This matter started when she was still a "man", to be precise, when he was still a sophomore boy in high school.
At that time, he had always been motivated to get into a 985 university of his choice, so he was only thinking about studying, reviewing, and taking exams, and he had no time to pay attention to other things...
Except, his deskmate.
His deskmate at that time was a simple and beautiful girl, with excellent academic performance, sweet appearance, and even a better family background than most of his classmates. She was recognized as the "goddess" in her grade.
Therefore, when the teacher assigned seats, considering the girl's special characteristics, she specially found Yan Bing, who loves studying, to be her deskmate.
While all the boys in the class were staring at the new seating chart, lamenting and wailing, only the teacher was still secretly proud of his wise strategy.
However, this teacher obviously underestimated the hormonal concentration in adolescence. Such a good boy who was dedicated to learning completely "fallen" just a week after changing seats.
The reason is just a test question...
Yan Bing, who had just moved to a new seat, still had some appreciation for the "beautiful scenery" close at hand, but it was only an occasional appreciation when he was free, because he still had a lot of formulas and outlines.
There are still piles of test papers to memorize, and I am simply too busy...
One day in the self-study class, Yan Bing, who was taking extra exams for himself, got stuck on the last explanation question while doing the test paper.
After thinking hard for a long time, half of the paper was filled with drafts, and I couldn't come up with a reasonable answer. I could only hold the paper, grinning, and struggling in various ways.
Yan Bing's depressed mood finally turned into an agitated "woo woo ya ya", which attracted the attention of the "goddess", who just watched him quietly holding up the paper and changing various painful expressions.
The girl just thought it was funny for a while, and then she started to wonder, what kind of problem could be used to test the top student next to her who always dominates the rankings? She smiled and said to him: "Show it to me, can you?"
Yan Bing actually refused in his heart, but the other party had a pair of big watery eyes "like the sea and the river", and these big watery eyes looked at him with sincere eyes. In the end, it happened that he
I lost my resistance again.
When he came back to his senses, the goddess had already taken the test paper handed over by his hands and started working on it.
At this moment, Yan Bing was crying in her heart, feeling resentful that her mind was so clear, but her body was so honest... and betrayed herself so easily...
But soon, Yan Bing was attracted by the girl who was doing calculations seriously. She had an almost perfect profile face. Inadvertently, a few strands of black hair slipped down her cheeks. She instinctively raised her hand to push it behind her ears. This scene
, it not only stirred the girl's hanging hair, but also stirred the heartstrings of the young man who had always felt calm.
He just stared at her blankly, but his mind was extremely quiet and blank. Until the girl turned to him with a smile and said: "It's done." He was still immersed in the scene in front of him, dazed.
The girl instantly blushed with embarrassment, turned her head, looked forward, then raised her hand and clenched it into a fist, put it to her mouth, coughed twice, and then brought Yan Bing, who was looking at her in a daze, back to reality.
Realizing that he had just seen the absent-minded Yan Bing, he quickly turned his head and his face instantly turned red.
The two of them just stared ahead in silence, as if there was something on the blank blackboard in front of them that could completely attract their full attention.
After a few seconds of embarrassment, the girl gently pushed the test paper onto Yan Bing's desk and repeated: "It's done..., do you want... to take a look?"
Yan Bing grabbed the test paper in a panic. His heart was pounding wildly. He was not in the mood to study at this moment.
But when I caught a glimpse of the girl's handwriting, it was so beautiful, so I followed the words and instinctively started to read the title.
Yan Bing's heart was beating wildly at this time, and then he slowly regained his composure. As he thought about it, his brows slowly furrowed, and concentration suddenly emerged.
The girl kept peeking at Yan Bing with her peripheral vision, wondering if her answer was correct. Yan Bing didn't notice it at all. She just kept repeating the process of calculating the answer in her mind, and occasionally turned to the back to read.
Looking at the draft written by the girl, she was completely immersed in thinking about the topic and was extremely focused.
The girl also saw clearly the boy's delicate facial features that had been hidden under the glasses as thick as the bottom of a bottle through the profile of his face. She couldn't help but secretly sigh that if he took off his glasses, this boy would be pretty good-looking.
But the time the two spent together was only fixed in this scene.
The girl's mother wanted to open a new private hospital in another city. Between her daughter's studies and making money, she chose the latter without hesitation.
