Xu Chan continued: "I realized the seriousness of the problem at this time and asked him to question him. Faced with the evidence, he had to admit the fact that he had that sexual orientation. He said that he had had this orientation since he was a child, but he was very afraid of being surrounded by others.
People knew about it, so he kept it deeply hidden. In order to prevent anyone around him from noticing this, he fell in love with me, got married, and had children..."
Qiao Liang sighed: "By doing this, he protected himself, but he deceived you."
"Yes, he cheated me so badly." Xu Chan was angry and sad, "After knowing this, I couldn't accept this reality, so I proposed to divorce him. When he heard this, he became anxious and said that if I
Divorcing him would make him lose his dignity. After he said that, he found a razor blade and was about to slit his wrists. I was scared at the time, so I quickly stopped him..."
"Then you can find other reasons to divorce him?" Qiao Liang said.
Xu Chan sighed: "Our families are family friends, and our marriage has been tacitly approved by the adults of both families since we were young. When I returned to my parents' home, I found another reason and tentatively mentioned divorcing him to my parents. As a result, my parents
It became popular at that time, saying that they had watched him grow up, that he was good in all aspects, that he had a good family and career, that he was a good match for me, and asked me if I had an affair and changed my mind...
I was in trouble at the time. Of course I couldn't admit that I was having an affair, but I couldn't tell the truth either, because he had always kept the matter highly secretive. Even his own parents didn't know about it. If it got out, he would definitely feel embarrassed and said
Maybe he will really go to extremes. If that is the case, then I will be guilty. So, thinking about the relationship between the two adults for many years, thinking about the children, and thinking about how he values face more than life, I just
Can we live like this forever..."
After saying that, Xu Chan could no longer bear the grievance in her heart and tears fell down.
Qiao Liang took out a tissue and handed it to Xu Chan, feeling very emotional in her heart, "I wipe it, Xu Chan is living as a widow, this is so unfair to him."
Qiao Liang couldn't help but sympathize with Xu Chan and felt that she was very pitiful.
After a while, Xu Chan calmed down a little: "Since then, I have been depressed at home. He also saw that I was in a bad mood and felt unjust, so he told me that he didn't want to be like this, but he just couldn't change it.
He now only regards me as a relative and does not have the same feelings between men and women. At the same time, he also understands my emotional and physical needs and said that if I find a suitable man outside, he will not stop me, but he will not allow divorce.
Don't look for him in Songbei, otherwise he will seek death."
Qiao Liang nodded and said this. Although this man loves face, he is not completely unreasonable. He knows that he and Xu Chan do not have the same kind of relationship between men and women. He also understands Xu Chan's normal needs. He tacitly allows Xu Chan to find someone else.
The man doesn't seem to feel that he is cuckolding himself, because he doesn't like women at all.
Of course, the premise of his acquiescence was that Xu Chan could not divorce her, and Chan was not allowed to look for her in Songbei. Otherwise, if someone found out, outsiders would still think that he was cheated, and his face would still be ugly.
Damn, how important is this face? I would rather risk my life for the sake of face. I would rather let Xu Chan make such a big sacrifice for him.
Qiao Liang felt that this man was really selfish.
At the same time, Qiao Liang was touched by Xu Chan's trust in him and being able to tell him such a highly confidential matter.
"Xu Chan, thank you, thank you for your trust in me. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone about this." Qiao Liang gently patted Xu Chan on the shoulder.
Xu Chan nodded gratefully: "I know you will keep it a secret for me, so I tell you this without reservation."
"Why do you trust me so much?" Qiao Liang took a puff of cigarette, blew out a puff of green smoke, and looked at Xu Chan's beautiful face in the curling smoke.
Xu Chan looked a little confused and murmured: "I can't tell you exactly. Anyway, after having been with you for so long, I subconsciously feel that you are a person worth trusting and worthy of speaking your mind."
Qiao Liang nodded and continued: "Then, do you plan to live like this forever?"
Xu Chan frowned and said with a depressed look: "I don't know, this man here wants to find a way to make a living, but my parents over there are determined not to allow it, and the child is still so young, I am under pressure from many aspects, and there is nothing I can do for the time being.
We can only take one step at a time..."
Qiao Liang thought for a while and then said: "Since you are suffering so much emotionally and physically, and since that man also acquiesces, have you found another man?"
Xu Chan shook her head: "I'm not a casual woman, so why would I look for men randomly?"
"Then how do you solve your physical problems?" Qiao Liang asked next.
Xu Chan blushed and said: "When I... really can't bear it anymore, just..."
"Touch yourself?" Qiao Liang said simply.
Xu Chan didn't expect Qiao Liang to speak so directly, so she blushed even more and nodded embarrassedly.
Qiao Liang thought about that time when she secretly saw Ye Xinyi touching herself. Although she felt that Xu Chan was helpless, she suddenly couldn't help but want to laugh.
Seeing how Qiao Liang wanted to laugh, Xu Chan couldn't help but feel ashamed: "Brother Qiao, don't laugh at others."
Qiao Liang held back her laughter: "I'm not laughing at you. In fact, it's normal. I also masturbated when I couldn't help it."
Xu Chan said coquettishly: "Brother Qiao, you, you are so straightforward..."
"They're all here, there's nothing to hide." Qiao Liang said nonchalantly.
Xu Chan thought about it and couldn't help but nod, but when she thought about how Qiao Liang would masturbate her dick, her heartbeat couldn't help.
"Speaking out your grievances makes you feel better?" Qiao Liang said.
"Well, it's much better." Xu Chan calmed down, smiled at Qiao Liang, and breathed out lightly.
"That's good." Qiao Liang poured the remaining wine for herself and Xu Chan, raised the glass, "Come on, maid, let's drink to all the happy and painful love and marriage in the world."
After saying this, Qiao Liang suddenly felt like crying when she thought of her shameful and embarrassing marriage.
Qiao Liang thought of Jiang Xiuxiu again. Her remarriage was filled with extreme helplessness. She wondered if she was happy now.
Thinking of the close past with Jiang Xiuxiu, and remembering that Jiang Xiuxiu had been separated from her man since her remarriage, Qiao Liang couldn't help but feel guilty and a little sad...
After dinner, Qiao Liang recovered his thoughts and prepared to start working on the manuscript.
Qiao Liang opened the laptop and Xu Chan said: "Brother Qiao, I will find you the electronic version of the manuscript."
Qiao Liang shook his head: "Forget it, I'll make another one for you."
After fully occupying the material in the afternoon, and following his own ideas, Qiao Liang felt that Xu Chan's manuscript needed a major overhaul, so it was better to just rewrite it.
Once this manuscript is written, it will be beneficial to both Xu Chan and Miao Peilong.
Of course, the manuscript Qiao Liang rewrote cannot be in the same style as the one he made for An Zhe.
This requires some effort.
Hearing what Qiao Liang said, Xu Chan couldn't help but be pleasantly surprised, this is simply great.
At the same time, Xu Chan was secretly ashamed that Qiao Liang had scrapped her manuscript, which showed that the gap between herself and Qiao Liang in writing was really not small.
At the same time, Xu Chan was very grateful to Qiao Liang, who took the trouble to help her redo the manuscript, which was obviously a sincere favor to her.
This man is so kind and treats himself so well.
Under the influence of alcohol, Xu Chan couldn't help but feel a little confused, and she smiled affectionately at Qiao Liang.
