Xiao Minghe would come to the hotel, which I didn't expect.
But if you think about it carefully, Sun Yun is Xiao Minghe's deskmate, and the two of them are still very good friends in private.
I showed up at Qiu Chao's birthday party, and it wasn't surprising that Sun Yunke secretly informed Xiao Minghe.
But in this way, I, who had planned to avoid Xiao Minghe, fell directly into the dilemma of "guilty conscience".
On the one hand, I haven't thought about how to explain my current "emotional life" to her so that she can let go of missing me and be who she once was.
Second, Lingxi is in the box behind me.
With my back to the door, I could even hear the conversation between her and her second uncle.
She is my nominal master and my destined daughter-in-law.
If she knew about Xiao Minghe's existence, I don't know what she would think of me and whether she would be angry.
And Xiao Minghe.
She was a touch of excitement that I was confused and inexplicable about in school.
She liked me and I didn't refuse at the time.
Don’t refuse, and enjoy the sense of accomplishment in your heart with peace of mind.
It gave her delusional acquiescence and made her fall deeper and deeper into it.
I have to admit that at that time I was extremely selfish and full of contradictions.
I knew better than anyone else that Xiao Minghe and I had no future and that I was not good enough for her, but I still let her "have her own way" and failed to give her a chance to get out of the quagmire.
This caused me to completely forget about Xiao Minghe's initiative after I went to Zhongzhou.
But I forgot that she was still staying where she was, waiting for me.
This is extremely unfair and cruel to Xiao Minghe.
That's why Meng Fan reminded me intentionally or unintentionally, asking me to give an explanation as soon as possible.
It's just that I didn't expect this explanation to come so quickly. It made me overwhelmed and unable to speak.
I stood stupidly, trying to force out a smile that I thought was quite pleasant. I was thinking about how to reduce the harm to Xiao Minghe so that she could get out of this shadow as soon as possible.
Xiao Minghe stood at the elevator entrance, with tears in her eyes and a resentful look on her face.
She is tall and wears pure and simple clothes.
Pair a pink patterned sweater with light blue slim-fitting jeans.
No makeup, no makeup, but still breathtakingly beautiful.
"Are you feeling well?" She walked towards me step by step, sobbing softly.
I hate to see a girl cry, and this is the first time I have seen her cry since I met Xiao Minghe.
I can't describe the complex emotions I feel at this moment, including panic, guilt, anxiety, and regret.
I felt like a thief. I was afraid that Lingxi would discover my contact with Xiao Minghe, but at the same time I wanted to comfort Xiao Minghe and tell her my true thoughts.
I was very anxious, and my heart was agitated and my breathing was suppressed.
I hate myself for being so hesitant in the first place and why I couldn't just do it.
Otherwise, we would be in the current dilemma.
"Is it fun to avoid me?" Xiao Minghe walked up to me, her tears still wet and adding new ones.
Seeing that I didn't speak, she cried even harder, tears streaming down her face.
"I'm sorry." I lowered my head like a child who made a mistake.
"I don't want your apology." She choked and clenched her hands, her eyes dim and said, "I only need one word from you, will you still go to the university to find me?"
Xiao Minghe's words may be difficult for others to understand, but I understand what she means.
On the school playground that day, the last thing she said to me was: She will wait for me at the university.