Chapter 63 Fear and Anxiety
Chapter 63 Fear and uneasiness
Nancha District, Li Jianmin’s home.
Li Jianmin chased Kong Shufen and ran home. Kong Shufen entered the inner room, slammed the door and inserted the latch. Li Jianguo didn't say a word when he was slapped and persuaded the door outside.
Li Jianmin had no idea. He walked to the door and sat on the threshold, looking at the people coming and going outside the yard, sighing.
After sitting for a long time, Li Jianmin looked back at the inner room and stood up with his knees on his hands.
Things can't be so stiff.
After gradually calming down, Li Jianmin went to the kitchen, kneaded the noodles with his own hands, made a bowl of egg noodles, and brought it to the closed door, and knocked on the door gently: "Wife, I've made your favorite egg noodles for you. Open the door and I'll bring it in to you... I'm also thinking about it."
Inside, Kong Shufen sat on the kang, with her hands on the kang table supporting her face, and her red and swollen eyes staring at the window flowers without responding.
After waiting for a while, Li Jianmin saw that there was no movement inside, he put the steaming noodles on the table, dragged a stool and sat down in front of the door.
After breathing a long sigh, he said calmly: "I still remember when I was young, in Yichun's photo studio, when we first met, I was busy picking up photos. When I rushed into the photo studio, I ran into you who came out on the scene. That time, I apologized to you, just to treat you to egg noodles.
Since then, we have met each other, fell in love, and then got married and had children. Twenty years have passed in a blink of an eye.
Do you know what people outside call him? Erganzi.
After spending a long time together next to the kerosene lamp, the black smoke floating from the wick always made her nose black.
Bear gall is valuable, seven or eight hundred, which is a lot of money. It’s a lot of money. Forest farm lumberjacks, after a month, it’s only twenty or thirty yuan. Do you understand what this money means?
After soaking for so long, the noodles have become thinner. It is no longer like a bowl of noodles with clear muscles and bones.
...
Why? That's because he doesn't understand the worldly ways, and does not understand the sinister nature of people. He always thinks that the sky falls and you and I will hold you.
When the business failed, I returned to Xiushantun and took out the shoes hidden at the bottom of the box. After putting them on, Lu Lu truly realized the difficulty of stitching and thread, and the tenderness hidden inside was full of tenderness.
She married into Chen Xiuyu's house in her previous life. The bedroom she is now in was beaten and cleaned up and turned into a wedding room and bedroom.
Li Jianmin's words made her feel so heartbroken, especially the last few words Li Jianmin said that made her even more shocked.
Let’s talk about our children.
It's not easy to walk along the way.
Lu Lu came to the gate of Chen Xiuyu's yard. The surviving dog came to the far door and wagged his tail at Lu Lu. It had already remembered Lu Lu and did not make any noise.
"It's Xiao Lu!" Ma Jinlan walked over quickly, saw the four Yuanbao Niangs, and stopped again and said in surprise: "You have to keep this dog tight, so you can't let it bite me!"
Lu Lu was slightly stunned and hurriedly said, "Auntie, it's me, Lu Lu!"
Just think about what he has done over the years.
"Auntie, Yuanbao is very obedient. With me here, it will not bite people!" Lu Lu comforted.
At this moment, he looked at the figure on the window paper and couldn't help but feel dazed.
Do you know what a good hunting dog means to a hunter? That is fate.
Moody, unreasonable, and doing whatever he wants, he is becoming more and more indulgent.
In my opinion, my son’s injury today is not a bad thing. With this bloody lesson, perhaps, his life will be very different.
In the first few years of marriage, Chen Xiuyu would make him two pairs every year, but she was busy with business and running around. For the sake of face, she often became a vassal trend. At most, these cloth shoes were used to change their feet when washing their feet, but were often abandoned.
It seems that something is not a big deal, but if you keep protecting him like this, what has he become?
