"You fainted. The doctor said you had a fever and low blood sugar."
Tang Jingyue gradually regained consciousness and remembered what happened before.
Those hurtful words also appeared in my mind.
She didn't expect that Gao Zheng would send her to the hospital.
At that time, his words were so hurtful and his back was so decisive...
Tang Jingyue did not look at him, lowered her eyes and whispered, "Thank you for sending me to the hospital."
She paused for a few seconds and then spoke again, "I'm fine now. I'm sorry to trouble you today."
Her meaning was obvious, Gao Zheng could leave.
Gao Zheng sat still. He thought a lot during the few hours she slept.
If he leaves like this, I'm afraid there will be some trouble left behind.
He looked at the girl on the hospital bed, and his tone was rare and calm, "Tang Jingyue, I know that it would be cruel for you to say some words now, but if I don't say them, I will
It’s hurting you.”
Tang Jingyue lowered her head and said nothing.
"Your diary is very touching, but if you think about it carefully, you may find that it is not love, but a kind of sustenance and longing, or worship.
, it’s similar to when we worshiped a certain hero as a child, of course, I’m not saying that I am a hero, I’m just making an analogy.”
"It's not worship, nor spiritual sustenance." Tang Jingyue lowered her head and corrected him softly.
Tang Jingyue looked dull and stubborn, which gave Gao Zheng a real headache. He said, "I am full of faults. I am useless except for my work. Even
I don’t have many friends. No one wants to get along with me because it’s too boring and boring. I’m really not as perfect or as good as you think. You don’t understand me. All you see is me.
appearance.”
He himself never felt that he was so good and worthy of a girl hiding him in her heart for eight years.
He's just a bad-tempered work machine.
Tang Jingyue, who had just regained her clarity, looked gloomy after hearing his words.
She smiled bitterly, did he even demean himself in this way in order to get rid of him?
She raised her eyes and looked at him, "You may not like me, but please don't belittle yourself."
How could he demean himself so much?
He is such an outstanding and dazzling person. Not only her, but everyone she knows, when the name Gao Zheng is mentioned, they all show expressions of admiration on their faces and raise their eyebrows.
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Gao Zheng looked at the look on the girl's face, sighed, and continued to do her ideological work, "What I said is from my heart. I hope you can open your heart and see more of other people."
, you are so beautiful, there must be many young and promising young men around you. If you feel it with your heart, you will find that they are much better than a dull soldier like me."
Tang Jingyue looked at him affectionately and said word by word, "It's been eight years and I can't see anyone except you."
"That's because you have never gotten along with me. What you have seen is the image of a majestic soldier, nothing more. To be precise, what you like is the image of a soldier. You
If you really get along with me, I guarantee that you won't be able to last even a week and you will start to hate me."
.Gao Zheng was really puzzled by Tang Jingyue’s confusing behavior.
He was sure that the little girl was attracted by his military uniform and skin.
He also admitted that his parents gave him a more pleasing appearance than the average person.
If possible, he really wanted to give her a chance to see his true state in life.
"No, absolutely not. I believe in my own vision. I will never see the wrong person. How could I hate you?" Tang Jingyue almost cried as she spoke.
Gao Zheng stood up and said, "I have said all this, just to let you understand that I am by no means a good match for you. I am destined to dedicate myself to the country and the army in this life. I will not
I want to delay you, although I have never made any promises to you, but since you let me know your thoughts, then I have the responsibility to let your heart leave me."
If it were any other woman, he would certainly not waste time explaining so much to her.
But she is different, she is the daughter of the Tang family.
He must resolve this matter without affecting the relationship between the two families.
Tang Jingyue cautiously stretched out her hand and touched his arm. She looked at him affectionately with a pair of wet eyes, "Why can't you give me a chance and give him a chance?"
How about a chance for yourself?"
She still refused to give up, "Maybe it was because you were too busy before and you didn't try the taste of love, so you felt that you didn't need it. If you try,
You will find a completely different life than what you have now."
Lin Min told her that before her lover Gu Jingchuan was with her, he was also a dull man who only had eyes for the army.
Gao Zheng withdrew his arm, took a step back, and his expression became majestic, "Tang Jingyue, please wake up."
His tone was stern, "The reason why I say these things to you calmly is because of your father's face. If it were other women, I wouldn't be so patient."
Gao Zheng stepped back, avoiding her touch, and her hands froze in the air...
"You have said that you are a mature girl, so you must know what to do in the future. I will say this."
Gao Zheng pointed to the lunch box on the bedside table, "I bought you some rice. It's still warm. Eat some."
"I'm leaving first. The doctor said you still have to lose fluids for two days. If it's inconvenient to be alone tomorrow, ask your family to come over and stay with you."
After Gao Zheng finished speaking, he strode out of the ward without looking back.
Tang Jingyue was sitting on the hospital bed, looking at his stalwart back. She wanted to call him to stop, but she couldn't make a sound out of her throat.
She doesn't want him to hate her.
At this moment, she was really sad, and her heart was twisting in a knife, because she knew that once he left, they might have few chances to see each other again in the future.
After something like this happened, even if they met in the future, she knew she couldn't hide her worries like before and pretend that nothing happened and call him Uncle Gao.
It turns out that once this matter is revealed, it will have such a bad result.
She finally understood why some people, despite clearly harboring that person in their hearts, chose not to pierce that layer of window paper throughout their lives.
I would rather keep the original relationship unchanged.
She used to laugh at people like that, they were cowardly.
At this moment, she realized that they just didn't want to lose.
I don’t want to lose the opportunity to be close to the person I like.
Once it's revealed, they won't even be able to be friends.
Tang Jingyue sat up from the bed and her eyes fell on the bedside table, where there was the dinner he bought for her.
Packed in an aluminum lunch box.
She moved to the bed and reached out to pick up the lunch box.
Open it, there is rice and stir-fried vegetables inside.
It looks very light.
Suitable for patients to consume.
He is obviously so attentive and considerate.
She was holding the lunch box, and a big tear dropped into the food.
