Based on my and her grades, I can’t say that we are sure of success, but as long as there are no accidents, we can both get admitted to the same key university.
If I am still willing to go to college to find her, it means that I accept her intention.
In the past, I was confused and unsure, and I didn't take this issue to heart at all.
What now?
I have Lingxi, and I don't want to feel sorry for anyone and play ambiguously.
As I ate from the bowl and looked into the pot, I, Suning, asked myself that I couldn't do such a disgusting thing.
"I have someone I like." I made up my mind and looked directly at Xiao Minghe and said frankly: "My health is not good yet, and the possibility of repeating my studies in the future is even smaller. Therefore, we will not meet in college."
After saying these words, I was almost ready to be beaten.
Whether it was a slap in the face or a kick, I felt that I should return this to Xiao Minghe.
With her proud personality, she would definitely not be able to tolerate my "change of ideas".
But I waited for a long time, but she didn't make a move.
Her dim eyes lost all color in an instant, becoming distracted and unbelievable.
But soon, she regained some consciousness and asked quietly: "Is this the real reason why you are avoiding me?"
"No." I apologized: "Before I met her, I had no intention of being with you."
"How should I put it?" I took a deep breath and laughed at myself: "You are a high-altitude white swan, and I am a toad in the countryside."
"Our world is different, different in every aspect."
"Even if you put down your white swan attitude and come together with me, a toad, you will only have short-term happiness."
"Take the Nike shoes you are wearing. A pair costs more than a thousand dollars. Your monthly pocket money can buy dozens or hundreds of pairs."
"Your dad's car costs millions, and your mom can just donate a library to our school."
"As for me, my monthly food expenses are only 600, and I have to struggle for a long time to eat a meal of ribs."
"Just because you don't care about my family background doesn't mean that your family can accept me as you do."
"My grandpa said that in ancient times, men and women should be well-matched when they are together, and they should give enough face to each other so that they won't be laughed at."
"Well, let's talk about it, but in fact, my family conditions make it impossible for me to catch up with your family even if I work hard all my life."
"So from beginning to end, I feel inferior when facing you."
After thinking about it, I added another sentence: "These are the most true thoughts I have ever had."
Xiao Minghe lowered his eyes and said, "You no longer feel inferior when facing me. The look in your eyes tells me that you have changed."
"Yes." I smiled and said, "A lot of things happened after I met her, and she taught me a lot."
"If you are a high-altitude white swan, then she is the most dazzling star in the sky."
"Because of fate, she chose to cover up her own light and accompany me, a toad."
"She and I are not equally matched, and there are no messy external factors."
"In front of her, I don't need to feel inferior and passive."
"It's destiny, do you believe it?"
I spoke my mind and said with great relief: "I hope you, like me, can meet the boy who is destined to be yours."
"As for me, I have no room for others in my heart."
I finished speaking firmly and said sorry to Xiao Minghe again.
But at this moment, the box door behind me was suddenly opened.
In the panic of my scalp numbing, Lingxi, who had a warm smile on his lips, glared at me fiercely, reached out to Xiao Minghe and said, "Hello, my name is Lingxi, Suning's girlfriend."
Xiao Minghe probably didn't expect Lingxi to appear, and her expression became dull.
Sluggish but also mixed with a strong touch of shock.
