After hearing Lu Qian's words, Qiao Liang's heart suddenly became confused and he felt huge pressure in his heart. He understood very well why Lu Qian came here to find him and why she wanted to tell him this. He understood even more clearly what he felt about this matter.
What does attitude mean to Lu Qian and herself?
Under this sudden pressure, Qiao Liang's mind was a little confused when he thought about his current situation, and he was silent for a moment in deep thought.
Lu Qian continued: "In this personnel adjustment, you left the commission and were sent to this mountain. I feel very sad and uncomfortable, but I believe that all this is temporary. The dark clouds will eventually dissipate and the sunshine will eventually
It will shine on the earth. I will not watch you being ostracized and attacked. I will definitely find a way to get you out of here and start a new journey."
Lu Qian's words were obviously hinting something to Qiao Liang.
Qiao Liang frowned and looked at Lu Qian: "Does what you are talking about have any direct relationship with whether I agree with you to leave or stay?"
"Um...well..." Lu Qian hesitated, "Maybe...no, maybe, some things are natural..."
Obviously, Lu Qian still wanted to express something of her own meaning.
Qiao Liang continued to frown: "It's all just maybe... You came to me today to ask for my opinion. Does your father know about this?"
"I don't know. This is my personal matter. I don't need to report it to him in advance." Lu Qian paused and then said, "Of course, I might tell him afterwards. I think even if he knew, he wouldn't object.
of."
Qiao Liang nodded: "Lu Qian, this is a major matter related to your personal future and destiny. I think you should not ask me, but your parents."
"No, I have to ask you first." Lu Qian said firmly.
"Why do you have to ask me first?" Qiao Liang took out a cigarette, lit it, and took two deep puffs.
"Stop pretending to be stupid, you know it very well," Lu Qian said.
"Do I have to answer this question?" Qiao Liang said.
"Yes, it must be done immediately. There is no room for delay." Lu Qian said.
Qiao Liang looked at the sunset in the west, remained silent for a while, and said: "Lv Qian, regarding this matter, I can't make decisions for you, let alone make decisions for you, so I'm sorry..."
"No, you can, you can." Lu Qian interrupted Qiao Liang.
"No -" Qiao Liang shook his head slowly, with a firm look on his face.
Lu Qian's eyes suddenly turned red: "Qiao Liang, what do you mean? Don't you really understand my feelings for you? Don't you want me to stay with you? Don't you really not want to be good to me?"
Lu Qian's voice was choked with sobs.
Qiao Liang's heart trembled slightly, and she tried to calmly say: "Lv Qian, I understand your feelings for me, and I am very grateful for your kindness to me. It's just about feelings. Now I..."
"It's the same old thing again. You don't want to get involved in relationships now. You want everything to be natural, right?" Lu Qian interrupted Qiao Liang.
Qiao Liang nodded: "Maybe... yes."
Lu Qian looked directly at Qiao Liang: "Qiao Liang, tell me, what are you avoiding? What are you afraid of? What are you sensitive to? Tell me, you said-"
Qiao Liang's heart continued to tremble. He looked up at the sky and said softly: "I'm sorry, don't ask me this question."
Lu Qian looked at Qiao Liang blankly.
Qiao Liang continued: "Lv Qian, you are a very good girl. I have always regarded you as a very good friend. We are very good friends. I am grateful from the bottom of my heart for your kindness to me. I am very grateful."
,It's just, I...I'm sorry, don't force me..."
"Don't say you're sorry to me. You have nothing to do with me. On the contrary, I owe you a life... Also, I'm not forcing you. I'm just asking you to give me an answer and tell me clearly what I should do."
Should I leave or stay? Is it difficult? Is this question really difficult to answer? Except for you, I have never been so humble in front of others since I was a child. Are you really so hard-hearted?" Lu Qian
There was a hint of accusation and desolation in his voice.
Qiao Liangping looked at Lu Qian: "Lv Qian, everyone has his own inner world. Whether good or bad, right or wrong in everyone's inner world is determined by their own experience. Therefore, no matter what happens, I hope
Don't have any reluctance, any trouble, or entanglement. You put your future and destiny on me and our relationship. This makes me overwhelmed, because I really don't want to deal with emotions and the future now.
Yes, now, I don’t have enough confidence and certainty, so at this time, I can’t give you a clear answer. I hope you can understand..."
Lu Qian stared at Qiao Liang again. The light of hope in her eyes was gradually extinguished, replaced by sadness and anger.
"Qiao Liang, you are a bastard and a coward!" Lu Qian suddenly gritted her teeth, "You playboy, let me ask you, in what way am I inferior to Ye Xinyi, inferior to Shao Bingyu, inferior to Jiang Xiuxiu, how can I
They are the eldest daughters of the Yellow Flower. As for them, two are divorced and one is a married woman... You shameless person, you don't even let married women go. I'm so angry..."
Qiao Liang couldn't laugh or cry: "Lu Qian, you can call me a bastard, a coward or even a shameless person, but don't say that to them, you shouldn't say that..."
"I'll tell you!" Lu Qian said angrily.
"Lu Qian, this is not good, it's really not good." Qiao Liang sighed.
"You're still angry with me when you know it's not good. Who told you to be angry with me?" Lu Qian said in frustration.
"I'm not angry with you, how dare I be angry with you?" Qiao Liang said helplessly.
