"I love Nangong Si very much. I fell in love with him the first time I saw Nangong Si." Vivian clenched the teacup in her hand and took a deep breath.
Nian Mu nodded without interrupting her.
"I never thought that the person I noticed at first sight would actually be interested in me. Nangong Si came up to chat with me. He was funny and did not despise me because of my ugly face. Even though I found it incredible, on the second
The second I saw him, I fell deeply in love, but later I realized that Nangong Si’s so-called love was just teasing me, but I didn’t care about it. I have never forced anything in my life, because I don’t
Good-looking, ugly people have no right to speak, but when I saw Nangong Si keep saying that he didn't like me, just for fun, I had other thoughts." Vivian didn't know that Nian Mu was Ruan Bai, so she kept the story short,
Talking about the past between himself and Nangong Si.
"Did you keep him with you?" Nian Mu answered. He had heard about their past.
"Yes, Nangong Si is very skilled, but there are more capable people around Lei. I wanted him, so Nangong Si had no choice but to stay by my side. I thought that as long as he was by my side,
, he will definitely be able to see other good things about me, but after so many years, he has not fallen in love with me, and his disgust for me is increasing day by day. Sometimes when he is with me, it seems that he is threatening me with a gun behind his back.
Even so, I am very happy that he is still by my side." Vivian's tears fell drop by drop. At that time, seeing Nangong Si every day was the happiest thing.
Nian Mu nodded, thinking in his heart that Vivian was too humble.
But, she couldn't say.
Nian Mu's movements let Vivian know that she was still listening, so she continued, "But, I realized that my happiness was based on Nangong Si's pain, and it was not the same as an ugly and unhappy person.
When the woman I love is with me, he has always been in pain, my happiness, his pain... In the end, I decided to give up my happiness, so that he would not have to suffer, so I decided to let go of Nangong now.
Si, you should be very happy."
Nian Mu was surprised, Vivian let go?
I originally thought she was injured at Nangong Si's side, so she hid. Unexpectedly, she let go.
"Have you decided to separate from Mr. Nangong?" Nian Mu asked cautiously.
"It's a divorce. I have already signed the divorce agreement. I guess by now, he has seen it and even signed his name. When the relevant departments get to work, he can hand it over to me. He and I,
It doesn't matter anymore." Vivian said, with big tears falling continuously.
This time, I really let go.
"You are reluctant." Nian Mu said.
Vivian smiled bitterly, but couldn't hold back her tears, "I don't want to let him go, but I am also sorry for making him uncomfortable for so many years. Sometimes, when you like someone, you just want to make him happy instead of making him miserable. I realize this
I did something wrong in Nian, and Xiang wanted to make up for it, but the best way to make up for it was to break up with him, and I did it."
"But you are in pain now." Nianmu looked at Vivian's crying appearance. She could not be said to be pretty. When she was crying, she looked even more funny. She was like a clown on the stage. Even if she was crying, she was just making people happy.
.
However, this funny face made her feel the pain of leaving her lover.
When she was forced to leave Mu Shaoling, the pain lasted for three years, and even Xiao Niannian couldn't give herself much inner comfort.
Until I returned to him, but because I came with the mission of hurting him, I didn't feel much happy even when I was by his side.
There is only guilt and unwillingness.
She knows Vivian's current mood best.
"I'll get over it eventually. I don't want him to see that I'm still reluctant to leave, so I chose to stay in the hotel and plan to wait a few days before going back." Vivian took a deep breath, she couldn't cry anymore.
She has been crying all night. She should not cry again.
In the adult world, crying can't solve things. She must learn to slowly let go of her feelings for Nangong Si.
"You didn't have any rest yesterday, okay?" Nian Mu asked.
Vivian was a little surprised. She originally thought that after she said this, she would comfort him or give him some suggestions, but she didn't.
"Yeah." Vivian nodded, Nian Mu seemed a little different.
"Have you had breakfast?" Nian Mu asked again.
Vivian shook her head.
Nianmu looked at the landline phone next to him, picked it up, and said, "I'll order breakfast for you."
"Ah?" Before Vivian could realize what she was doing, the call had already been dialed.
Nian Mu looked at the menu and asked for breakfast from the room service.
After ending the call, she put the phone in its original position and said: "The most important thing for you now is to rest. You can heal your injuries, but you can't hurt your body. Otherwise, this is not called healing, but hurting your body. Let's have breakfast first.
Then go back to sleep."
Vivian couldn't help but feel something as she listened to her arranging everything for her.
Nian Mu seemed to know exactly what he needed.
The two of them seemed to have known each other for a long time. She did not give him comfort, but only reminded her of what needed to be done.
After a while, breakfast was delivered to the hotel room.
Vivian wanted to open the door, but Nianmu said, "Sit down and I'll do it."
She opened the door, took Vivian's breakfast from the waiter, and put it on the coffee table, "You eat, and I'll leave after you finish."
Vivian nodded, thinking that the breakfasts ordered by Mu were all highly nutritious. After eating them, you might not need to eat at noon.
She really knows herself. If no one supervises her, she might hurt herself by going on a hunger strike.
Vivian has always believed that only when the body is numb can the heart gradually become numb.
But Nian Mu doesn't seem to think so.
Vivian took a few bites and then thought that Nian Mu might have come out of the clinic, so she asked, "Did you just enter the clinic next to it?"
"Yeah." Nian Mu nodded.
"Are you feeling well?" Vivian asked with concern.
"No, I just want to buy a medicine, but it seems that there are no pharmacies nearby, so I thought about going to the clinic to ask, and unexpectedly I met you." Nian Mu said.
"Is this medicine difficult to buy?" Vivian continued to ask curiously.
"The hospital must have it, but if there is no illness at the hospital, even if you have money, you won't prescribe this kind of medicine." Nian Mu said, thinking that Vivian might be able to get it for him.
