Chapter 198 This life is short, how can I enjoy it without you (finale)
Chapter 198 This life is too short to be happy without you (finale)
Author: corner kissing pig
Chapter 198 This life is too short to be happy without you (finale)
Last night it rained and the wind blew, and I slept hard and couldn't get rid of the remaining wine.
Fortunately, it was a sunny day today. When the alarm clock rang, the two people in the bed moved lazily. Lin Lu reached out his hand and turned off the annoying alarm clock.
In fact, Lin Lu and Li Xingruo were already awake before the alarm clock rang, but they just refused to get up.
Perhaps this is the indescribable beauty of love itself. That indescribable sense of happiness and satisfaction is the most precious experience in each other's lives.
The faint morning light that fell through the curtains showed that her skin was so delicate and even had a crystal clear feeling. The pretty face buried between his shoulders and neck was also pink and greasy. Compared with yesterday, she looked even more beautiful.
It shows some charming charm unique to mature women.
Lin Lu lifted the quilt and covered her tight shoulders. Li Xingruo also started to move. She no longer nestled in his arms, but crawled on top of him and lay on her back until she and him were like a jigsaw puzzle.
Hug together.
"Its daybreak……"
She leaned close to Lin Lu's ear, and made a weak but delicate voice from her pale red lips.
"Is Sister Xingruo feeling better?"
"That's it, don't move..."
"Okay, okay, sister Xingruo is so weak."
"You also said...!"
Li Xingruo bit him in embarrassment. He was so kind to him. Is this how he repaid his kindness?
Thinking about it, it was like a dream. If she had a time machine, she would definitely travel back to that winter seven years ago and sternly warn her stupid self with shoulder-length short hair and a pink-blue sweater: Don't go near that park.
!Ignore that little fat guy who is crying so hard! Otherwise you will be killed by him in seven years...
Hee hee hee... so embarrassing!!
How could fate be so wonderful? It goes round and round and becomes a circle. Maybe fate guides people's lives in this way.
All living beings are mortals. A lifetime is so long that they will always forget various things, but there are some things that will never be forgotten in a lifetime. Maybe it is the sunshine on a certain winter afternoon, maybe it is a certain face with tears, maybe it is a careless touch on the head.
Actions.
If we didn't owe each other, how could we miss each other? Li Xingruo thought she would forget that little incident back then, but in fact, she still remembers it very clearly to this day. It was probably her debt to him. After all, she made an appointment with him for the second time.
We met in the park the other day, but because she got lost, her aunt didn't allow her to go out anymore. It wasn't until Lin Lu mentioned it last night that she knew that little fat Lin Lu would go to the park to wait for her every day.
I don't know where the love started, but it goes deeper and deeper, whether it's redemption or encounter, in short, she will be the one to make up for it in this life.
It's fine now, the two of them are intimately connected together, the past and present scenes overlap, making the outline blurred, making her pretty face gradually become hot, making her crazy with happiness, as if her whole soul has been absorbed.
handed it to him.
Lin Lu moved gently. Her eyes were hazy. She wanted to close her eyes, but she still tried to open them and look at him in front of her.
He also looked at her, her eyes, her brows, the bridge of her nose, her mouth, her beautiful and slender neck. He put his arms around her waist and unscrupulously admired this woman who belonged to him.
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"...Is this okay?"
"Um……"
"Sister Xingruo~"
"Well……?"
"You are so beautiful~!"
Li Xingruo couldn't hold it back and still made a soft voice full of shame. She lowered her eyebrows shyly, put her arms behind Lin Lu and hugged him. Finally she stopped looking at him and buried her face in his shoulder and neck.
Bite his shoulder gently.
"I have a question that Sister Xingruo hasn't answered yet."
"……what is the problem?"
"By the way, what was Sister Xingruo doing in the park at that time seven years ago?"
"...I won't tell you."
"You must be lost, right?"
Lin Lu laughed mischievously, brushed her hair away and looked at her pretty face, which was flushed with embarrassment.
"I, I am here to redeem you! Is this how you treat your benefactor?"
"Oh~ That's it!"
Thinking of something, Li Xingruo picked up the phone.
"What is Sister Xingruo doing?"
"...ask for leave, today is Monday, idiot."
I have to say that it was really amazing that she could still remember to ask for leave at this time. Lin Lu was so impressed that she was so impressed. What kind of perseverance was this!
"Then Sister Xingruo, please help me take a leave."
"..."
…
Because Lin Lu has repaid his kindness many times, he won't be able to go to class on Monday, so just think of it as a small holiday for yourself!
Fortunately, the days are still very long, and indulging in happiness every day is not an option. After strict discussions with each other, we still follow the rules of 'Crazy Friday' as usual, except for special holidays.
In the last few days of December, schools began to suspend classes one after another. Lin Lu was preparing to start the exam week for the first semester of his freshman year, and Li Xingruo finally started planning his new book after a month of hard work.
.
"What do you think of Sister Xingruo's new book?"
"very nice!!"
"How far have we come?"
"Hurry! The new folder is already being created!"
