"I was a little worried, so I came over to take a look." Shan Dao was still Shan Dao, but the look in Feng Jiu'er's eyes seemed a little different tonight.
This look is too complicated.
"What are you worried about?" Jiu'er didn't seem to notice anything strange about him. She raised her eyebrows and smiled at him: "Thank you for the knife. Otherwise, I might not be able to survive now."
"Be careful in the future." Shan Dao's expression was still a little weird. His usual honest and honest look seemed to have disappeared this time, leaving only silence.
"Yidao, how many flowers have you found? I have found five now. What about you?" Feng Jiuer stared at him.
Shan Shandao touched the small bottle on his waist, his eyes slightly condensed: "I... haven't found it yet."
"Okay, since you're here anyway, I'll go look for them with you. I'll make sure to find five."
Feng Jiuer turned around and walked forward: "Hurry up, we don't have much time to make an appointment with them. We will go back soon, so follow us quickly."
Shan Shandao didn't say anything, he followed her, raised his head and glanced at the sky, and sure enough, it was getting late.
It was agreed that Feng Jiuer must go back after two hours. If Feng Jiuer doesn't go back, everyone will come to find her.
Looking at the slender figure in front of him, Shan Dao's eyes were complicated, seeming to contain hesitation, pity, and entanglement.
"Yidao, what's wrong? If you walk so slowly, you won't be able to make it in time." Feng Jiuer turned back and grabbed his sleeve, "Hurry up."
"Jiu'er..." Shan Dandao looked at her delicate and beautiful face and did not immediately follow her, "Jiu'er, what are your plans for the future?"
"What are your plans?" Feng Jiuer thought about it and smiled: "Of course I want to make a career, go to war with the army, and make great achievements."
"What happens after you have made great achievements? Although there have been women serving as officials throughout the ages, they are very rare. Even if you have made great achievements, for the same merit, the rewards that men will receive will be many times more than yours."
There is nothing wrong with Shan Dao's words. This is how it is in this era. However, it will inevitably make me feel a little surprised when such words are said by Shan Dao, who has always been honest and talkative.
"I know what you said makes sense, but if I don't make contributions, what else can I do?"
In fact, this question was not in Jiu'er's thoughts tonight, but Shandao's question aroused her thoughts.
For so many years, the thought of protecting her family and country has been deeply ingrained. She has no idea why she is so persistent and has such a deep obsession with the battlefield.
But this concept, this concept of sacrificing one's life and blood for one's own country, has been rooted deep in her heart since she was very young.
It's like, this country is your responsibility, it's what you are born to bear.
But in fact, she is just an ordinary person, and even she doesn't know why she has such great ambitions.
"A woman will eventually get married and have children." Shan Dao's eyes were a bit dim, a dimness that she couldn't see through.
He said: "If... someone is willing to take care of you for the rest of your life and will try every means to give you a good life, do you still have to go to the battlefield?"
Feng Jiu'er glanced at him, still not understanding the flickering hope in his eyes, but Jiu'er's mind had already been put back on this issue.
She turned around and walked forward as usual: "It is better to rely on yourself than to rely on heaven and earth. Who knows whether the husband you will marry in the future is really reliable?"
"Why is it unreliable? You can find someone who is reliable." Shan Dao has been following her, his eyes never moving away from her, "Jiu'er, if I..."
"What's wrong with you? What do you want to say?" Feng Jiuer suddenly stopped and looked back at him.
Shan Shandao was still a little hesitant, and he didn't know how long he struggled with it before he shook hands vigorously and mustered up the courage to say: "Jiu'er, I actually... I really like you, Jiu'er!"
He took two steps forward, wanting to hold Feng Jiuer's hand.
But when Jiu'er was touched by his big palm, she hurriedly took her hand back as if she had been burned.
She took a few steps back and away from him, with a look of disbelief on her face: "Yida, what did you... say?"
This ending is completely unexpected!
"Jiu'er, I really like you. As long as you are willing, I will take you out of here. I will definitely give you a good life in the future!"
"But I don't want to leave the academy. I'm fine here."
"It's not good for you to be here at all. Too many people want to deal with you. You... you will die at any time!"
Shan Shandao was a little anxious, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "Believe me, follow me, we all leave here, and don't get involved in this college, or even the entire Beimu Country."
Shan Shandao thought about it again, but Feng Jiuer still pushed away and looked at him with a hint of defensiveness in his eyes.
"Yidao, I don't know what's wrong with you, but I don't want to think about matters like children's affairs right now."
"Jiu'er, if you stay here, you will only die. All kinds of forces want your life. Are you really not afraid?"
Feng Jiuer thought for a while and seemed a little relieved. She said, "Is it because of the Thunderball incident that worries you?"
She smiled, but the smile was still a bit forced: "I'm fine, I won't be afraid of a knife, don't think about it, hurry up and find Tianlanhua."
"Are you really not willing to go with me?" Shan Dao's face looked a little strange, still staring at Feng Jiu'er, "If I said that if you stay, you might not survive tomorrow, wouldn't you care?"
"Yidao, I don't know why you are so worried, but I really don't want to leave the academy. I still have a lot of things to do."
"Is it because you don't leave because you can't bear to leave the Ninth Prince, or because of Mu Mu?" Shan Yi's fingertips tightened, and his stern eyes locked onto hers.
Feng Jiuer didn't want to answer this question, so she turned around and continued walking forward: "No matter what, I won't go with you, Yida, don't think too much, just do what you should do."
"The academy has been a bit chaotic these days, but I believe that Uncle Nine Emperors has found that person. He is not going to deal with it now. He just wants to lure the snake out of the hole. Maybe what he wants to arrest is the force behind that person."
The palm of Shan Dao's hand squeezed tighter and tighter, but Feng Jiu'er had already walked more than ten steps away with brisk steps.
"After these things are resolved, the college will return to its previous calm. Don't worry, hurry up, it's too late."
But just when she found a sky orchid and wanted to go over to pick it, a figure suddenly flashed in front of her eyes, and a single knife came to her in the blink of an eye.
"Yida, your Qinggong..." Feng Jiuer opened her eyes wide as if she didn't expect it at all, "You...what's wrong?"
