An Zhe continued: "I know that Zhang Lin once investigated you when she was at the Discipline Inspection Commission, and that time you lost the deputy office you were about to get. Now that you can do this to Zhang Lin, it makes me happy."
Qiao Liang said: "It is precisely because of that investigation that she and I became good friends. I admire her personality, look up to her selflessness, and her ability is a model for me to learn from. At the same time, she often gives
I will never forget some of the lessons I learned about life and work.”
An Zhe nodded: "You have been depressed during this period, right?"
"Yes." Qiao Liang nodded.
"Why are you depressed? Just because of Zhang Lin?"
"I don't know." Qiao Liang was a little confused. He had never thought about this issue during this period. Now that An Zhe mentioned it, he vaguely realized that his thoughts seemed to have spread to other aspects because of Zhang Lin's departure. These
aspects, including officialdom and life.
Anzhe lit a cigarette, took two deep puffs, and then said: "In this life, everyone will be depressed due to the impact of some emergencies around them. This is understandable. But, Xiao Qiao, you have to remember
, People can be depressed, but they cannot be negative, and depression often leads to negativity. It is not good to treat life, life, and career negatively. It is not good for you, your work, or your study. After all, the sun rises every day.
In the front, the past will eventually pass, but we still have to cheer up and look forward..."
Listening to An Zhe's words, and thinking about what he told everyone at the dinner tonight, Qiao Liang breathed out softly, yes, he must look forward and cheer up.
After An Zhe finished speaking, Qiao Liang nodded: "Secretary An, I remember what you said."
Anzhe nodded: "How have you been studying lately?"
Qiao Liang gave An Zhe a brief report on his study situation, including some insights.
Anzhe listened very carefully.
After listening to Qiao Liang's words, An Zhe said: "To achieve good results in learning, the key is to combine it with practice. The closer the combination, the greater the effect. From your experience, I can feel that you
Although the combination is good, we must continue to work hard, continue to deepen, and continue to think deeply..."
Qiao Liang nodded while listening.
An Zhe talked for a while, then changed the subject: "Sun Yong has done well by my side during this period."
Qiao Liang felt relieved after hearing this.
Anzhe continued: "I'll wait for you to come back."
Qiao Liang was immediately moved. Although Sun Yong did a good job, An Zhe still thought of himself. In other words, in An Zhe's heart, he was irreplaceable to Sun Yong.
"Secretary An, we are more than halfway through our studies. I will be able to return to you in a little more than a month," Qiao Liang said.
"It seems that time passes very slowly." An Zhe said.
Qiao Liang was moved again.
An Zhe was silent for a moment, then continued: "Lv Qian's side has been making rapid progress recently. If nothing else happens, a storm may soon arise in Jiangzhou."
Qiao Liang was shocked and understood what An Zhe meant.
Qiao Liang said cautiously: "Secretary An, I have actually felt for a long time that you quietly spread out a big net. There are fish, turtles, shrimps and crabs in this net, and it is also controlled by the big guy. So, this time, you are ready to catch them all.
Well, or..."
An Zhe took a deep drag on his cigarette, looked at the green smoke that curled up in front of his eyes, and said in silence for a moment: "It's hard to say, everything will be decided based on the development of the situation and the actual situation, and, at certain times, in certain aspects
, this may not necessarily be something I can control."
Qiao Liang seemed to understand An Zhe's words.
An Zhe took another drag on his cigarette and continued: "Xiao Qiao, when working within the system, you must understand that on certain things, you must insist on what you should insist on, especially when it comes to principles. However, if
People who blindly adhere to principles, do not know how to flexibly compromise, do not take into account the complex situations above, and have no overall situation in mind will not be able to survive within the current system. Not only will they not be able to accomplish what they want to do, they will even be unable to protect themselves..."
Qiao Liang understood and nodded: "In other words, when doing anything, you must not only adhere to principles, but also be flexible. You must not only achieve your goals, but also protect yourself."
"Yes." An Zhe nodded, "So, for some things, you don't necessarily have to pursue perfection, as long as the main purpose is achieved. Those who cling to the rules and regulations will hardly achieve great things.
Because it is very simple. When you rigidly adhere to principles, you are unknowingly losing opportunities to do things. As the saying goes, if you keep the green hills, you are not afraid of running out of firewood. If you rush for success but lose your own capital, that would be a tragedy...
"
Some of An Zhe's words opened up Qiao Liang's mind, and he couldn't help but feel that An Zhe's thinking was really profound and he considered the problem from a high position.
The next morning, after Qiao Liang got up, he went directly to the cemetery.
The hot summer has passed, and today the weather is gloomy. A slight cool breeze blows in the air, which brings out the solemnity of the cemetery.
Qiao Liang found Zhang Lin's grave and placed a bouquet of white flowers in front of Zhang Lin's tombstone. He squatted down and stared at the black and white photo of Zhang Lin on the tombstone. At this time, Zhang Lin's expression was as peaceful and calm as before.
Qiao Liang stroked Zhang Lin's photo and whispered: "Sister Lin, although you are gone, even though you will leave me forever, I will always keep you in my heart.
I will remember the teachings and teachings given to me forever...
Rest well here. Every Qingming Festival, I will come to see you, chat with you, accompany you to relieve your boredom, tell you my progress at work, and tell you everyone's new situation. I will remember you, and my friends will remember you...
…”
After talking to Zhang Lin for a long time, Qiao Liang stared at Zhang Lin for a long time, then stood up and stood in silence for a long time...
At this time, Qiao Liang did not realize how profound and lasting impact Zhang Lin's departure would have on him.
Sometimes, life will change your heart and thinking because of an unexpected event.
This change is often unconscious.
After leaving the cemetery, Qiao Liang went to the mental hospital to see Zhang Mei.
Entering Zhang Mei's ward, Zhang Mei was sitting quietly by the bed, looking calmly out the window.
If the circumstances were different, no one would be able to tell that Zhang Mei was a mental patient at this moment.
But Qiao Liang learned from the doctor that although Zhang Mei's condition had not progressed further, there was no sign of improvement.
This made Qiao Liang feel heavy again.
Qiao Liang sat next to him and looked at Zhang Mei silently.
Zhang Mei didn't seem to see Qiao Liang, she was still looking out the window quietly, as if there was no such person around her.
Looking at Zhang Mei at this time and thinking about Zhang Lin who left, a question suddenly popped up in Qiao Liang's mind: Why do people want to live?
This question seems very simple, because being born and living is life, and people live for the existence and continuation of life.
But at this time, Qiao Liang couldn't help but have some thoughts.
It seems that there are many things that when a person is young, he cannot understand, but when he understands, he is no longer young. Some things in the world can be made up, but once some things are lost, they will never come back and can never be made up for.
There are always some disasters in life. Some people have developed the strength to face disasters, while some people have not learned to be calm and calm between disasters. Some people pay too much attention to their own vigilance and disasters, while ignoring the objective and the outside world. Some people
Some people believe in the lines of the palm, and some people believe in the power of the palm and the fingers. If a person is still unable to determine his direction, then the place where his body and soul are buried is.
In this way, life always needs a correct answer, but in many cases, no one can tell you what the correct answer is, because your life has nothing to do with others, but only your own.
In other words, the decision-making power in life must be in your own hands.
There are many losses and regrets in life. Many years later, you may feel that you were naive and stupid at the time. In fact, life has not changed. What has changed is that people grow up and grow old with the passage of time. All the ups and downs, hardships and
The disputes over interests disappeared and became a wisp of smoke...
