In front of him, don’t you need to pretend if you’re not happy?
For a moment, Ruan Anlan's heart seemed to be pulled and shaken by something.
However, she still didn't want to tell Gu Tingyuan about her mother and those things.
Ruan Anlan also wanted to find someone to share the burden with, but these things made her feel very embarrassed.
It was like her last fig leaf. She didn't want to let Gu Tingyuan know all the dirty things about her family.
She hoped that there would still be that beautiful gap between them, a beautiful but not too far distance.
"Okay..." Ruan Anlan lowered his eyes and gently leaned his head on Gu Tingyuan's shoulder, "I will be happier."
"An'an, you don't have to be tired, and you don't have to pretend to be strong at everything. I know that you want to solve many things by yourself and rely on your own abilities to complete them. I understand that."
Gu Tingyuan said, pinching Ruan Anlan's chin and forcing her to look directly into his eyes.
Word by word, he looked at Ruan Anlan's eyes with concentration and seriousness and said, "But I don't want to see you too tired. If you really can't hold on, tell me and let me carry it for you, okay?"
The night wind blew in through the unclosed window, messing up the hair on Ruan Anlan's forehead.
But she still couldn't hide her clear, clean and overly beautiful eyes.
Gu Tingyuan was like this, staring at these eyes that seemed to be talking without blinking, and his heart was filled with excitement.
He knew that at this moment, or a long time ago, he had been tamed by these eyes.
It's just that he has been unwilling to lower his proud head and admit it.
However, at this moment, this second, Gu Tingyuan looked at such a pair of eyes again, but he could no longer deceive himself.
"Okay..." Ruan Anlan nodded, "Gu Tingyuan, it's not that I don't want to tell you, there are some things... it's just that I feel like I'm not used to it yet..."
"Okay, it doesn't matter. You speak slowly and I listen."
It seemed that Ruan Anlan was a little incoherent, as if he didn't know how to organize his words.
Gu Tingyuan patted Ruan Anlan's head patiently and gently, signaling her not to worry.
Ruan Anlan stumbled and continued: "You should also know the situation in my family. Except when I was very young, I haven't had the feeling that I can rely on someone for a long time, so I don't know how to get into the state and how to learn to do it.
Rely on you..."
"It's okay, I can wait..."
After hearing Ruan Anlan's words, Gu Tingyuan, my heart seemed to be tightly grasped by something, and a feeling of suffocation swept over me.
Looking at the petite Ruan Anlan in front of him and her thin body, he didn't know how she had endured the wind and rain over the years.
He just felt that he had never felt so sorry for someone as he did at this moment.
Gu Tingyuan's Adam's apple rolled violently, and there was even a sour feeling in his eyes.
At this moment, all words seemed extremely pale. Gu Tingyuan stretched out his arms, hugged Ruan Anlan tightly, and pressed her into his arms.
It's like telling Ruan Anlan with actions that it doesn't matter, you will still have me in the future, and I will still be by your side.
Smelling the refreshing sandalwood fragrance on Gu Tingyuan's body, Ruan Anlan's restless heart gradually calmed down.
Ruan Anlan took a deep breath and slowly closed her eyes.
