Hearing this, Lin Bei shook his head: "I don't know."
This is his first time here.
I had never heard of this place before.
But thinking about it, it must be a place with special meaning to Su Wan.
Otherwise, Su Wan would not have brought him to climb this mountain so late at night.
"This mountain has no official name, but I named it Wangyou Mountain."
"Lin Bei, do you know? Five years ago, after that incident, I took a shower every day, several times a day, as hard as I could, as if that way I could clean myself. But then, I just
I found that it was all in vain..."
"No matter how much I wash, I can't wash away the mark you left in my body, as well as the seed of life that began to germinate..."
"Later, when I returned to Jiangdu, I originally wanted to pretend that nothing had happened, but I unexpectedly discovered that I was no longer my aunt, and my belly began to get bigger..."
"Gradually, my family noticed something was wrong with me, and rumors began to spread."
"I am pregnant!"
"Pregnant out of wedlock!"
"I don't even know who the child's father is."
"In the Su family, I seem to have become the biggest shame, bringing shame to the Su family."
"That period was the darkest period of my life. I hid at home alone, didn't dare to go out, didn't want to see anyone, and even often had thoughts of committing suicide."
"Later, I drove my car and ran aimlessly in Jiangdu. I don't know if it was God's will. Finally, I drove my car inexplicably and came to the foot of this mountain."
"At that time, an idea suddenly occurred to me, thinking that if I just jump off this mountain, all my worries would be gone."
"But when I climbed to the top of the mountain and looked at the rolling mountains around me and the wind blowing, I suddenly seemed to have forgotten all my worries."
"I just sat on the top of the mountain and stayed quietly for an afternoon, as if I had emptied myself. I had no thoughts at all, including, of course, the thought of committing suicide."
"After that, I often came to climb this mountain. I climbed to the top and stayed there all day long."
"Here, I can forget all my worries, so I named it Wangyou Mountain!"
"Until my family made a decision and forced me to abort my concubine..."
"But it wasn't the child who was at fault. I didn't want to. After that, I ran away from Jiangdu secretly and never came back."
"Until this year..."
After Su Wan looked at Lin Bei, she turned her gaze to the rolling mountains hidden under the night and moonlight, and slowly said.
By the time she finished speaking, the corners of Su Wan's eyes were already wet.
The delicate cheeks were covered with tears.
Why couldn't she forgive Lin Bei after she learned that he was the same person five years ago?
Even if she knew that Lin Bei did not do it voluntarily, that night was just an unpleasant accident.
But still can’t let go?
Because it once brought her too much pain!
It can even be said that Lin Bei's accident five years ago directly changed the trajectory of her life...
"sorry."
Lin Bei stood behind Su Wan, listening to Su Wan explain these things.
His heart felt as if it was being pulled.
But in the end, no matter how many words Lin Bei wanted to say, the moment he opened his mouth, they all turned into these three words.
Lin Bei wanted to reach out and take Su Wan into his arms, but in the end, he still couldn't reach out.
"Lin Bei, do you think saying sorry is useful?"
Su Wan turned around and looked at Lin Bei, biting her lips tightly, tears still rolling in the corners of her eyes.
"So I want to do my best to make up for the harm I did to you."
At this moment, Lin Tiance, who was able to deal toughly with the Australian royal family, did not even dare to look into Su Wan's eyes and lowered his head slightly, like a child who had done something wrong.
Lin Bei originally thought that Su Wan wanted to scold him, vent all her emotions, and let him know how much harm he had caused her.
However,
Just when Lin Bei lowered his head and did not dare to look directly into Su Wan's eyes, Su Wan suddenly asked again, "Then how do you want to make up for me?"
Um?
Lin Bei suddenly raised his head and looked at Su Wan.
"I......"
Lin Bei was about to speak.
only.
When Lin Bei was about to say something, Su Wan did not give him a chance to speak. Instead, she crossed her arms and tightened her clothes again, looked at him, lightly opened her lips, and said, "Can't you see
Am I cold when I come out?"
ah?
Lin Bei's expression suddenly froze.
But it was only a moment of sluggishness before Lin Bei reacted.
Then, he quickly took off his woolen coat, walked over, and put it on Amelia Su.
Su Wan looked at Lin Bei.
"Are you cold?"
"Not cold."
"Even if you are cold, it is still your punishment."
With that said, Su Wan pulled Lin Bei's coat and wrapped herself tightly in his clothes.
Then.
This was when his eyes fell on Lin Bei's face.
At this time, Su Wan's eyes were extremely serious.
"Lin Bei, I know what happened five years ago was not your original intention. It took me a long time to convince myself."
"Today, I brought you here just to tell you."
"I am the concubine's mother, and you are the concubine's father. In order to give the concubine a complete family, I will not refuse you anymore."
"But...I don't want to agree to be with you and get married just because of my concubine..."
"I don't want you to do these things just because you want to make up for me and my concubine."
"So, let's try to start with love first. If one day, the two of us fall in love with each other, we can talk about other things, okay?"
Su Wan looked at Lin Bei, her eyelashes blinked slightly, and her voice trembled slightly.
It was as if all her strength had been exhausted to say these words.
