In the intoxication of the gentle land, you suddenly wake up, remember the old man's original teachings, and realize that this feeling is like the lust that the old man has always warned you to be wary of.
Before you come into contact with lust, in your mind, lust is a scourge, a claw that pulls people into the abyss. Once you touch it, you must cut it off immediately. But now that you are indulged in this gentle land, you suddenly realize that lust is so beautiful.
, it makes you feel as if you are a fairy. The old man’s warnings are instantly forgotten by you.
In a blur, you seem to have glimpsed a cluster of red silk-like flowers slowly blooming on the edge of the pool. This kind of flower makes you startled, but as soon as you wake up, the red flower disappears immediately, as if it is an illusion in your eyes.
Flowers from the other shore.
The old man has warned you since childhood that you need to be extremely vigilant about flowers.
When these words are in full bloom, it means that desire is corroding the mind, and it means that people are falling into the endless abyss.
But you searched carefully and didn't see it again. Soon you didn't care about it anymore and continued to indulge in the gentle countryside.
You don't know her name, and she hasn't said another word to you. She always smiles at you every day. She is like your partner and your sister. She has always been with you and taken care of you. She uses her body to make you happy.
I have been feeling happy and unhappy for a long time. During that time, it was the most beautiful dream in your memory.
But the dream will eventually be shattered one day.
Suddenly one day, the entire courtyard was suddenly disturbed by a huge force and fell apart like building blocks. Your naked body was lifted up in the air by an irresistible force. The unprecedented fear and shame made you feel ashamed.
Standing in front of you are three monks wearing golden masks. They are wearing gold robes with embroidered characters, with a large word "Xing" embroidered in the center. Their voices are like spears that drill into your heart.
After a meal, tell with solemn authority how you violated the precept of obscenity in Taiyun Sect.
You were just a young boy at the time. You had never seen such a terrible scene. You were so frightened that you lost your mind. You didn’t even know where the woman who accompanied you had gone. You could only pray with snot and tears.
To forgive.
But the punishment still came as promised. You were tied to a golden pillar and whipped day and night by the three punishment monks with golden thunder whips. Each whip caused pain to your bones and soul, and they also questioned you loudly.
What's wrong? One whip after another, you can no longer count how many whips you have received. You only know that the lustful heart that arose in your heart has disappeared in the violent whipping, and only the lust for lust is left in your heart.
of fear.
Finally, the whipping is over and you pass out completely. When you wake up, you find that you have returned to the empty and bright world. There are no deep manors, no soft-headed beauties, only endless tranquility. You
Returning to this world I once hated, I don't know why, but I feel deeply at ease.
That cruel spring dream is like an indelible scar in your heart. It hurts so much that you dare not think or act rashly. You can only practice hard quietly in this world, silently improve your cultivation, and cut off your own
Lust. In a flash, you have lost your youthful youth and spent ten years alone.
During these ten years, you have been practicing hard in this world every day, with nowhere to put your thoughts. You can only comprehend the meaning of the scriptures that the old man once left for you. Suddenly, you feel that such a life is not difficult, until one day
One day, the old man who taught you the scriptures once again stepped into this golden world and appeared in front of you.
You are very excited. For you, this unsmiling old man is the only relative in your heart. Now that you see him again, you have mixed feelings in your heart and you have many things to say to him. However, the old man ignored him as usual.
With your eagerness, you discovered that not only the old man came to this world, but five people came to this world with him.
Four men and one woman, they were very excited and curious about entering this world, and they seemed very honored. It seemed that every breath of air in this world was sweet to them.
You don’t know why the old man brought other people to this world. You used to hate this boring world, but now you feel that this world is only for you, and you don’t want others to get involved. But you don’t think this way.
Dare to express it.
You glance at those five people, and those five people also look at you.
Suddenly, you saw the female cultivator's eyes, and your soul swayed for a moment.
Because her eyes are very similar to the woman you met ten years ago, your heart immediately palpitates, but painful memories surge up instantly, scaring you so much that you break out in cold sweat and step back one after another. The female nun sees you
Her confused expression and trembling smile are particularly beautiful. You want to look up at her smile, but you don't dare to look up.
According to what the old man said, you will be followed by five people as brothers in the future. Since you are the youngest and have the lowest moral standards, you can only be the youngest brother. In this way, the old man's previous teachings that were exclusively for you were distributed to the other five people. You can only
Sit at the end and learn Taoism with the brothers and sisters.
Since he has to take care of the cultivation progress of all the brothers and sisters, the old man often explains very profound scriptures and meanings, and no longer treats you as he did in the past. He seems to consider the cultivation progress of the brothers and sisters more. Even if you have a low cultivation level, you will not be as kind to you as you were in the past.
The explanation is vague, so I can only study hard.
This feeling makes you feel very uncomfortable, and you feel that the only thing in the world that belongs to you has been taken away. This feeling of rejection makes you very incompatible with your senior brothers. Of course, your senior brothers have nothing to say to you, and they are even somewhat repelled by you.
, because you have never communicated with others, your language is rude and very dull, and you often do not understand the chatter and laughter of your senior brothers.
Only that senior sister often shows you a warm smile, but you dare not respond to this smile.
In addition to practicing, the old man will also arrange for disciples to fight. No matter who you choose, you can't escape the fate of being tortured. This makes other people shake their heads at you, but the old man still treats you as if he has no trouble. Other people's
The opinion doesn't mean anything to you, it's just the old man's attitude that you can't accept.
Because after living with the senior brothers and sisters, you suddenly discovered that the old man is not emotionless. The old man often gives a kind smile to the senior brother who performs best and praises his achievements. The smile the old man gives to others is like a smile.
A sharp knife will be inserted directly into your chest, causing severe pain in your heart.
At this time, you feel another emotion, which is very intense and lingers.
That is - jealousy.
The red Hibiscus flowers begin to bloom slowly again at the edge of your sight.
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[I have been thinking about the new chapter for a long time, and I decided to use a new way of writing, instead of speaking straightforwardly. 】