After dinner, Xue Yang and Wang Xiaoxiao took the children to take a bath.
Cheng Tianyuan accompanied his father-in-law and mother-in-law to the living room to watch TV, while Xue Ling was left eating absentmindedly.
Cheng Huanran had no appetite and stopped eating halfway through the meal.
Maybe it was because I had nothing else to do, so I was sitting in the big dining room clicking around on my phone, without smiling at all.
Xue Ling laughed and teased: "What? Kang An has only been away for a day, and you are already overflowing with lovesickness?"
Kang An took three days off and said she wanted to go south to pay homage to her parents.
Ah Chao also asked for leave, saying that he had not visited the graves of his master and his wife for several years, and wanted to take advantage of the anniversary of his death to pay homage with his senior sister.
Cheng Huanran and Kang An were in love, and they couldn't help but miss their lover after they were separated for a while.
"Mom~~" He smiled bitterly: "She and I are already so close, but she still doesn't want me to accompany her to pay homage to her parents - what do you think she means by this?"
Xue Ling raised her eyebrows and asked, "She said no? Just say no?"
"No." Cheng Huanran replied: "She said she would come as soon as she went. She also said that I was too busy here and there was no need to go with her."
Xue Ling laughed dumbly: "She is considerate of you."
"It doesn't feel like it." Cheng Huanran muttered: "She seems to be still hesitating about something... I don't know what she is hesitating and worrying about."
Xue Ling paused slightly with the chopsticks in her hand and explained: "Kang An's growth process is different from yours. She lost her mother in her early years and was raised by her father. It is inevitable that she lacks a little maternal tenderness. She has practiced boxing and martial arts since she was a child, and later
She also participated in secret training for several years, and endured hard work under fire and bullets. Her growth process was different from ordinary people, which is why she is so special. My dear, you should not judge her based on ordinary people's logic and concepts, but should be considerate and accommodating to her.
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"...That's right." Cheng Huanran played with his phone thoughtfully: "I'm just - just - worried that she doesn't love me enough."
Xue Ling was amused by him again and whispered: "What? There was a day when you didn't have confidence in yourself?"
"Mom~~" Cheng Huanran said aggrievedly: "I am neither a sea king nor a central air conditioner. I have little love experience and a serious lack of experience. But I have met such a lovely person. The more I like her, the easier it is to worry about gains and losses."
Xue Ling smiled lowly: "It is also a wonderful luck to meet someone who you love deeply in your life. You should cherish it."
"Hmm." Cheng Huanran whispered in slight embarrassment: "I've never met her before, and I think the so-called love at first sight is an irrational and temporary infatuation. But the moment she appeared in front of me, I... I thought it was her
, it’s her. That feeling is so strange, I don’t know how to describe it. Anyway, I identified her at that glance - that feeling is that I have to be with her, and this life is her sense of impulsiveness and determination."
Although Xue Ling couldn't understand it, she understood it very well.
"Because of this, you should cherish An An even more. In fact, anyone with a discerning eye can see that An An has feelings for you. She just has a different growth process than ordinary people, and her expression may be more reserved and cautious, so don't treat her like an ordinary person.
Don’t make demands on her or compare yourself with her. An’an is special and you shouldn’t judge her based on common sense.”
"Yes." Cheng Huanran nodded: "Mom, you are right to remind me. Of course, I also seemed... too impatient."
Xue Ling said: "Just go with your heart and don't have any burdens. An An is a woman who has seen big scenes, even life and death. People like her are more likely to be moved by the most kind and pure emotions. Instead, she likes to talk to the innocent
Have you found out about dealing with young children?"
"I found it." Cheng Huanran chuckled and said, "Fortunately, our family has no shortage of children. Plus the little tiger and the mini tiger are enough for her to like."
Xue Ling smiled slightly and whispered: "She seems to be unfamiliar with emotions. She is tepid when getting along with other people. She is not overly enthusiastic and can easily make people feel a sense of indifference. But her heart is fiery and hates evil as much as hatred.
Be brave and kind.”
Cheng Huanran couldn't help but ask: "Mom, you like her too, don't you?"
"Yeah." Xue Ling chuckled: "Of course I like it. I don't think it's bad that she is cold and cold, but I really like her uprightness and bravery. She is a special person, so you have to appreciate her specialness first before you can easily
Find a way to get along with her."
Cheng Huanran was stunned for a moment, then smiled.
"Mom, your words woke me up!"
Xue Ling put down his chopsticks and wiped the corners of his mouth.
"You understand the truth, but you are the protagonist after all, and you are no more clear-minded than me, a bystander. Son, don't be impatient and give her more time. She is a worthy person, so you should take care of her carefully and cherish her even more."
Cheng Huanran put away his phone and smiled bitterly: "Okay, okay, I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. I'll just wait."
Xue Ling couldn't help but laugh: "I'm in my thirties, and I have no patience at all - be careful of being laughed at by your younger brothers and sisters!"
"There is no way." Cheng Huanran shrugged: "I am the boss, and they are all in pairs, but I am still alone. The fact that I am the slowest is enough for them to laugh at me for the rest of my life!"
Xue Ling's eyes flashed slightly, and he glanced at his eldest son thoughtfully.
"The third child still has to study...he can't be faster than you."
Cheng Huanran turned his handsome face and looked at his mother with a half-smile.
"Mom, there's no need to hide it from me. Although I'm not as smart and wise as you and dad, I'm not as bold as Lao Er, and I'm not as heartless as Xiao Xin. It's been so long, and I can't tell that anymore.
That’s too insensitive!”
Xue Ling smiled helplessly and said warmly: "I didn't want to hide anything from any of you. Your father and I both have the same idea - let nature take its course and let everything happen."
"Mom, having such enlightened parents as you." Cheng Huanran held her hand and whispered: "This is the greatest luck we have in this life."
Xue Ling smiled bitterly: "How can there be... Your father and I have struggled secretly for a long time. No matter how open-minded we are, we can't escape the limitations of the traditional thinking of our generation. The most difficult test is the one in your own heart. Get through it.
This level for Lao San and the others is really—it’s really difficult for us.”
They are just ordinary people, not saints. How can they easily accept and see through everything!
Cheng Huanran patted the back of his mother's hand and said with a smile: "Didn't you make it through this? I believe both Laosan and Aqing will be very grateful and grateful to you and proud of you."
"No, no, no." Xue Ling stopped and said, "As long as you, my parents, live well and live happily, everything else can be put aside for the time being."
Then, she stood up: "I have to ask Lao San and Ah Qing about Shan You to see what they know."