Chapter 105: I'm not as good as him, I'm not as good as him...
The real name of ‘The Disciple of the Shadow Night Cat’ is Xin Zhao.
16 years old, sophomore in high school, just started school.
His family is an ordinary family in an ordinary county. Although the family is not very poor, his parents have always said that the family is poor and told him not to spend money randomly. Everything in the family is hard-earned and should be cherished.
Xin Zhao has developed a poor mentality since he was a child: if he spends a little more money, he will feel sorry for his parents.
He looks normal on the surface, but in fact he knows...that he has low self-esteem.
I will be envious of other students’ new clothes, new shoes, and new airplane cups.
These are all things he wants.
He doesn't have many friends either.
Therefore, he likes to read novels, the world in them... has everything.
I started reading it when I was in junior high school. All my pocket money was used to read novels. Sometimes I didn’t have enough to eat, so I had to top up Qidian coins to read novels.
After watching it for a few years, I felt that I could do it myself, and then I tried to type out each word with difficulty on my mobile phone, and then sent it to Qidian with great expectation...
Then it's gone.
I wrote three books and gave up after reaching 50,000 words without a contract.
Feeling sorry for himself, he complained that the Qidian editor looked down on people and was not good enough. He felt that his writing was no worse than those so-called great writers.
Just don’t sign him!
Eventually, it turned black.
Become a Longkong warrior and take revenge on the world.
The person he admires the most is a writer called "Shadow Night Cat". Not only is he an admirable contracted writer, but he also has an average subscription of 1,000! In Longkong, he is basically the best among people.
.
The most important thing is that every one of Shadow Night Cat's posts speaks to his heart.
Qidian asked me for my results before I could sign the contract.
But if you don’t recommend it to me, how can I get results?
The editor said that you need to sign a contract before you can recommend it.
Without recommendation, there is no performance, without performance, there is no signing, without signing, there is no recommendation, without recommendation, there is no performance, no...
After a series of cycles, Zhao Xin concluded in four words: writing a book is a dead end.
"Isn't this bullying an honest person?"
After the darkening, the world was very different.
You don’t need to write a book, just comment, and your back won’t hurt anymore.
Very cool!
However, in the past two months, Xin Zhao has been in a bad mood.
His spiritual leader, Shadow Nightcat, has disappeared.
Because of a flip-flop, the post was locked by the moderator and then never appeared again. He sent many private messages but received no reply.
Xin Zhao was afraid that he would lose his fighting spirit and be so depressed that he would be unable to fight against an unfair society.
"But...you have to think for the best in everything. What if...he just accidentally got into a car accident?"
When he thought that his idol might not have lost his fighting spirit, Xin Zhao's depressed mood improved a lot.
Some people even complained about Shadow Night Cat. They usually call each other brothers, but they don’t call them brothers when they are eating, right?
He hates Pu Ding even more, this privileged dog!
But he doesn't think Pu Ding is an editor because... he has written a book, and updating 4,000 times a day has killed him. He doesn't believe that someone can write 10,000 words a day while working.
Impossible! Absolutely impossible!
In August, while others were having fun, he got into a fight with Pu, who had written a new book, "Legend of the Stars."
Although I have not read this book at all, it does not delay Zhao Xin from going...
Hack him!
Fuck him!
Go at him!
In the end, he won.
Pu Ding tried to win his heart by inviting him to be the operations officer.
In Zhao Xin's opinion, this was a sign of a weak person giving up, but he had no intention of letting Pu Ding go.
As long as he was still writing this book and his grades were rising, he would feel uncomfortable all over!
When he thought that he had not signed a contract for the best book he had written, and that this kind of work that although he had never read it, but sounded very hot upon hearing it, could actually be promoted, he was so angry!
Seeing others making money is more uncomfortable than him losing money!
He was like watching the goddess he dreamed of being penetrated so hard in the car that he could only grind his teeth under the car, his eyes widened, the veins on his face were exposed, and a trace of blood oozed from the corner of his mouth, loudly
shouted:
"Don't move again, please, don't move so fast again!"
"?I should be in the car, not under the car~"
Jealousy changed him beyond recognition.
He wanted to make Pu Ding's reputation ruined before he could feel relieved and resentful.
September 5th is the day of school.
After evening self-study, Zhao Xin took out his collector's phone with a spider web screen and turned on the starting point.
First, I went to the book review section of "Legend of the Stars" to take a look.
"Huh? Anyone praised the dog author for his quick updates? Delete it! Ban him for 30 days."
"Did you praise the author for his good writing? It was deleted and banned for 1 year!"
"Anyone else dares to scold the operations officer? Oh, I'll let you go with the 50-year banning package!"
After controlling the comments, Zhao Xin sent a few more bad comments before ending his work for the day.
