Gu Tingyuan lifted the broken hair in front of Ruan Anlan's forehead, and his eyes were as soft as the white moonlight in the sky.
Ruan Anlan smiled slightly and held Gu Tingyuan's arm, "Actually, I have never understood why my mother had such courage to take me away from Country M alone and leave Yi Jianhua's side."
After pausing and looking at the night sky, Ruan Anlan sighed.
Gu Tingyuan looked at her side, his eyes soft and affectionate.
Hidden the tenderness and deep love that can drown people.
Ruan Anlan said: "Later I gradually understood that leaving does not mean not loving, nor does it mean that I really forgot this relationship."
"A thing my mother used to say was that as long as our family was peaceful and happy, she would be satisfied with everything."
"I used to think that my mother was not energetic. She would always live in a corner and not have much interest in anything. She just wanted to live with me in that small western-style building."
"I thought that she loved Ruan Guoqiang very much, so she would be willing to endure loneliness and grievances for him and raise me up for him."
"But now that I think about it, when I looked at Ruan Guoqiang, my mother didn't even have a light in her eyes, and she didn't like Ruan Guoqiang at all."
"What I didn't understand when I was a child seemed to be enlightened when I grew up. If my mother was still there, she would probably hope that I could shake hands with Yi Jianhua and make peace."
After all, her mother is such a gentle person.
Even if she was given up by the person she loved, she was willing to endure the loneliness and filing for many years for her.
It was to protect her that she chose to marry Ruan Guoqiang just to give her a legitimate identity.
Ruan Anlan was silent for a long time, and suddenly stopped, looked at the leaves under her feet, and smiled bitterly.
Gu Tingyuan looked down in her sight, and Ruan Anlan said, "Look, the leaves will fall into the soil when they grow old."
"Where is that person? In the end, he can only disappear from the dust and nothing can be left behind."
The moonlight was so light that it shone on Ruan Anlan's face, making her eyes look wet and sad.
Gu Tingyuan raised his hand and touched her side face, and said softly in his voice: "How come he didn't stay?"
"Um?"
"You." Gu Tingyuan said: "You are the thing left by my mother in this world. Everyone's memories of her are also proof of her existence."
Ruan Anlan was stunned for two seconds, shook her head and smiled, and asked again: "I gradually understood my mother, but if it were me, I would definitely abort the child."
She touched her flat belly, and there were crystal tears in her eyes.
Gu Tingyuan felt distressed when he saw it, but he didn't know what to say to comfort him.
Then he heard Ruan Anlan gritting his teeth and saying firmly: "This child has brought her all the misfortune. If it weren't for me, she would have been her own eldest daughter of the Zheng family."
But for her, my mother couldn't even go back to her home, and she didn't have a legitimate identity.
Forced to marry a man he didn't like, and the man bullied her and hurt her and humiliated her.
Ruan Anlan said: "I really can't be so great, Gu Tingyuan--"
Turning his head to look at Gu Tingyuan, his clean and thorough eyes reflected Gu Tingyuan's handsome face.
Gu Tingyuan saw Ruan Anlan's eyes coldly and said, "I may never be able to be a good mother in my life, and I even now very resistant to this."