When Lingxi said this, he secretly removed the book and glanced at me, and whispered: "That's why I asked you to call me master, even if it's just a master and apprentice in name, at least it can cut off the gossip from the outside world and preserve the relationship between me and Kunlun."
reputation."
"But what happened later was beyond my imagination. You and I were destined to be married."
"In this way, your status in my heart will naturally change subtly."
"From disgust to curiosity, from curiosity to pleasing to the eye, to understanding bit by bit, to..."
Lingxi hesitated and said: "That's it for now."
"What is it like now?" I asked deliberately.
"Humph, what do you think?" Lingxi turned around and refused to pay attention to me: "It's getting late, go to bed quickly."
"I can't sleep, why don't we chat for a while?" I said shamelessly, "Or you can go to bed first and I'll stay here to protect you."
"puff."
Lingxi, who was sleeping on his side, laughed out loud and said: "You are almost like Yang Guo, how can you protect me? Yang Guo has an eagle after all."
"Protect yourself with your life." I took off my mask and said from the bottom of my heart: "Uncle San said it is too late for me to learn martial arts at this age, and I am not very interested in these self-defense techniques. Except for me,
It seems that I can’t give you anything in this life.”
"On the surface, you are the master and I am the apprentice. You take care of me and care about me, which seems natural."
"But in fact, if you put aside this false master-disciple relationship, I am a man and should protect my woman from wind and rain and clear all obstacles ahead."
I lowered my head and laughed at myself: "Qinghe said that I am the most useless man she has ever seen. She said that all the handyman disciples who sweep the floors in Kunlun are better than me."
"I was so angry before that I wanted to tear her mouth apart."
"But during the trip to Mojiazhai, I found that I couldn't do anything to help."
"Burden, encumbrance, waste, such adjectives are more suitable for me."
I pursed my lips and said bitterly: "Master, am I useless?"
"Without the mutual pull of destiny and the encouragement of Third Uncle, how could a boy like me be qualified to stand by your side?"
"Don't talk about a destined marriage. I'm just carrying your shoes and running errands. I'm afraid it won't be my turn."
The more I spoke, the more I felt inferior and said, "You are the youngest Heavenly Spirit Master and the next Young Master of Kunlun. Your identity, family background, everything you come into contact with, know, and experience are all just like me, a bumpkin from Taoshan Village.
It’s elusive and out of reach.”
"I'm not Third Uncle, I don't have Third Uncle's abilities."
"I have a lot of heart but not enough strength. No matter how much I say, I can't hide the fact that I'm not worthy of you."
Lingxi listened silently, quietly.
After I poured out all the troubles in my heart, she sat up from the bed without a smile and said face to face: "Why do you have to worry about your own abilities? Everyone's growth environment is different. I have never looked down on you because of this.
I blame you."
"Suning, I am lucky. I met you before the Red Luan Tribulation is coming next year."
"I used to be very worried. I was worried that the man I was destined for would be a playboy, a sinister, mean and shameless man, or even an old man who was much older than me."
"I am the young master of Kunlun. I am responsible for the future of Kunlun and have high hopes from my master. My life is not only mine, but also belongs to Kunlun. This means that I cannot choose what I like like ordinary girls.
people."
"It's a very sad thing and, of course, it's disgusting."
"To be honest, before I met you, I had already planned the future in my mind."
"If the person I am destined for cannot be the one I like and can't get along with me, I will dedicate myself to continuing Kunlun's destiny."
"But after the fate battle is over, I will give myself a break."
"You are worthy of Kunlun, and you are worthy of yourself."
