Gu Jing was carrying ten kilograms of pork belly in front of her. She couldn't wait for her second brother and sister-in-law to come over. When she turned around, she saw a woman dressed as a city dweller crying to her second sister-in-law, with someone standing next to her.
A tall, handsome young man.
Gu Jingxiu looked at the two people, hesitated for a moment, then turned back, looked at the middle-aged woman with tears streaming down her face, then looked at Gu Jingchuan and Lin Min, and asked worriedly, "Second brother, second brother
Sister-in-law, what’s going on?”
Gu Jingchuan saw his sister's curious and worried eyes, and said in a calm tone, "Jingxiu, take the meat to our house. Your second sister-in-law and I have something to do. You and Jing Qi say goodbye this afternoon.
Coming over."
Gu Jingxiu didn't know why, but still nodded, "Oh, okay."
Gu Jingxiu, carrying the meat on his back, turned around and left.
Lin Min still stood there, listening to Molly's sad cries, as if she was petrified, not knowing how to react.
She has been mentally preparing for so long. She has missed her relatives since her rebirth and imagined every day how they would react if they knew of her existence.
Will her mother come to recognize her?
She had fantasized about it, felt anxious, and flinched, but now, at this moment, she was still at a loss.
She looked at her biological mother, crying so sadly, looking at her trembling body, and her cautious hands that did not dare to put her body. Lin Min's inner emotions were unknown.
What words should be used to describe it.
She wanted to wipe the tears from her eyes, open her arms and give her a hug...
But no matter how turbulent her heart was, at this moment, her face was still as calm as water, without even a superfluous expression.
Just looked at Molly blankly!
Molly was crying, and Lin Min was immersed in her own world. It was already the twelfth lunar month, and although there was no market today, there were still people coming and going on the street.
From time to time, people passed by the door of the restaurant and cast an inquiring look at them.
It is not an option to remain in a stalemate like this.
Gu Jingchuan broke the deadlock and said to Tang Ze, "Tang Ze, go to my house with your aunt first. The street is not a place for talking."
Tang Ze nodded and went to pull up Molly who was crying, "Mom, let's go to Jingchuan's house first."
Molly stood without moving, her eyes staying on Lin Min's face.
She was panicking inside, afraid of seeing hatred and alienation on her daughter's face.
Fortunately, Lin Min didn't have those scared expressions on her face. She couldn't even tell what her expression at this time meant.
Molly looked at Lin Min, and Gu Jingchuan and Tang Ze also looked at her face, and the three of them seemed to be talking to her.
After a while, Lin Min raised her eyelids and said, "Let's go home first."
Hearing this, Molly nodded quickly, "Okay, okay."
Gu Jingchuan and Tang Ze walked in front, while Lin Min and Mo Li followed them side by side.
Lin Min didn't say anything, and Molly didn't know what to say, so she just followed the person in front.
"Have you gone to the county seat?" Tang Ze asked.
Gu Jingchuan smiled and replied, "Yes, the Chinese New Year is coming soon. I bought some New Year's goods. The town is remote and there is nothing. I went to the county town to buy vegetables."
"Why did you come back?" Tang Ze asked again.
"It's been a few days. Something happened at home. Xiao Min and I came back to solve it. I came directly from Shencheng. Jin Zi took the goods we bought back to Bincheng."
Tang Ze was afraid of embarrassment and tried his best to find topics. Gu Jingchuan was also rare and talkative. The two walked in front and chatted in a relaxed tone.
Molly and Lin Min were behind, but they never said a word.
Molly glanced at Lin Min cautiously from time to time, only to see her walking forward with an expressionless face.
Molly didn't know what to say, so she walked towards home anxiously.
When he arrived at the door of his house, Gu Jingchuan took the key, opened the door, and entered the yard.
Tang Ze could feel the solemn atmosphere of the mother and daughter behind him. He looked at the yard with a dark expression, and pretended to be relaxed and said, "Jingchuan, your yard is pretty good."
"I rented it. My home is on West Street. This is North Street. There are many people in the house and it is quite noisy. Xiao Min and I moved out after we got married."
After entering the room, Gu Jingchuan invited the two of them to sit down.
Then he poured water for them and carried it over.
Molly and Karasawa sat on the simple homemade sofa.
Before, when I was outside, it was not convenient to talk about some things, and I could avoid facing some things.
But at this time, when we entered the house and everyone sat together, we could no longer escape. There were some things that we should face.
Tang Ze took a sip of water, then put down the enamel jar. He placed his hand on his thigh with his fingertips slightly bent. He pondered for a moment, looked at Lin Min, and opened the topic, "Xiao Min, so
My mother and I both knew some of the things, and we felt really guilty, as we really didn’t expect such a thing to happen."
At the beginning of Tang Ze, Molly began to lose control of her emotions again. She cried and apologized to Lin Min, "Xiao Min, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. When I gave birth to you,
I had a caesarean section and fell into a coma. When I saw you, it was already three days later. I really didn’t know that something like that would happen when I was in a coma."
She cried while examining herself, "I know you have suffered a lot over the years, and my heart really hurts. I am not a qualified mother, and I am not even worthy of being a mother. Right?"
I can’t afford it…”
By the time Molly finished speaking, she had burst into tears and burst into tears.
Tang Ze was afraid that she would be too emotional and her body could not bear it, so he kept holding her hand and comforting her.
Lin Min was a little irritated by her crying.
She pulled a piece of toilet paper from the table and without looking at Molly, she just stuffed the toilet paper into her hand.
Because of this small gesture of hers, Molly and Tang Ze both had a glimmer of hope on their faces.
Molly stopped crying and wiped her tears with the toilet paper Lin Min stuffed her.
Lin Min waited until she stopped crying, then raised her head, looked at them calmly, and slowly said, "No, you don't know! You don't know, because of your negligence, you changed
My life. You have never seen it with your own eyes or experienced my life. You will never empathize with my experience. You can never imagine what kind of life I have lived.
Such a life in dire straits!”
She didn't want to recall those nightmarish experiences.
She had thought countless times that when her mother found her, her first question would be to ask her why she didn't pay close attention to her after giving birth to her, and why she let a child
Rural women took advantage of the loophole?
She also imagined that she would give her many reasons.
At this moment, she heard the explanation.
Her explanation did not convince her.
But she didn't want to question or blame her any more.
No sense!
She deserved to suffer, suffered enough, everything had already happened.
The only thing to be thankful for is that no matter in her previous life or in this life, she never succumbed to fate.