"Hey... I don't have any good words to complain about recently. I've used them all. I'm still saying the same thing back and forth. This doesn't work. The Chinese teacher just said that you need to be a lifelong learner. I'll go to the Longkong Forum to learn some new words later.
.....”
He took a look at the two books on the bookshelf that were updated today: "My Doomsday Simulator" and "After being ridiculed by the entire Internet, my identity as a god was exposed!".
His eyes were delighted.
“I can see it again!”
He has been following these two books, and feels that they are definitely much better than Pu Ding's, and they have also been updated a lot.
Then click on the latest chapter.
"Your Qidian coins are insufficient, do you want to recharge?"
The smile on Xin Zhao's face gradually solidified.
"Again...no money again..."
"Didn't I charge 10 yuan...Why can't I even catch up with two books..."
He thought about it and realized that these two books had been updated a lot recently, which cost him nearly 1 yuan of Qidian coins every day, and 10 yuan only lasted 11 days.
This is why he kept chasing these two books because he could not bear to read several other old books he was chasing.
But now...he can't afford to pursue these two books.
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu It feels so uncomfortable. You guys have updated so many and it's so enjoyable to watch. I can't bear the money anymore..."
He is a sophomore in high school and does not have a bank card. He usually takes cash and asks others to recharge a few coins on his behalf.
Now that he is in school, there is no place to recharge, and his living expenses are... a bit insufficient, because he had a lot of fun reading during the summer vacation and overdrafted, so he used half of the living expenses to pay off his debts in the first week of school.
If he recharges it again, he will have to eat chaffy vegetables.
At this time, he was a little desperate.
The update is right in front of you, you can’t see it!
Xin Zhao, who has been particularly sensitive to money since childhood, once again was not troubled by money.
"Hey... it would be great if I could sign a book contract. If I show perfect attendance, I could make a huge sum of 1,500 yuan a month! I can even walk sideways in school!"
"Reading? I'll pay you 10 yuan to read, and I'll reward you with 10 yuan!"
"Don't ask, asking is arrogant!"
"What I'm reading isn't a book, it's loneliness."
But at this time, he knew that he was not lonely, but sent...
Xin Zhao's eyes dimmed and he was about to close the Qidian Reading client.
Suddenly I scanned the small mailbox in the upper right corner of my personal interface and found an unread email.
"Haha~ I can't read, but at least I can chat with others. By the way, maybe some big boss will reward the Silver Alliance. I can also grab a red envelope and take it out to make some Qidian coins..."
His eyes lit up again. Two days ago, he remembered that a big boss rewarded "I Really Want to Fight" with a silver alliance, and someone opened a red envelope of 1,000 points!
Maybe he can be the son of destiny!
With 1,000 points, he can survive until the holiday next week!
Then, he saw a gift from Pu Ding that was waiting to be opened.
Gift content: 20,000 starting point coins.
A private message from Pu Dinglie: “Keep up the good work!”
Xin Zhao jumped out of bed excitedly!
"Damn it! This idiot sent me a 200-yuan red envelope???"
ecstasy!
After the excitement lasted for a full three minutes, the smile on Xin Zhao's face gradually solidified...
He remembered the excitement of writing a book for the first time, the anxiety of looking forward to signing the contract, and the belief that he had to work hard to make money and get rid of the embarrassment...
He once thought that he was unique and the strongest in the world!
But after several failures, he was completely defeated. He was no longer willing to face reality, and used some lies with obvious logical loopholes to cover up the fact of his failure. He used other people's failures to prove that it was normal for him to fail.
When you scold others into dust, you feel like you are standing under the holy light.
At this moment, he understood that in Pu Ding's eyes... he was never an opponent, but a young man who had gone astray.
What does Pu Ding’s phrase “keep up the good work” mean?
Is it to let him continue to spray shit in the comment area?
Do not make jokes!
The meaning of Pu Ding's decision is very obvious, that is... let him continue to work hard and set out again for his dream. There are not so many smooth sailings in life, so he must keep up his efforts, Saonian!
This sentence completely tore through Xin Zhao's disguise.
For the first time, he opened "Legend of the Stars" which he had been scolding for a month, and started reading from the first chapter [Young Qin Feng]...
After a while.
Xin Zhao fell slumped on the bed.
Holding the quilt, she began to sob.
"I'm not as good as him, I'm not as good as him..."
"I have not only failed as a person, but also in my work, and even more in my bearing..."
"In the future, I will definitely help you run this book well and live up to your enlightenment!"
"From today on, no one can leave a bad review for "Legend of the Stars"! I am going to recommend this book to all book lovers, all book lists, and everyone who should read this book."
Readers of the book, let more people know that this is a good book, and Pu Ding is a...good person!"