It didn't cause any trouble, but made Miho see the ridiculousness and futility of this approach.
How did you come up with the idea of contributing to radio?
When she submitted her manuscript and sent it out, Miho actually felt tormented in her heart. Before submitting her manuscript, she longed to be read, but suddenly she was overwhelmed by the thought that her manuscript would not be accepted.
When her submission was actually selected and the young female host read out her submission in a cheerful tone, Miho listened to the female host's exaggerated laughter and felt angry and annoyed at her rash approach.
However, one cannot blame the female host for her frivolous attitude.
Miho couldn't write everything about herself and Akiko in the broadcast submission, let alone expose Akiko's privacy. In the end, the submission she sent out was neither fish nor fowl.
"I am as ordinary as a mackerel, but I have made a sparkling friend like a tuna."
The radio station, whose audience is mainly young urban women, has always welcomed such manuscripts. The young and lively female host laughed non-stop at the metaphor of mackerel and tuna, and enthusiastically encouraged her mackerel and taught her the experience of making friends.
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As a result, Miho became more and more discouraged as she listened, secretly blaming herself. What kind of response should she expect to receive for such a secretive submission?
Miho had nowhere to express her inner thoughts, until she submitted this nondescript broadcast contribution, it felt like she had been hit in the head. When she came back to her senses, she saw her own selfishness, she was angry, annoyed, and ashamed...
At that time, Miho mustered up the courage to go to lawyer Iwahashi. Lawyer Iwahashi seemed to be business-like and unkind, but unexpectedly, he listened to her story.
For the first time, Miho told others what happened between her and Akiko. Lawyer Iwahashi listened calmly and silently guided her to tell everything.
However, it is impossible to get comfort from lawyer Iwahashi. She is calm and analyzes the situation. All situations are not good, but among the bad, there are worst-case scenarios. Of course, different situations have different ways of resolving them.
However, I don’t know where the most important chapter has gone, so it’s impossible to talk about it.
After Miho said goodbye to Lawyer Iwahashi, there was no reason or significance to see her again.
The thought of submitting articles to the radio may not be without a little luck in my heart. If Zhang Zi happens to listen to this issue of the radio and knows that she still thinks of her...
It was such selfish thoughts that made Miho feel ashamed. The situation Akiko faced was difficult and dangerous, how could she send such a light contribution and expect her to hear it?
Rather than being secretive and hoping to be discovered by Zhang Zi and take the initiative to contact her, it is better to let more people know the analysis and remedies I heard from lawyer Iwahashi.
For Zhang Zi, and for people who are in a similar situation to Zhang Zi.
If she had seen the interview with lawyer Iwahashi earlier, Akiko might not have escaped. This thought made Miho pick up her pen and try to write a story about falling into a loan vortex.
However, when she finished writing an article with a crude and clumsy writing style, she read it back, and even she felt that she couldn't stand it. Writing is something that everyone can use words, but words can only be in the hands of specific people.
Only then can it become a "work".
Who would read such words? Miho constantly felt her own powerlessness.
When Miho was reading an information magazine, it mentioned that among young people, the number of people using computers and the Internet has been increasing recently. "As long as you use the Internet, you will have unlimited possibilities." The writing in the magazine is very tempting.
She was inspired by these words and was eager to give it a try. However, the submission to the radio rang a warning in her heart and made her give up the idea of casually telling strangers about the matter.
This experience and memory are not hers. The friendship with Zhang Zi is also shared by her and Zhang Zi.
The magazine where Lawyer Iwahashi was interviewed is so famous, so many people must have read the article. If Akiko was among those, she might go to the office for consultation, or call the firm. There is obviously Lawyer Iwahashi.
With such a professional coming forward, why would she, a person who doesn't know anything, bother with this?
On the one hand, Miho convinced herself that it was over, and she would only keep Akiko's memories in her heart. But on the other hand, she failed to help Akiko, and eventually made her escape without a trace. The guilt caused by this incident, and her feelings for Akiko
The worries made it difficult for her to let go.
The summer TV series has started airing, and "Lovely Season" has become a topic of the past season. Akiko doesn't know where she is, and Miho is still living an ordinary life, no different from before she met Akiko.
I will probably never meet Zhang Zi again, and I will probably forget Zhang Zi one day.
Meeting a lost friend unexpectedly on the streets of Tokyo is something that happens on TV. In reality, there are no Kanon and Naoko.
However, Miho did not feel depressed.
She picked up the pen again. She couldn't explain why she was obsessed with words, but she knew clearly that she had gained comfort and peace from words. At the same time, she had also found some kind of guidance.
"Akina-san, did you know? I gained a friendship during the broadcast of "Lovely Season"."
When Miho wrote this sentence, she shook her head first, then came back to her senses, and was stunned for a while. She recalled that she had written a similar sentence before, just when Zhang Zi left.
At that time, I was probably shaking my head, wondering why I wanted to tell Akina-san?
But this time, Miho picked up the piece of manuscript paper, and before she balled it up and threw it into the wastebasket, an idea came to her mind. Perhaps the most suitable person to talk to is Akina-san.
The friendship with Akiko got a chance to start because of the TV series starring Akina-san.
friendship……
Miho was excited.
"I want to tell this story of friendship to Akina-san." She wrote another sentence.
What I want to tell is a friendship between mackerel and tuna, rather than writing a story of my own in which I am trapped in a vortex of debt and unable to extricate myself.
She wasn't going to help anyone, nor was she going to save anyone on her own initiative, she just missed her friends.
Is it possible for Akina-san to see it? Miho doesn't know.
If you consider the chance of being seen, you will probably hesitate and finally give up the idea of writing a letter. It seems to be like this with many things. If you think too much, you will lose the courage to continue.
"This is a story about mackerel and tuna. I am an ordinary girl, just like mackerel..." Miho continued to write.
She thought of the diary-like words she wrote about Zhang Zi after Zhang Zi left.
It's like throwing a drift bottle into the ocean...
Miho thought as she wrote the address of Akina-san's fan club on the envelope.
