Xue Ling couldn't help but feel slightly embarrassed when he heard this.
"She only came of age today, but she has been in a relationship for half a year. Tietou, you are really big-hearted. She is still so young and still at an age where she is ignorant about feelings. You may be sure, but she is definitely not.
"
Chen Xinzhi's eyes were determined and he said: "Madam, no matter whether Xiaoxin's future is uncertain or not, I will always love her, care for her and pamper her."
"You..." Xue Ling smiled bitterly: "What are you doing? Tietou, you are a man who accepts death. I'm afraid you will be the one who will hurt me more in the future."
Chen Xinzhi was moved, his voice slightly hoarse.
"Madam, you understand me very well... Since you understand me, please help us. Please believe me, I will use my life to protect Xiaoxin and protect her happiness and prosperity throughout her life."
Xue Ling frowned in embarrassment and whispered: "Tietou, you are already in your thirties, and you have always been mature and steady in your thinking. Why are you so irritable all of a sudden? Emotional commitments should not be made for a lifetime, it is difficult to keep. Besides, Xiaoxin is still
A half-year-old child cannot believe it."
Chen Xinzhi's eyes were determined and strong, and he said: "Madam, you know that I always do what I say. No matter what the future holds, I should only love Xiaoxin in this life. Please help me."
"Why are you so impulsive when it comes to feelings?" Xue Ling stopped and sighed: "Tietou, you have always been very thoughtful and calm in everything you do and think about. You shouldn't be too rash about feelings."
Chen Xinzhi lowered his eyes, his handsome and noble face full of vicissitudes of life.
"Sir, Madam, I grew up in a broken family since I was a child. I have a cruel father who is alcoholic and domestically violent, and a weak and kind-hearted lonely mother. Ever since I became sensible, I have vowed to shoulder the responsibility of the family and save the family.
My mother was freed from suffering and given her a complete and happy home."
"Later, my mother was aborted and suffered a mental breakdown. If my wife hadn't risked her life to save her, my mother would have passed away long ago. Later, you helped us many times, gave us mother and son a place to live, and also gave us many things.
of warmth.”
"Although life is much better, my family is still incomplete and cannot be complete. I can't bear to see my mother working alone under the lamp, so I support her and Uncle Zheng in reorganizing their family. They are a very good family, but it's a pity that
But I never had a sense of belonging.”
"Except for Xiaoxin and the other children, almost no one can bring real happiness to me. No matter how good my academic performance is and making more money day by day, my heart is always hard. Sometimes even I
I hate myself like this."
"For me, family is unfamiliar but very attractive. Deep in my heart, I long for a complete and happy family. Unfortunately, I can't find or understand it, and it even aroused Zheng Datong's suspicion. I don't want to
It made my mother worry, she kept her worries secretly hidden, her mind was extremely sensitive, and her personality was extremely strong, so I ran away from home in a fit of rage."
"Running away is not simply running away. I want to stay away from this environment, including my mother... So, I fled from the northern imperial capital to the southern seaside. I heard that some people smuggled to Nanyang to start a business and crossed the ocean to stay away from the mainland. I did not hesitate to go there.
Got the boat."
"During the ten days or so on the boat, I saw the majestic sea and experienced several life and death situations. When the boat hit the rocks, I saw the hysteria of the people around me when they were afraid of death, and my hard heart seemed to have a feeling. I thought
I'm home, I miss my mother, and I miss all of you. So, I swam as hard as I could, and finally caught a piece of wood in my panic."
"It was dark and windy at that time, and the waves were like black curtains, constantly sweeping and beating me. I couldn't do anything but hug the board tightly. At that time, I thought I might die. But I was lucky,
I was rescued by a fishing boat early the next morning and woke up from a coma for a long time."
"The language barrier and the different environment made me experience all kinds of sadness and hardship at first. I slept on the roadside at night, drank water from the stream and dug wild vegetables to eat. From time to time, I had to be bullied by street gangsters. I was punched and kicked several times. I almost missed it twice.
I was beaten and crippled and limped for several months. I found a wooden stick to set my bones and endured the severe pain."
"In those days, I could only rely on the idea of 'going home' to hold on, otherwise I would not survive. I miss you, very much. It is all of you who gave me the belief to survive."
"It wasn't until I heard the familiar accent and approached to chat that I met the first local Chinese. Seeing how pitiful I was, he gave me a place to live and a job. With asylum, I finally
I got a foothold there. I slowly learned the local language and the characters there. After I earned money from working part-time, I started going to local schools. I learned quickly and gradually discovered many business opportunities."
"Slowly, I started to start a business there while taking classes at school. Fortunately, there is a credit system. As long as I pass the exam, the teacher will turn a blind eye even if I don't go to class. Finally,
I have achieved both academic and career success."
"Actually, during those days, I already had a nationality there and could return to the imperial capital at any time. But I don't know why, but I always felt like I was more timid when I was close to my hometown. My mother urged me on the phone
Once again, I must go home when I have time. I want to go back, but I never dare to go back."
Having said this, he let out a long sigh.
"It wasn't until I finally came back that I knew what I was afraid of. Even with my mother, it was difficult for me to get close... Years of unfamiliarity and isolation, and experiencing too many thrills and sufferings, made my heart feel like
Put on a layer of isolation. In my heart, I miss my mother and Duoduo very much, and I miss you all very much. But I seem to be used to being independent, and I can't get close to everyone, and I always feel a sense of alienation."
"But there is one person who is very special...she can easily cross the isolation barrier, go straight to my heart, and touch the only softness deep in my heart at once. I don't know why, but she just can. She - that's it
Xiaoxin."
He looked at Cheng Tianyuan and Xue Ling and said sincerely: "Sir, madam, my feelings for Xiaoxin are not impulsive, nor are they childhood sweethearts. But I am very sure that she is the only one for me in this life. I can only love her.
Only then will my heart become softer and my whole person will seem to have flesh and blood.”
Xue Ling burst into tears and whispered: "Xiaoxin is undoubtedly very lucky to have a big brother who loves her so much. Tietou, to be honest, if you were another man, maybe we would have kicked you out long ago.
Let's go. After all, falling in love at Xiaoxin's age and at this period is probably child's play and self-destructive. It is precisely because you are our loyal friend that we are willing to give you a chance to explain and listen to your specific details.
idea."
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