Chisato Moritaka's depression may not be due to the plan proposed by Shinichi Iwahashi, nor is it the manager's rhetoric of "trying it like this first" as if she was a test subject.
What made her feel uncomfortable was a sense of self-denial and frustration.
This depression continued, and she was brought into the recording studio.
But even so, as a newcomer, it doesn't matter what you do in private. Once you come to the workplace, you must tighten your clock, show respect to every staff member around you, and say hello honestly.
Artists shine as stars only with the support of people behind the scenes. This understanding makes newcomers often respect and even awe the staff.
When Chisato Moritaka arrived, Shinichi Iwahashi had not yet arrived. The recording assistant first adjusted the equipment, as if pinching the point. As soon as the equipment was adjusted, Shinichi Iwahashi entered the recording studio.
Even if the source of trouble is the person in front of him, the first thing Sentaka Senri will do when he sees him is to stand up, bend down respectfully, and say, "Good morning, Iwahashi-san."
Bending down, she remembered how Shinichi Iwahashi looked at her when they first met.
It is this person who now holds the lifeline of her career.
However, when she straightened up, she realized that Shinichi Iwahashi was not looking at her at all, and replied absently: "Oh, good morning."
Just because I don't get enough sleep, I don't have any extra energy to pay attention to others.
However, this reaction made Chisato Moritaka realize that his annoying look at that time was a premeditated decision for the current decision, and he was not a simple "gentleman".
The more this happens, the more inhumane he appears.
He said he wanted to show off her natural beauty... and then he planned to make her wear a mini skirt in advance?!
Fortunately, she had changed her mind about Iwahashi Shinichi before, and felt that he was actually a good person and not a "gentleman". However, within a few days, he started behaving badly again... even more disgusting than being a "gentleman".
When she met the real master, even if she didn't protest in person, it was enough for Chisato Moritaka to realize that her dissatisfaction with Shinichi Iwahashi, rather than her rejection of wearing miniskirts, really made her realize
What makes you feel uncomfortable is actually the blow to your own strength being denied.
Being denied the ability to be a talented person has already hit her once, and now the selling point has been shifted from music to her. Chisato Moritaka feels aggrieved.
Iwahashi Shinichi's proposal seemed to be an invisible denial of her as a person.
It would be different if she started to act as a health idol from the beginning. However, when she entered the industry, she acted as a powerful person and did not do any psychological construction in this area, which made her unable to find a track for a while.
Just like Akiko Matsumoto, who entered the industry with the dream of becoming an idol, but ended up being made funny. Before entering the studio of "We Are Funny People" for the first time, she walked around asking "why".
Chisato Moritaka was in a state of confusion, and this absent-mindedness was also reflected in his work. This made today's recording run quite unsmoothly, with continuous mistakes.
Iwahashi Shinichi is not the kind of producer who would implicitly say "Very good, let's do it again", but the kind of producer who would bluntly say "No", so every time something goes wrong, he will say it directly
: "This won't work!", and then let her do it again.
Chisato Moritaka used to think that this straightforward way of saying "No!" was Iwahashi Shinichi's advantage. However, when he was feeling awkward in his heart, the more he heard him say "No," the more he felt that he was
The whole person has been denied, and the mind is even more confused, creating a vicious circle, and the effect is getting worse.
Something went wrong again. Chisato Moritaka stopped and waited for Shinichi Iwahashi to say "This won't work."
As a result, what he said was: "Okay."
…
"alright."
This situation showed that she was absent. Sensing Sentaka Senri's absent-mindedness, Iwahashi Shinichi used the microphone connected to the recording studio to inform her, "Pause for a moment and ask you to come out, Moritaka-san."
"yes."
Morigao Qianli felt a little uneasy. She had made so many mistakes, and she felt guilty and was ready to be scolded.
As a result, Iwahashi Shinichi, who had always been criticized by her as being unkind and straightforward, did not criticize her, but asked gently, "Are you not feeling well today?"
Sentaka Chisato shook his head subconsciously, remembering that it was impolite to do so, and quickly replied: "No, I'm fine."
"oh."
He nodded and then asked, "Does that mean you are in poor condition?"
"..."
Sentaka Chisato subconsciously wanted to deny it, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say them out. She would not tell such a lie that ignored her own feelings.
"It doesn't matter." Iwahashi Shinichi acquiesced that she was in a bad mood and enlightened: "It's just a bad state. Everyone is in a bad state sometimes, so don't be so nervous."
In this matter, he is surprisingly easy to talk to. He has been a manager and led a street idol, so even if he changes his career as a producer, he still retains his patience with artists.
Ordinary mistakes can be criticized, but for this kind of state of error, the more severe it is, the more counterproductive it will be.
This gentleness made Sentaka Chisato's heartstrings loosen a little.
From the moment she met Iwahashi Shinichi to the time she started working together, her evaluation of the producer had flipped over and over again. When she thought he was a bad guy, she discovered that he was actually quite good. When she thought he was a good guy, she was struck by him again.
To be bullied.
The car turned over and over, making her dizzy.
In fact, if she calmed down, she would think of the saying that people have thousands of faces.
However, Chisato Moritaka's initial psychological resistance to Iwahashi Shinichi only increased her attention to him and paid special attention to everything he showed. This invisible thing affected her judgment.
"Anyway, let's take a rest first." Shin Iwahashi took the headphones off his neck, "In your current state, if you insist on it forcefully, it will only make you hate recording. I want to cooperate with you for a longer time.
, I can’t let you hate me now.”
As he said this, he had no idea that he had already been disliked by Chisato Moritaka several times.
It doesn't matter, you hate yours, if I change it, I lose.
"I'm sorry." Chisato Moritaka apologized to him.
Iwahashi Shinichi didn't answer, he pulled out his chair and sat down, bored, and took the music score to check. Moritaka Chisato looked at Iwahashi Shinichi who completely ignored her, and unconsciously confided in his heart, asking: "Iwahashi-san,
Am I terrible?"
"Bad?" Shinichi Iwahashi corrected her, "It's just a matter of status. The more prepared we are, the worse it will be."
"No." Moritaka Chisato shook his head subconsciously, "I mean, as a singer, am I in very poor condition?"
"Why do you ask that?" Iwahashi Shinichi was surprised.