"..."
"Don't just blame me! Have you done your review? Your grades in freshman and sophomore year are very important! If you don't get public funding to study abroad, it will cost a lot of money!"
"I'm carrying it, I'm carrying it..."
In the warm room, Lin Lu was doing his final homework at his desk. The little fat cat was sleeping in a cardboard box next to the air-conditioning heater outlet. There was a heating rod in the fish tank, and three stupid little goldfish couldn't tell the difference.
In the clear season, look at the outside world through the transparent glass, and occasionally come up to the water to blow bubbles.
The sister, who is becoming more and more charming and delicate, lies on the sofa regardless of her appearance. Using her favorite posture, she puts her feet high on the back of the sofa, gnawing apples and swaying her little feet happily.
In the name of looking for inspiration and materials, I play with my mobile phone, scrolling through animations, short videos, and news pages.
The sound of the air conditioner's warm air, Lin Lu's endorsement, the purr of the little fat cat, the pop of bubbles of the little goldfish, and her occasional giggle when she came across an interesting joke, all together make this home warm and cozy.
atmosphere.
Life cannot be so simple that there is only one answer, but happiness can, and probably the happiest thing in the world is nothing more than this.
"Whoa whoa?!"
She probably found something novel, so she took her little feet off the back of the sofa, put on her pair of bear slippers, gnawed on an apple and ran over to Lin Lu, handing the phone to him.
He handed the half-eaten apple that he couldn't eat to his mouth.
"What new continent did Sister Xingruo discover?"
Lin Lu chewed on an apple and tilted his head to look at her screen curiously. In fact, it didn't matter whether he looked at it or not, because she could tell.
"Look, look! The weather the day after tomorrow will be great!"
"uh-huh?"
"Then you can see the stars and the Milky Way at night! The Meteorological Bureau said that if you are lucky, you can also see shooting stars!"
As Dora C Ruo, Lin Lu knew that she was different from other girls. She especially loved the weird knowledge scattered around the world and the starry sky above her head.
"Then we can't go see it together?! It happens to be New Year's Day the day after tomorrow! I want to celebrate the New Year with Sister Xingruo!"
"Yes, yes! 2023 is coming!"
"But Sister Xingruo's new book isn't available yet..."
"If you don't mention this, I still love you."
"No, no, I have a telescope. If Sister Xingruo loves me, I will lend you the telescope to see the stars."
"Hey, where did you get the telescope?"
"I bought it before. In order to paint the starry sky, I bought a telescope to look at the stars."
"Sure enough, we are a perfect match! My sister loves you the most!"
It was obvious that the night when she could see the Milky Way was the day after tomorrow. After taking a look at Linlu, she couldn't wait to open the balcony door, ran outside with Linlu's telescope, and looked up at the night sky. Unfortunately, she couldn't see anything in the dark sky.
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"Isn't your telescope good? I can see a few stars with my eyes. Why can't I see nothing with your telescope?"
"Is there a possibility that you didn't open the cover behind the telescope...?"
"...You can go back and endorse."
On the last day of 2022, Lin Lu and Li Xingruo celebrated the New Year together.
It was freezing outside, so the two of them didn't go anywhere else to watch the stars, so they simply ran to the roof.
Every New Year's Eve, the city is very lively. Young people will gather together to count down. In Sunan, you can also choose to go to Hanshan Temple to listen to the bells, or go to Dreamland to watch the fireworks show.
But tonight coincides with the arrival of meteors, so the siblings chose to celebrate the New Year with the starry sky. Before the stars in the sky appeared, Li Xingruo had already started to get excited. Maybe it was not the stars that were excited, but him beside him. These two people
People celebrate New Year together for the first time.
The end of December was the season of deep winter, and the nights were still very cold. There were only Lin Lu and Li Xingruo on the empty rooftop of the building, plus a curious little fat cat who came to join in the fun.
"Is Sister Xingruo cold?"
"cold!"
So Lin Lu hugged her tightly. She was wearing a thick coat, a cute jasmine woolen hat on her head, a scarf rolled up around her neck, and a pair of gray gloves on her little hands, with five tender strands exposed.
The tender little fingers were all knitted by herself, and they were a couple's style with the gloves and scarf knitted for Lin Lu.
The wind on the rooftop was a bit strong, so Lin Lu held her and turned her around so that she was on the leeward side, and he could firmly block the wind behind him.
The fluffy little fat cat looked at them with pity. Humans are so pitiful. They have to be hugged to keep warm. If they are brave, they don't need to!
Phew~~ The cold wind was biting, and the little fat cat shivered and quickly got into Lin Lu's coat.
The rooftop on the 30th floor is indeed far away from the hustle and bustle. Apart from the sound of the wind and each other's voices, it is really quiet.
The two of them waited for the arrival of the stars together. This was the first time they had such an experience, and everything felt new.
The two of them and the cat looked up at the dark night sky together. As the best viewing time came, the twinkling stars gradually became denser, and the restlessness in each other's hearts gradually subsided, replaced by an indescribable emotion.
