When she received the message slip from Luo Chen, Suning was squatting helplessly in the forbidden area behind Kunlun Mountain, "facing the wall and thinking about her mistakes."
Tang Jingyue "died" and was fused by Wenren Siyu under his eyes.
How to mention this matter to Ji Xuanqing and others, and how to explain the cause and effect, his mind was as confused as paste, it was a complete mess.
Sadness, sadness, self-blame, anger.
All kinds of complicated emotions were lingering in his heart, so that when he held the sound transmission jade slip, his whole body felt like a nightmare, and he did not move for a long time.
"Xixi, Huo'er."
"One was captured by the demon world's semi-saint Black Bone, and the other was captured by the demon world's semi-saint blood race."
"For no reason, inexplicably."
"Oh, I know their whereabouts but I can't do anything to save them. This is my uselessness."
"I am a waste, the biggest waste in the world."
He leaned against the wall and closed his eyes miserably.
After ascending to the immortal world and washing away his mortal body, this was the first time in Suning's life that he felt collapsed.
He collapsed to the point where his mind was out of control, turning into countless stars that filled the void.
He curled up and saw Ji Xuanqing who was burning incense in the main hall of Kunlun's main peak to worship the ancestors of all generations.
When he saw Du Qirui going to the third peak to clean the house with his own hands, his eyes revealed memories and he murmured in a low voice.
He saw Pei Chuan, who was usually not serious, rummaging through information in the library, trying to break through the ninth level of force.
I saw Ji Qinghe muttering to himself in Lingxi's bedroom, recalling the past with a smile on his face, those carefree days.
At this moment, Suning burst into tears.
Compared to the wolf who was as embarrassed as a dog being chased by eight hundred hunters in the Demon Buried Mountains, he could no longer bear the fragility in his heart, clenched his fists and choked up.
"I'm too weak."
"I'm so weak that anyone can bully me."
"I'm too soft-hearted."
"Not vicious enough, not ruthless enough."
"Jiang Lin'an's murderous heart has been inherited by me, and the so-called blood paving the way for corpses has destined the path I will take in the future."
"That being the case..."
His voice echoed in the secret room, and his body gradually disappeared.
"I need strength, and no one can bully my strength."
"Practice and break through the realm."
"Revenge if you have a grudge, retreat into seclusion if you don't have a grudge."
"I will try my best to achieve a breakthrough."
"Uh-huh."
Holding the Thousand Miles Instant Talisman, Suning went to Ziwei.
He took Tantai Jinse away and rushed to the Immortal Tomb without any regrets.
At this moment, he figured it out.
In the absence of absolute strength to rely on, even though he is a direct disciple of Wuchen Immortal Palace and a self-righteous Huaxia Immortal Guard, he is still unable to protect his relatives.
This is the rule of this world.
Whether it’s China or the fairyland.
No one can violate this rule and stay out of it.
"Momoyama Village..."
With Tantai Jinse pretending to be calm, Suning took one last look at the place where he grew up.
"grandparents......"
Thousands of words were stuck in his heart, and he said silently in a voice that could only be heard by himself: "Ningzi is unfilial and has no shame to see you two elders."
"Wait for me, wait until I rescue Xixi and Huo'er."
"I will take the informed wish and call the third uncle, we..."
"Let's go home together."
"Whoosh."
The flight speed increased, and Suning suppressed her sadness. When she arrived at the Immortal Tomb and saw Luo Chen, she secretly wiped the moisture from the corners of her eyes.
"Master."
He bowed and clasped his fists, trying his best to remain calm.