Zhao Yusheng was sitting not far away, looking at Feng Jiuer from time to time. He said nothing from the beginning to the end, as if he was hiding something in his heart.
After a brief explanation, Feng Jiuer had lunch with everyone.
After lunch, she stood up and walked towards Zhao Yusheng.
"You, come in with me." Feng Jiuer came to Zhao Yusheng and stopped.
Zhao Yusheng raised his eyes and looked at her, but he didn't react for a while.
He frowned and glanced left and right to make sure Jiu'er was calling him, then he stood up.
Feng Jiuer looked away, turned around and walked towards the cabin.
In the cabin, there are empty spaces on both sides for people on the boat to eat and rest.
The people on the boat today are all men. They are not afraid of the sun and are happy. Of course they are willing to go out to enjoy the breeze.
When Feng Jiuer entered, there was no one in the rest cabin.
She sat down at a table and motioned for Zhao Yusheng to sit opposite her.
After Zhao Yusheng sat down, he looked at Feng Jiuer.
"Madam, when you come back this time, do you want to go back to Zhaojiazhai with me?"
Feng Jiuer rolled her eyes at the person who spoke, with a look of helplessness on her face.
"Zhao Yusheng, let me make it very clear to you, I am not your wife. Don't try to take this responsibility because of the church visit."
"First point, you and I both know that we don't like each other; second point, even you are not willing to stay in Zhaojiazhai, how can I go back with you?"
"This is my first time to worship, how can I not be serious?" Zhao Yusheng looked at Feng Jiuer with a serious look on his face.
"As long as you are my wife, I must keep you safe. At least I think that's how a man should be."
Feng Jiuer is going crazy. Are people in ancient times so serious?
"I've said it a hundred times, I was forced at that time, and you know it very well, don't you?"
"And what I said at that time was Bai Jiu'er, not Feng Jiu'er, not Feng Jiu'er, do you understand?"
With a shallow sigh, her voice continued to sound.
"I am really grateful for your help on this trip to the Phoenix Clan, but this does not represent the relationship between men and women."
"There is no love between you and me at all. Do you want to waste my whole life just because of this fake visit?"
Feng Jiuer also knew that it was a bit excessive to say this, but this kind of thing must be said clearly. Being muddled is not good for anyone.
"I, Feng Jiu'er, may get married one day, and you will, too, meet the woman you like."
"We are young people. We cannot be as stubborn as the older generation, nor can we be harmed by them."
"Zhao Yusheng, your life is long or short, and you don't want to regret it when you get old, right?"
Feng Jiuer really felt that she was very miserable. Although she was only a teenager, she was saying things that only an eighty-year-old grandmother could say.
"I don't regret it!"
Zhao Yusheng's words directly pushed Feng Jiuer to the bottom of the valley.
"Zhao Yusheng!" She glared at him and shouted fiercely.
She wanted him to understand, but it seemed that he was still the same person and hadn't changed at all.
When Feng Jiuer looked at a loss and was about to go crazy, Zhao Yusheng's voice sounded.
"Jiu'er, to tell you the truth, although these days have been thrilling, they have made me feel like I have really lived."
"You're right. I don't want to go back to Zhaojiazhai, so of course I shouldn't take you back."
"So, Jiu'er." Zhao Yusheng moved forward, wanting to hold Feng Jiu'er's hands.
Feng Jiuer stepped back and looked at him defensively.
"what are you up to?"
It was rare to see Zhao Yusheng look so emotional and unprepared, Feng Jiuer was frightened by him.
Zhao Yusheng shook his head, smiled slightly, and sat down in his chair.
"I don't want to do anything. I just want to follow you to conquer the world and protect you like a wife."
"I..." Zhao Yusheng met Feng Jiuer's gaze with a serious look on his face, "I will never regret it in this life."
Feng Jiuer glanced sideways at him and said, "If you want to follow me, of course I'm happy to follow you, but as for the lady, that's it for now. Don't mention it anymore."
"Anyway, it's impossible for me and you. If you always shout like this, it will damage my reputation. Do you know?"
How is it okay to be called "ma'am" by a man while still having sex with another man?
"Are you really willing to let me follow you?" Zhao Yusheng's eyes widened with a look of joy on his face.
"You are a talent after all, why wouldn't I want to?" Feng Jiuer responded softly, "But you also know that it is not easy to be by my side..."
"It doesn't matter." Zhao Yusheng became excited and leaned closer again.
"Don't!" Feng Jiuer seemed to have seen his intention clearly.
In fact, there's nothing wrong with this guy, he's just too stubborn.
If we put aside the fact that they had worshiped in the church, Feng Jiuer quite liked keeping Zhao Yusheng by her side.
Zhao Yusheng smiled, scratched his head, and sat down.
Looking at the somewhat cute guy in front of her, Feng Jiuer calmed down and became more serious.
"Actually, have you ever thought about the other brothers who are similar to you in Zhaojiazhai? Do they really live happily in Zhaojiazhai?"
"I have a lot of good skills, but I have no use for them."
"Zhao Yusheng, I don't know if you have ever heard of a saying that the saddest thing in a person's life is to live just to eat."
Meeting the man's somewhat puzzled look, Feng Jiuer immediately explained: "Eating means having a meal."
"Think about it, the current situation in your Zhaojiazhai is like this. You just want to fill your stomach."
"It's like if you can fill your stomach, everything will be fine, and you don't need to pursue other pursuits in life."
"And those who really want to live a meaningful life eat just to stay alive, because only by living can we accomplish more meaningful things."
Raising her eyebrows, Feng Jiuer sighed lightly.
"I don't know if you can understand what I mean. I just think that there are so many talents in Zhaojiazhai, and it is really a pity that they are buried like this."
"I understand." Zhao Yusheng nodded, "It's a pity..."
"I know that the Zhao family hates surrender and unification, and this happened more than a hundred years ago."
"But, things have happened for so long, and the kings have changed several generations, right?" Feng Jiuer waved her hand.
"Now it's not for you to go back and convince everyone right away. You can let everyone make their own choices."
"If you can really choose a wise king, serve him, and help him conquer the world, this would be a good thing."
"Old and weak women and children may like to be at ease, but I have no idea. What about young people? Are you going to let your brothers continue to live in confusion after you leave?"
Feng Jiuer stood up and gently patted Zhao Yusheng on the shoulder.
"Go back and discuss it with your brothers. There is no need to rush to find me."
Zhao Yusheng met Feng Jiuer's gaze, and a fire gradually lit up in his eyes.
Feng Jiuer pursed her lips, turned around, and left.