The little fat cat poked its head out of Lin Lu's collar, and the stars were reflected in its blue eyes, making it look particularly dreamy.
Li Xingruo held up the telescope in his hand, and Lin Lu looked at her under the starry sky.
"Sister Xingruo, what kind of star is that?"
"It's Jupiter. Look, it's very bright. The one next to it that's also very bright is Saturn!"
"Then where is Mars?"
"Mars is not easy to see. It can be seen in summer when the visibility is particularly good."
"Then what's that one in the lower left corner?"
"That's Fomalhaut, and the one in the upper right corner is Altair!"
"Sister Xingruo!!"
"Well?"
"You are so awesome!!"
Lin Lu was convinced. As expected, Dora C lived up to his reputation. It was said that the baby's IQ was inherited from the mother. Lin Lu touched her belly and felt that her baby would be extremely smart in the future.
"Hmph, you want to test me, there's no way~"
"Sister Xingruo, you really like looking at the stars?"
"Yes, probably because of the influence of my name. I was particularly interested in the universe when I was very young. I bought a lot of astronomy books and read them over and over again. In fact, I couldn't understand many of them, but I liked them very much.
It describes the universe and feels full of magic!”
"Sister Xingruo also wanted to major in astronomy at that time, right?"
"Hmm~ It's not bad now. At least two-thirds of my dream has been fulfilled! I majored in literature!"
"...How can you still count it like this?!"
"Giggle..."
Naughty, she laughed happily. Maybe life is because there are so many choices and changes, so it doesn't seem to be boring and boring. When I was a child, I dreamed of becoming an astronaut. Who knew that I would become a writer when I grow up?
"Tsk tsk, the girl I like is really different from other girls!"
"How proud are you?"
"That's not true~!"
Listening to what Lin Lu said, Li Xingruo also felt that everything in the universe and people are too insignificant, joy is so insignificant, and worries are so insignificant. Even if two such small units meet, know each other and fall in love, it is probably a grand event.
Be romantic.
Seeing her looking at the starry sky with rapt attention, Lin Lu felt at that moment that she was about to melt into the brilliant night of stars. He knew what she must be thinking, maybe she was thinking about the same thing as him and had the same thing.
Feeling.
"Sister Xingruo, if you had the opportunity to go to the universe, but could only choose one star, where would you choose to go?"
I thought she would think, even for a few seconds, but her answer almost blurted out: "Then I'd better choose to come to the earth! The earth is also a star! Isn't it amazing to think about it, we yearn for something beyond the stars, maybe
Life beyond the stars is also yearning for us."
"Ah? So it's not because I'm here on Earth?"
"Hey~! Shameless~!"
Li Xingruo gave him a funny laugh: "There are many places on earth that I have never been to. I like the rain on the earth, the snow on the earth, and the wind on the earth. My favorite is..."
"I am the shameless person on earth!" Lin Lu replied quickly.
"Oh my, you are so shameless!" Li Xingruo slapped him angrily, but never corrected him. Instead, he giggled happily.
"After I graduate, I want to take Sister Xingruo to Finland to see the Aurora."
“…Aurora borealis in Finland!!”
"After watching the aurora, I will take Sister Xingruo to see the snow in Hokkaido."
“…Snow in Hokkaido!!”
"I want to take Sister Xingruo to many, many places! Let your imagination go a little further. After a hundred years, my soul can take your soul to Jupiter, Saturn, and Sirius. I heard that the soul can travel through dimensions. We will go there in this life.
If you can’t go there, you must go there in your next life!”
Watching the starry sky with the person you like is really a very special feeling. At this moment, Lin Lu really wanted to take her to see the whole world.
Li Xingruo turned her head to look at him, her eyes shining brightly, just as a meteor streaked across the sky, her expression had a color she had never seen before.
"This life is not over yet, and you are already thinking about the next life?"
"I want to be with Sister Xingruo forever and ever!"
"What if you become the wind in your next life?"
"When the wind is gentle, I will gently roll up the corners of your clothes; when the wind is fierce, I will throw myself into your arms! What does Sister Xingruo want to become?"
"I must have turned into a star! When the time comes, my sister will take advantage of you and let the starlight fall on your shoulders~!"
"Then what if I hide at home?"
"Then let it fall in your home and light up a firefly for you!"
"Then what if I hide at home and also hide under the quilt to avoid all light?"
"...Then I will turn into a meteorite and smash you into a pig's head!!"
…
Under the stars in the sky, the two were playing and laughing, and their laughter floated into the night sky.
Fate is entangled in the dust of time and space, and the reflection in your eyes is connected to the stars you are staring at.
This life is too short to be happy without you.
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(End)
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(It’s finished. Thank you all for your support and companionship over the past four months. Thank you to classmate Qian Youyou for the finishing gift. Thank you to RUY16109 and Yun Chenxiaxia for being the finishing leader. Thank you to all the book friends who rewarded, subscribed and voted! I wish you all the best.
Can you be as happy as Lin Lu and Sister Xingruo for a lifetime!)