This skillful girl is very good at using soles to make woven shoes (old cloth shoes), and is very good at embroidering with flower bandages and cloth pieces.
At that time, every time I came back, I often saw her doing needlework under the lamp.
Yes, I can find a way to send that person into the class room or even kill him.
At this moment, Yuanbao turned his head and barked at the road when he came, and made a whimpering sound.
She just stood there blankly, her heart was overwhelmed. The more she thought about it, the more she became scared, and the more she thought about it, the more she became uneasy she became.
After being silent for a while, Li Jianmin sighed and stood up: "Think about it carefully, don't do stupid things, I'll go see my son." He got up and walked two steps, and suddenly smiled helplessly: "It's normal for people to come to the door to kill them. At that time, people will die."
Speaking of this, Li Jianmin did not continue to talk about it.
Even the cold eggs and egg soup have become fishy.
This kind of noodles is not delicious, but she still snatched it into her mouth bit by bit and ate it faster and faster.
Lu Lu was about to speak out, but saw the figures shaking with the flames of the kerosene lamp on the left window on Chen Xiuqing's house.
A few minutes later, Kong Shufen opened the door and walked slowly to the table, looking at the bowl of noodles that were no longer hot.
There was still no big noise in the room, but Kong Shufen's expression changed and she seemed a little scared.
The little bit of power in your hand must be used with caution, and you cannot use it for misconduct. If you are not careful, all your efforts over the years will be useless.
What if there is revenge?”
People in the mountains have rules of people in the mountains, and they have their rules of conduct.
Just today, did that person do too much? It was our son who caused it.
Lu Lu turned his head and looked. After a while, he saw Ma Jinlan walking home with a lantern and suddenly heard a dog barking at her door. She hesitated and stopped: "Who is it, who is where?"
Yes, although I am the manager of a forest farm now, do you know how many forestry bureaus there are in the Great Northern Wilderness and how many forestry farms there are under the Forestry Bureau?
The manager of the forest farm sounds very majestic, but in fact, what am I?
Just this, I have been working diligently and cautiously for so many years before climbing up. Do you know how many people are staring at this position?
My son did not steal bear gall, did not steal dogs, nor did he beat the dog to death, but that was because he came back and didn't give him that chance. If he was not here, he would definitely do it.
You are his mother, and it is understandable that you protect him, but things should always be done. How bad is a loving mother defeated her son.
He shot the dog in front of others, and that would make a death-breaking enemy. It was really his luck that he could come back alive today.
But, can we really stand it?
It’s not that I don’t allow him to play with a gun, but if you play with a gun, you have to have the ability to restrain yourself, because it’s something that can easily kill you. He doesn’t have this kind of self-control ability.
Finally, as if she finally made some decision, she brought a stool, sat down by the table, took the chopsticks, and stirred the bowl of cold noodles.
After saying that, he did not stop anymore, and hurried out and closed the door.
No matter how unpalatable it is, you have to eat it.
But what if it doesn't work?
That was a blind man who had good marksmanship and could kill Xiong Ba with an axe.
This is Chen Xiuyu's figure, sitting cross-legged on the kang, holding the soles of herbs with hemp ropes, and wiping the hair with needles from time to time.
There are mountains everywhere here. Do you know how many people are buried in this mountain without any bones?
If he continues like this, sooner or later, if you protect him like this, you are sending him to death and destroying him with your own hands.
You can say that I am timid, but in my heart, I am actually doing this for the sake of the family, and I hope I can make progress.
"You'd better take it away..." Ma Jinlan was still worried and wandered around and refused to get close.
Lu Lu thought about it and was indeed inappropriate for him. He led Yuanbao to the side for a while, squatted down and hugged Yuanbao's neck: "It's OK!"
When Ma Jinlan saw this, she quickly stepped into the yard, but after she went in, she was busy closing the gate.
That panic made Lu Lu stunned.
What are you doing? Why do you feel like you're a hell!
(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!