Chapter 769 Is there really eternity in this world?
"I'm really fine, I just think of some past events and feel a little ridiculous..."
Gu Tingyuan pursed his thin lips tightly and said nothing.
"I just feel that in this world, will there really be eternity?" Ruan Anlan laughed at himself and looked bleak.
Seeing Ruan Anlan's indifferent expression, Gu Tingyuan frowned slightly, and something flashed in his eyes.
Ruan Anlan spoke in a calm and unhurried tone.
"When I was young, I had a naive fantasy that I would be able to marry the person I like and stay with him for the rest of my life. But then reality slapped me hard."
"Just like when my mother married Ruan Guoqiang, she may have naively imagined that they could grow old together, but in the end it ended up being a tragic end..."
"I just find it quite boring. There was a time when I was even afraid of trusting anyone, not only because of the betrayal that Shen Zhicheng and Ruan Anqi brought to me. The most important thing is that I no longer dare to trust anyone easily. Don’t trust anyone anymore.”
"When I chose to marry you, I admit that at first I had the thought of giving up on myself..."
"I'm thinking, since I'm going to be like this for the rest of my life, why not just find a man to spend the rest of my life with. It just so happens that you don't like me either, and you just want to find someone to deal with the people in your family. It's almost the same as mine. The ideas coincide..."
Hearing Ruan Anlan say this, Gu Tingyuan's penis shrank hard.
She actually thought so?
Gu Tingyuan admitted that he did choose to marry Ruan Anlan for a less than simple purpose at the beginning, and it was indeed because he took a fancy to Ruan Anlan's notorious past history.
Otherwise, with Gu Tingyuan's status, it would be absolutely impossible for him to marry a woman casually.
But later on, I don't know when this idea began to subtly disappear from Gu Tingyuan's mind. I don't know when his feelings for Ruan Anlan began to completely change.
"It's quite funny, isn't it?" Ruan Anlan fell on the bed, raising her hands to cover her eyes as if she was afraid of the strong and dazzling light.
"Whenever I still have fantasies about love, reality will always slap me hard..."
It's not that she doesn't believe it anymore, she just feels a little disappointed and shaken.
But what's more, she is still afraid. In fact, when Ruan Anlan's mother was deeply hurt by Ruan Guoqiang, the seeds of hidden dangers were already planted in her little heart.
Ruan Anlan never dared to trust men easily.
After Shen Zhicheng pursued her hard for two years, Ruan Anlan finally nodded and chose to be with Shen Zhicheng. However, not long after, Shen Zhicheng and Ruan Anqi slapped her hard in the face, making her fall again. Recover sobriety.
Love is nothing less than the most powerful poison in the world.
It makes people addicted easily, but it has endless side effects.
She was scared.
What Xu Kang did today and Pei Yue's heartbroken eyes made Ruan Anlan recall the past again.
She was afraid, she flinched, she was afraid that she would give her sincerity to others again, only to be betrayed and hurt.
She was too afraid of being hurt.
She really didn't have much energy to bear such a heavy blow again.
His skin was peeling and cramped, his mind was broken.
Ruan Anlan took a deep breath, removed her hands that were covering her eyes, and stared at the ceiling blankly, as if there was something there.