There are even some extravagant hopes that are not satisfied with the status quo.
The first time I met Lingxi was in my room in Taoshan Village. I was lying on the bed and she was standing by the window.
I looked at her, she was holding a book.
Neither sad nor happy, calm and leisurely.
Like a lotus flower blooming alone in the deep mountains and deep valleys, it is dust-free, agile and ethereal.
That gaze, her uniqueness, her beauty, her otherworldliness, were like a pebble thrown into the lake of my heart. It shocked me to the point of being a human being, and my heart was filled with ripples that lingered for a long time.
I was nervous, reserved, respectful, scared, and had a touch of "like" that I didn't want to admit.
Of course, "liking" at that time was extremely simple.
I just thought she was so pretty, as pretty as a fairy walking out of a painting.
I never thought she would bring me to Zhongzhou and accept me as her disciple.
From the earliest verbal agreement on the surface of the master-disciple relationship, now I can't tell whether it is just a formality or not.
Yes, I am deeply immersed in Lingxi's extraordinary closeness to me, concern for me, and care for me.
The human heart is insatiable, which probably refers to an insatiable villain like me.
I don’t know what Lingxi is thinking, and I can’t guess.
She is a kind-hearted girl. Because of Su Tongyuan, she is close to me and treats me well. Maybe she really treats me like a younger brother.
and I.
I'm so ambitious that apart from the nominal master-disciple relationship, I actually have serious thoughts about Lingxi.
I had no idea when this ridiculous idea took root in my heart.
In my subconscious, I tyrannically regarded Lingxi as my forbidden area and could not allow anyone to touch it.
But now, Lingxi's unintentional words made me wake up from a big dream, like a dream that is unforgettable.
I feel ashamed of myself for pushing myself too far.
Likewise, the seed that had just sprouted in my heart was forcibly cut off by me.
It hurts, it really hurts.
Just as I tried to break free from Lingxi's wrist, I sadly found that I could barely move my feet.
I held back and bit the tip of my tongue stubbornly to wake myself up.
She is my master, whether true or false, she is not that person in my world.
Lingxi and I are like two straight lines extending side by side, extending infinitely, but never having the possibility of getting entangled with each other.
There was no chance before, and there is no chance now.
"What's wrong with you?" Lingxi, who sensed my strange behavior, asked in a low voice.
She stood there, her eyes slightly lowered, unable to see clearly her expression at the moment.
I didn't look back and walked forward stubbornly.
I know myself too well and understand the unwilling desires in my heart.
I'm afraid that when I look back, the bud that I just cut off will grow disobediently again.
It's grown so much that I can't do anything about it.
Pain, once is enough.
Why deceive yourself and others and ruin yourself?
I walked slowly and walked between Su Tongyuan and Fang Hui. I stopped and said, "You guys continue to argue, I'll go back first."
"Ning Zi." Su Tongyuan said guiltily, "You don't need to worry about him, he is not from the Fang family at all, and the Fang family does not have such a heartless and unjust person."
"Su Tongyuan." Fang Hui was so angry that he didn't even want to call her Sister Tongyuan anymore and called her by her name: "If I am a heartless and unjust person, who am I?"
"She doesn't even want to recognize her biological son. Did I do anything wrong?"
"When you humiliate me, you are nothing more than humiliating my aunt, your own mother."
Fang Hui said aggressively: "Suning, considering the friendship we had when we were young, I suggest you leave Zhongzhou as soon as possible."
"Go back to your Taoshan Village as soon as possible."
