The bright red morning sun shines on the cheeks of Yang Juaner and Aba.
Their previously lifeless cheeks seemed to have turned red, and the corners of their mouths showed faint smiles of satisfaction.
They don't seem to be walking from the entrance of the inn to the sand dunes to the east.
It's more like a person who has long been in despair and has given up hope, step by step towards the dawn, towards the light, towards a new life.
Yang Juaner stood on the sand dune, grabbed a handful of yellow sand and raised it up. Every grain of sand shining under the morning glow was like a rock weighing on her heart.
When the yellow sand was flying, Yang Juaner seemed to have an unprecedented sense of relaxation.
She smiled.
Smiling happily.
Then sad.
In the end, I burst into tears with a smile on my face.
Aba looked at Yang Juaner. He didn't know what to say, so he kept silent as usual.
Yang Juaner's laughter and tears did not last long, only about half a quarter of an hour. The tears on her cheeks disappeared, and the last traces of tears were dried by the wind outside the Great Wall.
She reached out and picked up Aba from the rake and placed him on the sand dune. The two of them looked at the beautiful morning glow of the desert together.
When the red light of morning glow completely turns into white.
Yang Juaner suddenly said: "There is a saying in China that pitiful people must be hateful.
You are pitiful because you have done too many evil things in the past, and you will spend the rest of your life repaying the debt you have owed."
There was a hint of pain in Aba's eyes.
In fact, in the eyes of Ye Xiaochuan and others, Aba's sins have been atoned for long ago, but in his heart, Aba still cannot forgive himself.
So he has been living in pain.
He is a troubled person.
He really wanted to see Yang Juan'er, and every time Yang Juan'er left, his heart was full of reluctance.
However, he was also afraid of seeing Yang Juan'er. After so many years, he still couldn't look directly into Yang Juan'er's eyes.
Yang Juaner didn't pay attention to Aba's painful eyes.
She continued: "You are pitiful, but you don't know that I am more pitiful than you.
I have not had a home since I was a child, but Master took me back, so I regard Qianmenmenmen as my home.
No matter how many wrong things Qianmenmen did, I have never regretted joining Qianmenmen.
It’s a pity that Thousand Faces Gate is gone, and so is the home in my heart.
So I followed Linglong, and I always felt that Hehuan School had become my home.
It wasn't until recently that I realized that I would always be just an outlier in the Acacia sect. Those men from the Acacia sect just coveted my body and just wanted to possess me.
Abba, do you still remember the Gu Qingyu who was in the Wanyuan Mountain camp in southern Xinjiang?
Yes, that's the man whose arms were cut off.
In fact, I have always had a good impression of him, and I also know that he has me in his heart.
However, after I handed myself over to him at the Wanyuan Mountain camp, I drove a wooden stake into his heart with my own hands.
Later, I met the second man who I can't forget. As you know, he was the man who was fascinated by me using Yin Yang He Huan San and had crazy sex with me all day and night.
You were in the room at that time, and after watching the whole process, you should still remember him."
Yang Juaner looked at Aba, who continued to be silent.
But the pain in his eyes became more intense.
At the same time, there are still some doubts.
Over the years, Yang Juan'er has been good and bad to him, but Yang Juan'er almost never talks about her past, and rarely mentions Gu Qingyu and Li Wendao, let alone her affairs in the Hehuan sect.
Today, Yang Juaner suddenly came to Longmen Inn and said these words to him for no reason, which made Aba very puzzled.
When Yang Juaner saw Aba's response, she smiled and said, "I know even if you don't tell me, you remember them.
I, Yang Juaner, have had too many men in my life. Whether it is you, Gu Qingyu, or Li Daodao, they are just three of the many men who have taken possession of me.
However, you three are the most unforgettable to me.
You are a mortal, and before you became a cripple, you were still a cripple with no physical integrity.
But you are much luckier than Gu Qingyu and Li Daodao.
The two of them only possessed me once, but you possessed me forty-seven times.
From this perspective, these two tall, handsome young cultivators are far less happy than you."
A hoarse, low voice finally came out of Abba's throat.
The note is short, and no one knows what it means.
Maybe he was asking what happened to Yang Juaner today and why she was talking about these past events that had been buried for many years.
Yang Juaner seemed to understand Aba's thoughts.
Her body sitting on the sand dune suddenly lay back, supporting her back with one hand and gently stroking her lower abdomen with the other.
She seemed to be mocking herself and said: "I am pregnant. The funny thing is that even I don't know who the father of the child in my belly is. Abba, isn't this the greatest irony and sadness for a woman?"
Aba suddenly raised his head and slowly moved his eyes down to look at Yang Juaner's still flat and shriveled belly. His eyes were full of shock.
He knew that Yang Juaner would never joke with him about this matter.
Yang Juaner's tone suddenly became softer again.
She said softly: "I long to have a family, I long to live a normal life, and I don't want to be scolded by others as a bitch who can do everything she can.
Maybe this child is a good thing for me. Isn't it because of Changfeng that Linglong has undergone earth-shaking changes?
She can change everything for her children, and so can I.
Abba, do you think so?"
Yang Juaner doesn't care who the child's father is, and she has never wanted to find the child's biological father.
All she cares about is that a new life is being nurtured in her belly.
Yu Linglong's changes were witnessed by her own eyes.
She is envious and jealous.
When she found out she was pregnant, she was so excited that she almost cried.
She stubbornly believed that as long as she became a mother, she would come out of the dark shadow.
In the end, like Yu Linglong, she will live under the bright sunshine and start a new life.
Abba's expression also changed somewhat.
The change from shock to relief.
He was supposed to be a dead man.
Now they are just the living dead.
There are two people in this world that he cannot let go of.
One is Yang Juaner.
Another one is Dugu Changfeng.
Now he has one more person to worry about.
That is the child in Yang Juaner's belly.
Yang Juaner doesn't care who the child's biological father is, so why would Abba care?
He just wanted Yang Juan'er to live a good life, and he just wanted Yang Juan'er to live a happy life.
When he saw the happy expression on Yang Juaner's cheeks at this moment, Abba was filled with joy.
He believed in every word Yang Juaner said, as long as she had children, she would change.
