"Mu'er has been obedient since he was a child. He never does anything that makes me unhappy. He is also very strong. Even if the road ahead is difficult and dangerous, he never knows what despair is."
Thinking of Mu Mu's appearance from childhood to adulthood, although Ye Luosha felt sad, he was also filled with pride for having trained such an outstanding disciple.
"My Mu'er has a calm temperament. No matter what happens, he is never anxious or panicked. He is calm in everything he does and can keep his face unchanged even if the mountain collapses."
Ye Luosha sighed softly, the more he remembered him, the more he felt that Mu'er was so outstanding back then, like a god who did not eat the fireworks of the world.
Mu'er is her lifelong expectation and pride!
"However, everything like this was completely changed in the end because of your appearance."
Even Ye Luosha herself doesn't know whether she is resentful towards Feng Jiu'er now, or maybe she is just unwilling to do so.
The disciple who had taught him for so many years was so outstanding that he was like a god, but because of the appearance of a woman, he completely became a mortal.
"He will become excited, crazy, and desperate because of you. Those emotions that he never had in the past are all there because of you."
Feng Jiuer opened her eyes and looked at her lightly: "Isn't this better? Do you really hope that he will have no emotions or desires in his life?"
"What's wrong with not having seven emotions and six desires? At least you won't be crazy, you won't betray, and you won't get into this situation."
"But he also has no joy, no happiness, and as you said, no sunshine in his life."
Although Feng Jiuer's words were very soft, they still hit Ye Luosha one by one.
There is no joy, no happiness, no sunshine, but at least there is no betrayal and sadness, right?
She didn't know whether her request was right or wrong. In fact, Feng Jiuer didn't know whether her evaluation was good or bad.
The two of them fell into a wordless silence again. I don't know how long it took before Ye Luosha said quietly: "But he really betrayed us all for you. This is the only thing he has done to us in his life."
betray."
"Now, he even wants to die for you..."
"Ye Rakshasa, have you really never thought that Mu Mu's desire to die is not just for me?"
Feng Jiu'er could now clearly see Mu Mu's affection for him, but Ye Luosha still didn't understand.
Many things are accumulated bit by bit, and many things do not happen overnight.
"The days when he was with you, the days when you were the Young Palace Master of Yeming Palace, when were you really happy?"
"I don't know what kind of hatred you are carrying, but even I can feel the burden on his shoulders that makes him breathless every day."
"Have you ever really cared about whether he is doing well or not? Or do you really not care about how he is doing?"
"Feng Jiu'er, you don't know anything at all. That is the responsibility he has to bear since he was born. You don't understand, and you have no right to accuse!"
Ye Luosha was a little excited. Because of his excitement, he coughed violently.
Jiu'er said nothing more, just looked at her quietly.
Ye Luosha has also been in poor health these past few days. He was injured in sports, injured by poisoning, in short, he was injured.
After a while, Ye Luosha stopped coughing.
Jiu'er sighed lightly and said calmly: "I don't understand the general truth. I just want to ask you, did you train him for your so-called responsibility, or to let him have a better life?"
"Is there any difference? As long as he fulfills his responsibilities, his life will definitely be the best."
"Have you asked him? Is the life after fulfilling the so-called responsibilities everything he wants?"
Jiu'er didn't want to quarrel with her, but looking at Mu Mu who had been unconscious for the past two days, his heart had been very sour.
She had never thought that the pressure on his shoulders had made him so tired.
She still looked at Ye Luosha, her eyes were indifferent, but as sharp as a knife: "Or is that just everything you want?"
Ye Luosha's heart was shocked, and his whole heart began to tremble violently in an instant.
Is it everything she wants, or is it the life Mu'er wants? She has never thought about it, never thought about it carefully, because everything seems to have been doomed since twenty years ago.
If Mu Mu hadn't been like this this time, she wouldn't have thought about many things in detail, because many things were just so natural.
Jiu'er stood up and it was time to give Mu Mu acupuncture.
But she had just raised her legs when behind her, Ye Luosha's cold voice came faintly: "Feng Jiu'er, you are actually panicking in your heart. You don't need to put all the responsibility on me. Mu'er is asking for death this time. Is it possible?
, don’t you have any responsibility?”
Jiuer paused slightly, but did not look back.
Ye Luosha was still resentful in her heart. How could she not complain when Mu'er was injured like this?
"In order to save you, he turned his hair all white. Now, it is also because of your cruel deception and distrust that his heart is broken. If you could give him more trust, if you could treat him sincerely, why would he be like this?
!”
Feng Jiuer's palms were slightly clenched, and her face was calm, hiding endless sadness.
After a while, she said calmly: "I owe him, I know."
Ignoring Ye Luosha again, she walked into the cave.
Inside the cave, Uncle Nine Emperors was still doing exercises for Mu Mu, and there was a little sweat on Ru Lan's quiet face.
Jiuer walked over, opened the water bag, and squatted down next to him: "Uncle Jiuhuang, drink some water first. Long Yi and Elder Shi are looking for food nearby. They should be back soon."
Zhan Qingcheng was still resting with his eyes closed. Although it was impossible to fall asleep while exercising, it was also a good thing for him to be able to calm down and rest for a while.
Jiu'er put the water bag to his lips, Zhan Qingcheng opened his mouth and drank several sips. When he was satisfied, Jiu'er screwed the water bag on, then held up his sleeves and wiped the fine sweat from his forehead.
Afterwards, she put away the water bag, took out the needle pack and gave Mu Mu acupuncture.
Mu Mu's wound has initially healed and is no longer bleeding. However, the medicine she has on hand is almost used and she must replenish it.
Fortunately, there are many medical clinics and pharmacies in the Imperial City. If you have no choice, just go and come back.
After a round of acupuncture, Mu Mu's complexion remained the same and there was no improvement, but at least his breathing seemed to be calmer than before.
Feng Jiuer put away the silver needle and glanced at Zhan Qingcheng, who was still resting with his eyes closed: "Uncle Nine Emperors, I'm going to go out and see if there are any usable herbs nearby. When food comes back, I will come over to serve you.
"
Just as she was about to get up, Zhan Qingcheng's eyes as deep as stars suddenly opened and looked at her.
"Uncle Nine Emperors?" Does this look like you have something to say? But why do you look so hesitant to speak?