Maybe only such a person can become a qualified businessman.
When the girl learned that she had to move again, she silently accepted the reality.
In the next few days, she went to class as usual, listened to lectures as usual, and chatted as usual after class. There was nothing unusual. She didn't even say a word to her best friend.
Just like that, one day after a while.
Without saying goodbye or even giving any advance notice, Yan Bing walked into the classroom. Looking at the girl's empty desktop, an ominous premonition haunted him.
Because this is a key high school, and it is the sophomore year of this key high school, whether it is vacation or school, there will be at least dozens of books on the table.
Like now, there is nothing, which is obviously not normal.
Soon, the teacher announced the news of "goddess" transferring to another school before class.
All the boys in the class, and less than half of the girls, all let out regretful exclamations.
Speaking of Bing, it was also on this day that for the first time in his life, he was distracted in class, and he didn't write a word of notes all day long, he just stared blankly at his deskmate's empty desktop.
It wasn't until the last class in the evening when the teacher announced that get out of class was over and other students started packing their schoolbags to get ready for school that Yan Bing reacted numbly and started packing.
But when he bent down to clean up his desk, he caught a glimpse of a neat piece of paper placed deep in the desk of the girl at the same table.
Yan Bing looked around and after much hesitation, he reached out and took out the note.
Above it is the girl's delicate handwriting, with only one line written: Yan Bing, this is my QQ number:..., see you by fate.
Yan Bing was stunned. In the end, he returned home and couldn't remember anything he had for dinner. The note and the QQ number were always in his mind.
Turning on the computer... Yan Bing clicked on QQ, entered the QQ number in the search bar for adding friends over and over again, deleted it, entered it again, and deleted it again.
When he finally started scratching his head in confusion, he remembered the last words in the girl's note, "See you again when we are destined."
As if he had grasped the last straw, Yan Bing sat up.
Yes! See you again if we are destined!
Then I happily opened the test questions and papers, and started working on them again.
In this way, Yan Bing's "first love" ended in a hurry before it even started.
Time flies and light flies by.
When Yan Bing was admitted to the 985 key university of his choice, he could not even remember the girl's face clearly, but he still remembered the girl's name and the piece of paper lying in the corner of his desk.
The immature boy still believed innocently, "We will meet again if we are destined."
The next step is to start college, study hard, be recommended by the teacher, be admitted to the Academy of Chemical Sciences, and take the postgraduate entrance examination.
When he started studying for a master's degree in his first year, he suddenly received a call from an old high school classmate.
"Did you know that xxx is getting married? Her best friend said that many classmates from our class are participating, which is like holding a class reunion in disguise. Are you going to go? We haven't seen each other in many years, let's get together?...
……………,”
On the other end of the phone, the old classmate was still talking endlessly, but Li Bing was like a thunderbolt at this moment.
Realizing that Yan Bing had not spoken, the old classmate became impatient and asked, "Are you going or not? Just give me a nice word!"
"I'm going..." Yan Bing said these two words tremblingly.
That day, most of the students in the class came, even the head teacher came.
Yan Bing didn't remember how he exchanged greetings, or how many people he had followed. He only remembered that at that wedding, the girl was on the stage and he was in the audience, but the girl kept staring at him in the audience, and was hit by him several times.
The host reminded him, and then he hurriedly looked away, and answered fluently according to the process.
Later he drank too much, and most of his classmates also drank too much...
Several boys passed cigarettes to each other and talked about how they liked the bride.
Many girls were whispering about the girl's "business marriage" sponsored by her mother.
Yan Bing just kept drinking and giggling.
Until the girl's best friend secretly came over and whispered into Yan Bing's ear: "Did you know? You are her first love..."
Yan Bing could no longer hear what she said next... He just kept repeating the words "first love" and "we will meet again if we are destined" in his mind.
The two words were like magic, constantly colliding, hitting! Collising in Yan Bing's mind!
The next second, he was like crazy and ran away from the wedding scene regardless of the dissuasion of his classmates.
Along the way, he cried sometimes, laughed sometimes, was in a daze, and shouted loudly.
Looking at the wide Yongding River, he had the urge to jump several times.
In the end, he didn't remember how he returned home, but he just remembered that he should never believe in "we will meet again if we are destined".