the room quickly, so his tone was not friendly at all.
Gu Nianxi was worried and scared, but she pretended to be calm and said to him: "Don't be afraid, I am studying medicine, I can help you, I will help you."
Gu Nianxi opened his robe and checked if there were any wounds on other parts of his body. He still had many scars on his body, all of which were old wounds cut by knives. Gu Nianxi tremblingly placed her fingers on his scars, and his strong
His chest heaved due to rapid breathing, he grabbed her wrist fiercely and slowly opened his eyes.
“don‘t touch me.”
"Okay... okay." Gu Nianxi knelt in front of him and checked his arm in a panic. Fortunately, the new wound was not deep. She hurriedly picked up the phone and dialed room service.
"Hello, I accidentally cut my hand. Can you send a medical kit to room 1806? Thank you."
"Get out!" Su Yuheng pushed her away and yelled at her, "Get out!"
Gu Nianxi was frightened by his roar and hurried out of the room. She stood at the door waiting for the waiter to bring the medical kit. The waiter might have heard Su Yuheng's roar just now and asked with concern.
"Miss, are you okay?"
"It's okay, thank you." Gu Nianxi smiled and replied, "My...boyfriend drank some wine, thank you." She turned around and walked into the room carrying the medical kit.
Under the dim light, Su Yuheng knelt in a ball on the bed. Gu Nianxi was so sad that she couldn't speak. She could only hear what he kept saying in his mouth. When she got closer, she could clearly hear what he said repeatedly.
"kill me."
Gu Nianxi was surrounded by strong shock. She looked at Su Yuheng blankly, at a loss.
The man in front of him is completely different from the man he was a few hours ago. What happened to him?
Su Yuheng buried his head in his arms. He didn't want Gu Nianxi to see him like this.
Gu Nianxi jumped onto the bed without thinking, opened the medical kit, "I'll help you treat your wounds, ah!"
"don‘t touch me!"
Su Yuheng's reaction was very strong. Before Gu Nianxi could even touch him, he pushed her away hard. She fell into the corner and her back hurt from the impact.
Gu Nianxi sat on the ground and touched a few boxes of medicine in the corner. She picked them up and looked at them, and was dumbfounded.
Suppress depression…
When Gu Nianxi first learned that Su Yuheng had depression, she was so shocked that her back went cold. How could such an outstanding and perfect person have depression!
She looked at Su Yuheng struggling on the edge of pain, and her whole heart was shaking. It turned out that the impact and the knife marks on his body were all caused by his depression and torturing himself.
Su Yuheng lay on the bed, feeling that Gu Nianxi's eyes were nakedly tearing him apart, and he cried out in pain.
"Leave me along! Please!" He yelled at her, crying and begging her to leave. He really didn't want anyone to see him in such an embarrassing state.
"Leave me along, please..." His eyes were full of humble pleading, and the sweat and tears on his face were mixed. He looked at Gu Nianxi helplessly, and buried his face under the pillow in frustration, "...leave me alone.
"
Gu Nianxi huddled in the corner, not knowing how to help him. She struggled internally for a long time, but decided to stay with him.
"Do you remember when we met when we were children?" She wanted to relieve his pain, so she tried to distract him. She climbed onto the bed gently, came to him carefully, and gently placed her hand on his back.
There was no resistance from him.
"Don't you remember?" Gu Nianxi tried to hug him. At this time, she didn't think about anything, she just wanted to help him calm down. "I... Zhao Zimu and I wronged you, although it happened very little.
, but I always remember that I want to say sorry to you." This was Gu Nianxi's heartfelt apology, hoping that this late apology would be forgiven by him.
Seeing that he was calmer, Gu Nianxi continued, "Actually, I went to find you later because I wanted to apologize to you, but you bit me and I was scared, so I didn't dare to say it. I'm sorry..."