Lu Qian stopped talking and stared at Qiao Liang, her chest rising and falling.
Qiao Liang looked at the sunset and said to Lu Qian: "It's getting late. You should go back to the city quickly. It's difficult to walk in the mountains after dark..."
"It's not easy to leave. If I fall into a ravine and die, you don't have to worry about it!" Lu Qian said angrily.
Qiao Liang smiled bitterly.
Lu Qian then got in the car and handed a book to Qiao Liang: "Take it."
Qiao Liang took it and saw that it was "Human Weakness" by Carnegie.
"You bought it," Qiao Liang said.
"Nonsense." Lu Qian said angrily.
"Why did you think of buying this book as a gift to me?" Qiao Liang said.
Lu Qian snorted: "Ask old Comrade Liao about this."
Qiao Liang understood at once that Liao Gufeng asked Lu Qian to buy it for him. When he was in such a difficult situation, Liao Gufeng gave him this book, and his intention was self-evident.
Qiao Liang's heart felt warm and moved. Liao Gufeng, who was far away in the northwest, was still caring about him. What a precious friendship this year.
"Lu Qian, thank your dad for me and tell him that I will definitely read this book thoroughly." Qiao Liang said.
Lu Qian snorted again: "One old and one young, I don't know what they are thinking..."
"What do you mean by this?" Qiao Liang blinked.
"Let's figure it out for ourselves." Lu Qian glared at Qiao Liang, then started the car and turned around to leave, wiping her eyes while driving.
Staring at the dust as the car left, Qiao Liang suddenly felt melancholy and lost. Lu Qian's temporary post was coming to an end, and she was leaving Jiangzhou to return to the capital. Although he was reluctant to let her leave Jiangzhou, he couldn't do it for her.
She makes the decision of whether to leave or stay. She does not have the power or qualifications to do so.
Recalling the experience of meeting Lu Qian from the moment they met to the present, recalling the laughter and sorrow with Lu Qian during this period, Qiao Liang's heart was churning with complicated feelings. After Lu Qian left, he didn't know when he would be able to see her again.
, I wonder if there will be a chance to see her again.
Looking at the bloody setting sun in the west, Qiao Liang let out a deep sigh...
At this time, the deputy director came over and said softly: "Mr. Qiao, it's time for us to have dinner."
The deputy director then went to the restaurant to get busy.
As night fell, Qiao Liang and the deputy director sat in the restaurant to have dinner.
Qiao Liang usually eats with the workers. On weekends, everyone goes home, only he and the deputy director.
While eating, the deputy director said: "Mr. Qiao, it's the weekend, why don't you go back to the city or your hometown?"
The deputy director knew that Qiao Liang's hometown was not far away in Qiaojiayu.
"I don't want to go back, but you can go back to the city if you want." Qiao Liang said while eating.
The deputy director smiled: "If you don't reply, I won't either. I'll be here with you."
"I'm not a child, I don't need your company." Qiao Liang said.
"That won't work, you will be lonely alone." The deputy director said.
Qiao Liang stopped her chopsticks and looked at him, making him feel uncomfortable and smiling unnaturally.
Qiao Liang then smiled: "Man, you have worked very hard. Should I report it to Secretary Lu and give you a reward?"
The deputy director smiled dryly: "Thank you, Mr. Qiao, for your kindness, but I'd better say goodbye. This is what I should do."
"Well, it should be done, okay, that's good to say, okay, very good..." Qiao Liang smiled at him after saying that, and then started eating again.
The deputy director was inexplicably nervous because of Qiao Liang's words and laughter, but he was secretly relieved.
After eating, Qiao Liang took a walk around the base for a while, then returned to the dormitory, leaned on the bedside, opened the book "Human Weakness" that Liao Gufeng had given him, and started reading.
Since Liao Gufeng specifically asked Lu Qian to give him this book, of course he had to read it carefully and not let down Liao Gufeng's painstaking efforts.
"Only by understanding the weaknesses of human nature can we change ourselves in a targeted manner, adapt to the environment, and control our own lives. People fail not because they have no faith, but because they fail to turn faith into action and persist to the end...
The saddest person in the world is that he has no merits to show off, but he covers up his pitiful inferiority complex with disgusting arrogance and boastfulness. To succeed, the necessary condition is to use your desire to improve
Use your own enthusiasm, use your perseverance to smooth the mountains, and at the same time believe that you will succeed..." Qiao Liang read the words in the book softly and savored it carefully.
The deputy director quietly slipped under the window of Qiao Liang's dormitory, looked in through the gap, and saw that Qiao Liang was concentrating on reading. Then he quietly left, returned to his room, took out his mobile phone and started dialing. After a moment, he said: "Secretary Lu..."
Although the footsteps of the deputy director leaving were very slight, Qiao Liang still noticed it. A sneer appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he continued to read.
Just as he was looking fascinated, Qiao Liang's cell phone rang. He touched it and looked at the caller and landline number. He saw that the area code was not from Jiangzhou or Jiangdong.
Qiao Liang didn't know where the area code was for a moment, and then he answered the call: "Hello, who is this?"
There was silence on the phone for a moment, and then a vigorous and deep voice came: "Well, hello, this..."
Upon hearing this familiar voice, Qiao Liang trembled all over and couldn't help shouting "Ah——".
