Qiao Liang was not angry and said calmly: "You can call me a bastard. In fact, I am a bastard. However, no matter how messed up I am, I still have my own bottom line. Unlike some people, in order to achieve their own goals, they will not hesitate to sacrifice their bottom line and do certain things."
It’s something that’s not on the table.”
"What do you mean by this? Who are you talking about?" Liu Yiping asked sensitively.
"You can figure out what I mean. Who knows what I mean?" Qiao Liang said simply.
"What do you mean?" Liu Yiping's voice sounded a little weak.
"Liu Yiping, it doesn't matter what I mean. You should serve your great leader with all your heart and devote yourself to your bright future. I wish you success, but even if you succeed, I will not congratulate you." Qiao Liang finished.
Hang up the phone.
Liu Yiping didn't call again.
Qiao Liang knew that based on Liu Yiping's intelligence, she should be able to hear what he just said.
Qiao Liang said this on purpose. He could give Liu Yiping a hard or gentle blow to make her give up on him.
Qiao Liang felt sad at this time. Damn it, among the women around him, except for Zhang Mei and Liu Yiping, all the other women believed in him. It was fine that Zhang Mei didn't believe it, but Liu Yiping didn't believe it either and even questioned herself angrily. It was really disappointing.
disappointment.
Qiao Liang once again felt the difference between Liu Yiping and other women around her, especially Ye Xinyi and Zhang Lin.
Qiao Liang knew that Liu Yiping's recent thoughts were on seeking the position of Sanjiang County Magistrate, and she was making great efforts in Fengnian. She had been good to her before, because she wanted to use Xu Honggang to climb up and become the party committee secretary of the newspaper. But
As her goals changed, her focus shifted to Fengdanian. Xu Honggang's role in her was relatively weakened. As a result, his nature towards her also changed. Now it seems that his role is more in meeting her physiological needs.
aspect.
The more I think about it, the sadder I feel, sad for Liu Yiping and sad for myself.
Qiao Liang thought about the past two days, and it seemed that as his accident happened, the true colors of all the living beings around him were revealed one after another.
The so-called adversity reveals the heart, maybe this is what it means. The reality is so cruel and cold, cruel to the bones, cold to the deepest part of the heart.
But at the same time, Qiao Liang felt great warmth from Zhang Lin, Ye Xinyi, Fang Xiaoya, Lu Qian and Jiang Xiuxiu, and this warmth was unforgettable to him.
At the same time, Qiao Liang thought of Ji Hong again and the unforgettable night she had with Ji Hong last night. This woman who was almost crushed by the cruel reality finally chose the weakest way to resist. She was so innocent and so
Make people feel pity.
A large amount of confusion welled up in Qiao Liang's heart. Ji Hong just left. With huge trauma, she left Jiangzhou, which had brought her great pain and harm. I don't know where she went, and I don't know if I will see her again in this life.
Thinking of Ji Hong's tragic ending and the huge humiliation he suffered, Qiao Liang felt endless hatred in his heart.
Chu Heng, just wait. As long as I am still alive in this world, I will have to settle this account with you one day!
Qiao Liang secretly resented it.
When it was getting dark, Fang Xiaoya came and brought a suitcase with the things Qiao Liang would need for his trip tomorrow. Then she had dinner with Qiao Liang, and they chatted in the room after the meal.
"Qiao Liang, your family doesn't know about what happened to you, right?"
Qiao Liang didn't know who Fang Xiaoya was referring to at home, and said, "Zhang Mei knows, but the parents don't know yet."
"How did Zhang Mei behave?" Fang Xiaoya asked.
Qiao Liang smiled faintly: "How else can she behave? It doesn't matter to me how she behaves."
Fang Xiaoya asked again: "Are you going to tell your parents?"
"No." Qiao Liang shook his head and continued, "They know they won't be able to bear this blow. Let's tell them slowly later."
Fang Xiaoya was silent for a while and said, "Are you willing to leave officialdom like this?"
Qiao Liang's heart ached and he said in a muffled voice, "What do you think?"
From Qiao Liang's tone, Fang Xiaoya felt his unwillingness and frustration. She sighed in her heart and felt very sorry for Qiao Liang.
"Qiao Liang, as long as you can be happy, I am willing to do anything for you." Fang Xiaoya said softly.
Qiao Liang held Fang Xiaoya's hand movedly: "Xiaoya, thank you."
Fang Xiaoya looked at Qiao Liang tenderly: "No matter what happens to you, no matter what kind of adversity you are in, I believe in you and am willing to accompany you."
Qiao Liang looked at Fang Xiaoya blankly, feeling that she was really kind to him and knew what she meant by this.
But Qiao Liang immediately developed a huge inferiority complex. This inferiority complex has existed since college and still exists today.
The gap between him and Fang Xiaoya is too big. They are not on the same level at all, especially now that he has been reduced to the lowest level of society.
This deep inferiority gave Qiao Liang a strong self-esteem. Although he felt that this self-esteem was pitiful and ridiculous, he could not overcome his deep-rooted heart.
Qiao Liang's heart was torn between inferiority and self-esteem. He was a man and should be a man who stood up to the heaven and earth. But now, he had nothing. How could he stand tall and raise his head in front of a woman?
Qiao Liang felt very incompetent and couldn't help but feel frustrated and sighed deeply.
Qiao Liang's sigh made Fang Xiaoya feel heartbroken again. She stroked Qiao Liang's hand and whispered softly: "Qiao Liang, don't sigh, don't sink, don't give up. No matter what setbacks you encounter now, I believe you are a grown man. I believe
You will definitely stand up again."
Facing Fang Xiaoya's encouragement, Qiao Liang took a deep breath and tried her best to smile at Fang Xiaoya: "Well, I will take the future path well and I will not give up what I pursue."
"So, what are you pursuing?" Fang Xiaoya asked.
Qiao Liang was startled for a moment, and then he felt confused, lost, and disappointed. Yes, what did he want to pursue in this life? What did he pursue?
I used to be full of pride, full of impulse and passion for struggle, but now, with my identity and situation, what else can I pursue? What else do I have the qualifications and conditions to pursue?
"I don't know, I don't know anything." Qiao Liang shook his head.
"So I think you need to calm down and sort out your brain and thoughts, so I think it is necessary for you to go out and relax this time." Fang Xiaoya said.
Qiao Liang nodded: "Maybe."
Fang Xiaoya added: "Although you are temporarily depressed, and although the behavior of some people around you makes you feel cold and disappointed, you are not alone. There are many people who care about you and accompany you, such as me and Lin.
Sister, Ye Xinyi, Lu Qian, Jiang Xiuxiu and others, such as Brother Li, such as Lao Xu..."
Hearing Fang Xiaoya mention Xu Honggang, Qiao Liang's heart trembled and he looked at Fang Xiaoya: "Has Minister Xu contacted you?"
Fang Xiaoya nodded: "Yes, he called me today and asked about your mental state. Although he is far away in Beijing, he is very concerned about you. He repeatedly told me on the phone to accompany you and comfort you.
, let me tell you, I hope you can get out of the trough as soon as possible and get back on your feet.
At the same time, he also said that on the one hand, he regretted what happened to you this time, but on the other hand, he felt sorry for you, saying that you had done so much for him, and when you needed him most,
But he was beyond his reach, which made him feel very uneasy..."
